(everything prod by me)
ive had this song in my drafts for a reaaallly long time and i was finally able to get it done and im rlly happy with how it turned outt :> im probs gonna make more stuff like this in da future 

lyrics:
think im losing my mind
cuz i was so blind
lovers intertwined 
we were meant to bind 

ill kiss between your scars
and hold you in my arms 
so i can never forget you
stay right beside you
maybe this worlds not so gray
and i will live another day 
holding you close to me
cuz darling youre all i need  

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing 

defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)

the angels in the sky
will pick us up and help us fly 
by our sheer destiny 
our love is heavenly 	
ive been living in a dream
but i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing

and so our love prospers

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/4D8y6itz2MpVitUVTw1bO6?si=6913cfa6499d4be0

prod. me

(lyrics)
don’t you see
i'm coming through
i walk with peace 
and aim at you
feel no fear
bloods my fuel

watch out 
when you’re alone 

my love you dont know what i know
you dont know

(lovecupid)

don't you see w/lovecupid

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This is the track I submitted for the Manslaughter comp album. It'll be included on Banned by Wikipedia as well, though. I think this is my best vocal performance.

Lyrics:
Verse 1:
You were too annoying to me
And I want you gone
I’m a psycho, you’re a dumbfuck
I’m gonna knock you out
You’re gonna die when I toss you out at sea
Pull out your eyes, turn it into some puree 
Punched in the face till you shrivel up and cry
Then I will burn you, and call it suicide.

Pre-chorus:
I don’t even know you
I don’t wanna kill you 
But you keep getting in my way
If you keep on screaming
I will have no choice
And I’ll send you on your way.

Chorus:
I didn’t choose to be a murderer
I didn’t wanna take a life
The bullshit way this world’s being run
with everything I did, I did everything in spite

Verse 2:
I see you laughing with your friends on the sidelines
Cause you don’t wanna ever be “that guy”.
Well truth be told, you’ll never be as great
Cause you can’t save world if you’re laying a grave
A world without you is a world in harmony
Not a day goes past where I think of you harming me
Senselessly, tactlessly, fractally, haplessly
You are a fool, there’s no way you could go home

Chorus Reprise:
I didn’t choose to be a murderer
I didn’t wanna take a life
The bullshit way this world’s being run
with everything I did, I did everything in spite

I did, and choose to be a murderer,
I did, and want to the take knife.
Who really knows, perhaps this is the life?
Dragging victims to the woods, like a zealot by the scythe


Manslaughterer

Never Coming Down (shooter cover)

not a day goes by without us thinking about you Ian! 
rest in peace!



https://soundcloud.com/goyfriendisraelfart/partypal?si=45bc1be0cd5249499fd0109784209526&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Partypal (lil watermark cover)

A song about Changchun winters... right? Could it be a metaphor for something? Symbolism? Either way, this song does sound a bit different than my others, i used a different mixing style, so I hope you enjoy it! Would like to hear what people have to say. Also, I did put a lot more effort into lyrics, and will continue doing so. I want Dengist Girls: The Album to be a magical experience.

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY THAT GETS ME PAID: https://open.spotify.com/track/6bcsErYymLlzZuPeFUTlmT?si=56d720f4eaa64e1a

Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Nothing ever felt so real
This is where it ends
This is where it all begins
This is where it all will change
This is where I’m meant to be
This is where my future’s shaped
This where I change the world
This is where I meet my fate
 
Pre-chorus:
I know you reached out about your party on the weekend
So I hope that you’re not sad to know I’m never gonna see it
‘Cause I’m moving onto pastures that are looking kind of brown,
I know the winter air is chilly but at least I’ll never see you around  

Chorus:
[instrumental]

Verse 2:
Breathe in, inhale, feel the chill, feel the air
Feel the breeze on my cheeks
As they flush, I debrief.  
There’s so much I can do 
There’s so much here to see
View the mall, walk the street
Taste the food, hear them speak

Chorus:
I’m quite content in my own little space
All away from you freaks who just want to vent
Want to flail all about in your own little rage
Yes, I’m filled with contempt from your stupid mistakes!
 
(I didn’t do a single thing wrong it’s all your fault!)
(Since I was born I was destined to be where I was!)

 
(Outro)
So that’s why I went
And here’s where I stay
You did well without me
So you’ll be okay.

Changchun Winters

fading image of yourself
so confused about this world
i know its hard when times are rough
its just apart of growing up

cry for help but no ones there
feel ignored and way too scared
you feel so stuck what can you do
when no one is there for you

do you ever get those thoughts in the back of your mind
where you're feeling so down and you just wanna cry
it feels so overwhelming inside
it makes me wanna scream i hate my life

you should try to smile more

shoöter

Live Audio Recorded August 24th 2024,

Remastered and Repackaged to commemorate the loss of Ian Mockler, a.k.a. Lil Watermark. A Natural Showman who put on one of the best shows East of the Mississippi deep in the forests of Virginia. A Great night of banter, partying and solidifying another great celebration of soyjack party

credits:

Performers:
Ian Mockler (Lil Watermark) - Guitars & Vocals
Danghul Bangyana - Drums
Aidan Ziril - Bass

Photography, Design - Foolz
Mixing & Mastering - Foolz

Additional Audio Submitted from Phone Video Recordings, Action Cameras, and Handheld Recorders:
- Elias
- Gabe
- Shot
- Tac

Special thanks to Bessarion and halfwayhobo for hosting. 

Cry 4 Help

Loser with a 9 to 5, make rock music as a hobby. I think I'm on all platforms. Hope you enjoy.

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