this is legit one of my favorite songs ever

I can't believe I've slept on this one as hard as I have, this section has been stuck in my head for the past two days

best of 2023

[thank you, for existing]

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/carbine1/camera

i'm just a camera
don't talk when i look at you
you don't know me, i don't need you

camera

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

@jedwill1999

additional coprod @31sentinel @billsburyjoeboi

empath w/ jedwill

you’ve been here before
______________________
yeah i'll admit it guess i lost my composure
composing sonnets and you're spitting out clovers
i'm spinning web with a cerebrum still can't see any closer
know you're leveraging lithium lift the light underwater

now it's Boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
I'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

but nothing can absolve me from you

now it's boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
i'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

boreal

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

quick remake/cover of https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/be-back-soon

thanks for listening

jane remover - goldfish (thatcherblackwood cover)

@acloudyskye

fig i. If I would know you, would you know me?

Lyrics:
Were you there at the start
When the night was a part of a window
I had seen through over and over again
Every moment I’ve asked
Is this happening now
My heart has never quite sounded so loud

(Hey-a-sha-ma, Oh, My Desire!)

Hide away from this I try
Storm uncovering focused eyes
Hear your names in terms of suns
Shouting out til I was done

And it hit me all at once
Across all that came from dust
Into where every river runs
I will wait for you to go

Is this it?
Is this it?
Wait for this
Oh

(Wherever you are)

Just follow me my dear
Despite all I feared
Bright eyes stare clear
I know you’re almost here

---------------------------

Cmaj, 140bpm

As If You Understand What's Going On

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As If You Understand What's Going On (ft. acloudyskye)

@arkenesis @clayekea @achorda @dearestalyx @wtrclrmusic

13 writers putting pen to paper, 65 musicians composing pieces inspired by their writing, and 26 visual artists tying everything together with a cover illustration. From April 23rd to May 13th, 2023, these 104 creatives came together with one goal: to tell a story. The result amounted to thirteen beautiful tracks, rich with emotion, excitement, and wonder.

Stories take on infinitely many forms. A child's drawing. A home-cooked meal. A recount of the day given by someone returning home to their spouse. They do not have to be written, nor spoken with any amount of poetry or decorative language; they simply exist. Here's to the stories we tell. Whether written, drawn, or sang, whether a fantastic fable or a solemn look into the human experience, they all carry weight. We have no greater obligation than to simply tell them in whatever way we know how. 

All proceeds from Storybook: Chapter 2 will be donated to Active Minds, an organization supporting mental health awareness and education for young adults. 

Active Minds: https://www.activeminds.org/
FORM: https://artbyform.com/
Cover by SKYZA. & fluffbeak: https://twitter.com/DARKZAAAA, https://twitter.com/fluffbeak
Story by euphee: https://linktr.ee/iameuphorian
Read the full story: https://storybook2.artbyform.com/

	
step by step, feel the tremble and earth as you fall to the ground
the lack of light in the air really hurts when you're down
and the quaking that you feel when you can't hear a sound

not even fireflies can guide you to home
crush the dandelions under your feet when you roam
wanna go to the stars but they're blocked by the smoke
these raindrops you feel make you miss all the snow
but how can we fly when we feel all alone
need a friend or a guide to match with my tone
as we look here to shine and light up the roads
so we say goodbye to the night that grew old

so you cover your ears and tremble
you're risking the years to catch the stars
the dark of night creates a semblance
a familiar room inside your heart
you look towards the forest and ease your worries
you don't have to wait until it's dark
so lift up your head, no need to hurry
'cause then you'll forget who you really are

step after step you tremble
under the sun of morn
you cherish the seconds
don't wanna regret this
time that you spent right here before
and when the cold night enters
i hope you will find shelter
just need a star to wish
upon when the clouds all drift
right down to freezing winter floor

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arkenesis, clayekea, achorda, dearest alyx & wtrclr - ethertail

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4DwV8J9wzA
writing & production: Jane Remover
mixing: Kayla Reagan
mastering: Hector Vega
cover art: Brendon Burton

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Lyrics:

We danced on sand dunes till our legs hurt
But we'd do it again and again
I would count all the stars in our lifetime
Just give me the word, so

Come again and heal each other
Seeking help from one another
Beams of light in moonlit summer
Coil together to recover

