https://youtu.be/hXkzrN544-4?si=KiPOiFttzNyD-oGB


Tied to the cold 

Born in November 
When the fall comes forth
But Im here for the long run 
Running out the door
Pullin strings to make it all come back
Fall to my horror
I'm a monochrome angel burning dope
Forced in anatomy my body cells chrome
Lost in the city with desires can't crontrol
The urge runs deep but depression love me more 

Fuck 

What a beautiful remorse 

They should've stopped me before I lost it
Calling for a scheme 
But the themes got locked in
Fostered the grieve 
And now I'm lookin at the faucet
Faults of my own get burned with my losses 
I'm turnt in the crib all alone high as hostages
Planes in mind mind crash and burn 
Is it obvoius? 

Hope that your calls don't reach me
It's been a bit long don't you think
We wanted more from life it ain't easy 
This time around I don't know what to think

burningxdesire! (unknowns)

agony4U disassociation </3

Powerful music depicting the agony of romantic betrayal. Full, encompassing backing tracks with a electric lead guitar telling the story.

Stabbed In The Heart

writing a cute, french/english love song for my hopeless romantic self<333

Lyrics:

Je t’aime, Marcy.
Tu es tout pour moi.
Je suis tout a toi.
You stand there waiting.

Follow me and I’ll follow you.
I don’t what I’m going to do
Sans toi. x2

Mon amour, you cry to me.
I’ll comfort you 
Wipe your tears away.
I’m not leaving today.

Oooo, oo, oo, oo, oooo x2

Follow me and I’ll follow you.
I don’t what I’m going to do
Sans toi. x2
Sans toi.

Translation:
I love you, Marcy.
You’re everything to me.
I am all yours.
You stand there waiting.

Follow me and I’ll follow you.
I don’t know what I’m going to do
Without you x2

My love, you cry to me.
I’ll comfort you 
Wipe your tears away.
I’m not leaving today.

Oooo, oo, oo, oo, oooo x2

Follow me and I’ll follow you.
I don’t what I’m going to do
Without you.x2
Without you.

marcy-demo

https://youtu.be/0W5kU87UJDw?si=THy67SC8Hx87yzS6

In the trenches I been stressing I been fighting I been dying 
To know when this shit is gonna end finally and 
I am dying to know if it's ever gonna get better 
Testing out the water to see how long I can last 

I don't even feel the pain anymore 
I am white knuckling this whore that you call life 
But do I even know if its worth i really don't think so 
This life is gonna kill me in the end though 

Looking over my shoulder 
Everywhere I go 
Im not safe anywhere I'm afraid 
Everyone will know 
How pathetic I really am at the core 
I try to not give a fuck but that doesn't work anymore 

I can't get up but I'm trying 
I'm fainting from the thought to not be lying 
To myself about my life and about the circumstances
I want to escape this reality I can pretend that 

That It is a nice place to exist 
I'm not a pacifist 
Cause war is all over ever known 
Violence is a gift 
Im not helping myself either 
My actions aren't fucking healthy 


Nose is bleeding again 
bedsheet are red 
My past doesn't want to stay in my past 
My backpack stays packed wherever I am 


Im slowly wasting 
Slowly tasting death as I care 

Everything hurts I can't step up here 
I'm saying I'm fighting but I'm laying here
Technically I'm beaten but I don't care 


I hate myself so much 
Sometimes I think that I'm not even real 
I'm saying I'm fighting but I'm laying here
Technically I'm beaten but I don't care

I wouldn't even tell my worst enemy 
What I tell myself 

I shouldn't even talk that's the extens of what I have to bear 







fighting (prod. composition x)

Doesn't need to mean a lifetime, I don't want it all,
Just know that I'm not selfish, I just cant let you go.
Leave me in the morning, don't leave me in the night,
I'm sorry if that's selfish or if it sounds contrived.

Before You Have To Go

This is the end of the world

Adrenaline rush, my heart beats wild and uncontrolled

You gotta learn to live with it

I feel electricity coursing through my veins, I'm ready!

I got a lifetime to live

The thrill of anticipation, my heart pounding in my chest

Thrashing guitars and pounding drums, I'm ready to rock!

I want to be your lover

Lost in the noise, I'll find my way back to you

And all the things we had

Now it seems so far away

They never stood a chance

A little bit of love

You do not stand a chance

We have to live with something that was never dead

I have to ask you to dance

You're the only one who understands

To meet you in the end

My fate is in your hands

To find a way to make things right

Holding on with both your hands

Was never meant to last

Oh I don't stand a chance

I wish that I could take them back

Hoping for a second chance3

Who's gonna hear my call

I held your life in my hands

I've never been so sure

Destiny is in our hands

Someone to take your hand

Anticipation

Lyrics:

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me rage 

Out of the dark wit the darkest of lyrics, it’s steep, I feel it deep in my spirit 
Foresold the jezebel Jesuit agenda energy leering bitch fuck your clearance 
If I gotta fight the good fight for peace of mind then I’ll pack a flak jacket
Tell me which act are you casting cause I’m boutta put that shit in the casket
Ready to play, the score I’m betting to settle it uh yuh
Instead he afraid, stalking my page, talking without any evidence uh
My pain made me go celibate, my dame is not even relevant uh
Heavy enraged, the Vatican jokers gon surely feel all of it, wha

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me rage 

Fighting, I’m luffy give a quick punchline one piece 
Barking at the wrong tree feeling like loose leaf so bitch calm it we in a movie 
Wouldn’t date porno coochie surely it’ll take a lot just to Mary moody 
Writing and drew in my diary but I’m not playing the role of Julie 
In the middle of a manic episode, it wouldn’t matter if you push me off the edge
I’m starting to lose my head, pausing at climax would change the climate won’t matter
I’ll still come inside of this riot 
I flow like liquid, stay solid spiritually and spit this gas while I keep one eye to the past 

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me wanna rage

Red Pill Rage (Prod. BadSoul)

Economy of Scale

I wish I wish (Instrumental)

The Guilty Taketh the Truth to Be Hard (Guitar) (1)

I write songs about my cats and other stories throughout my life.
(he/they)

Spotify: regulus on venus

Apple Music: regulus on venus

marcy-demo

deathbed(regulus on venus)