You should know I love you
You should know I love you
You should know I love you
You should know I love you

A burst, a moon, a bone, a light
A race, a drop, a rain, a time
A dance, a smile , a sea, a laugh
A tear, a shine, a life, alive

So many threads between us
Link our hands in the warm air

Come again and heal each other
Beams of light in moonlit summer

(A burst, a moon, a bone, a light
A race, a drop, a rain, a time
A dance, a smile , a sea, a laugh
A tear, a shine, a life, alive)

You Won't Have To Do It Alone

"i KNOW this is all you've ever worked for, but what about ME ???"

performed by self discovery
produced by self discovery
drums by @digitalreject
photography & visuals by flatbeek
-- -- -- -- - -- -- -- --
lyrics:

seven years of sweat and tears
came to a head yesterday
you got a call last night
said you should fly out in may
whether you make it or you break it
that's the game you should play
call and say that you're on your way to find me

because you know you have a shot
you'll do whatever it takes
you're hearing comfort from the sky
it says you're gonna be great
now there's no reason to be shy
you know you just can't wait
to make the most of when you turn 19

i'll stay down south
i'm taking one for the team
and we'll figure it out
before the end of the season
you'll take a bow
i guess it's more than it seemed
i still don't know what you mean

but you've been giving me star signs
that light me up just like the night sky
and though i'm glad we shared good times
it won't be long 'till you're starting out the door
cause the world's been waiting for your
star signs

seven years of sweat and tears
have found their way to the spine
of loving innocence
the terror of what i've called mine
this can't be good for you
to panic and deceive
oh, but i don't think you cared
about crossing the line

so i'll call it as i see it
you push yourself to be overwhelmed
crack at your defences
and forget what the scene is, oh well
pull at the strings until you recognize
the fiend you've become
oh what fun
defy the odds of what you seldom call home

aren't you so proud ?
the question sounds so depraved
but i'll turn my mouth
away from words i could say
am i allowed
to ask for another way
than how you said it to me ?

i'll stay down south
i'm taking one for the team
and we'll figure it out
before the end of the season
you'll take a bow
i guess it's more than it seemed

but you've been giving me star signs
that light me up just like the night sky
and though i'm glad we shared good times
it won't be long 'till you're starting out the door
cause the world's been waiting for your
star signs

and i'll fade away
like a puddle in the sun
evaporate
while you're starting your new life
without second thoughts
of the life you leave
just the life you'll lead
and it's made in a way
i get nothing at all

you leave me nothing at all !

but you've been giving me star signs
that light me up just like a wildfire
and though i'm glad we shared good times
it won't be long 'till you're starting out the door
cause the world's been waiting for your
star signs !

stream !

star signs ! (last night home !)

he had a thing for dual titles earlier in his work, grew out of it though

i remember that night on christmas eve, we had almost called the police department after he'd been missing for 2 days, but he came back to the house around 3am. Mom and dad interrogated the hell out of the poor kid as to where he'd been but he wouldn't let up. Locked himself in his room all night and i'm assuming recorded this (judging by the dates from the folder), but i wasn't awake. Zion never seemed the type to get into substances, and he didn't display signs indicative of it anyway, but it had to have been something significant. He didn't talk for a good few months afterwards. I just wish he would've opened up to me, but being the youngest sibling i was generally disregarded. I try not to hold it against him, but it's more difficult than i'd like to admit sometimes.

treading the marish

I hold the brume close to me, but her body’s not like mine 
Plaiting the cordage  
run my hands through the fireweed 
haled out in flume

two eyes, four legs, white scales, sharp fangs,
pitching, dorsal, ivory, rippling 
sleighting, subsumed

when she breached the water
I knew I’d seen something that shouldn't be
but when she breached the water
I felt real

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https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_______________________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

All Bandcamp profits are going to The Trevor Project: https://wishlane.bandcamp.com/track/i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should-care-about-other-people

If you want to learn more: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/

Length: 5min, 39sec
Key: A#min
BPM: 47.00

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should-care-about-other-people-lyrics

Sources cited:
https://soundcloud.com/littlefaithmusic/idkhtetytyscaop
https://soundcloud.com/patchymate/new-hope
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/cctv

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should_b_59519811e4b0f078efd98440

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I don't know how to explain to you that you should care about other people

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