ick's everything

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made this to let some thoughts out. didn't really think about structure or theory, i just let my dopamine lead me to where the song wanted to go. Enjoy this impulse release.

learning to let go!

you’ve been here before
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yeah i'll admit it guess i lost my composure
composing sonnets and you're spitting out clovers
i'm spinning web with a cerebrum still can't see any closer
know you're leveraging lithium lift the light underwater

now it's Boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
I'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

but nothing can absolve me from you

now it's boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
i'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

boreal

@marshall4 

shoutout @xaev for some samples/sound design inspiration you're a god
(do urself a favor and check both of them out!!)

and to think, that was all we needed
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i don’t wanna talk to you
i don’t even wanna write a damn song with you
that’s a lotta absolutes
can’t count the times i thought that you had told the truth
caught up in the gossamer 
couple quarters couldn’t counter with the foliar
like it wasn’t obvious, cut the corners cus’ you’re coping being cavalier
that’s a big caveat, constant caving into causes like a collier
know I’m not your concierge, connotations couldn’t calm me when you called it hers

forget every moment 
how could I let this happen again
wasn’t in motion 
temporal decomposing 
i’ll spill out the Glass 
concave Rarefactions 
engravened in sand
consecrated, ascend 
golden lace on my hands

(Marshall4) 
i need to get out of this place before it eats me alive
what do you want from me?
i know i look like garbage but i don't wanna check
what do you want from me?
mascara's running down my cheek and there's rips in my dress
i need to get out i need to get out i need to get out
i need to get out

cypress ft. marshall4

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

NewJeans 'Super Shy'

New Jeans

NewJeans 2nd EP 'Get Up'

Get Up

Cool With You

im god (sxth sns)

it was a pleasure to work with such an incredible artist, check our their music https://soundcloud.com/unfamiliartunes. you can purchase the track here: https://unfamiliartunes.bandcamp.com/track/scales-sober

cover art by noah greene https://ffm.to/n2bg7w3

rejected all nighter volume 8 submission for @artbyform, made in 24 hours
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im folded its torrid
im boden the roses
torn open its rowing
my rovings worn sewn in

shed a couple scales off my back
count the lead in shales false flag attack
reaving in the rust my lungs might crack
molded in the mallice held it back

and i can hardly stand on those tethered rines
you just wanna bask in those severed ties
but thats too much to askance cus' i still writhe
culling through the ash taut im paralyzed 
im too sober not to let it rack
unto owe her i'd forsaken back
caught up choking boughed i'm not abaft
now it's broken i can't hold a haft

scales (sober) w/ (un)familiar

finally got around to watching avengers endgame and it kind of sucked

[chorus]
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you stupid bitch
Suck my dick stupid bitch
Fuck you stupid bitch
Suck my dick stupid bitch


[verse]
My name is Miss Piggy
And you miss my big titty
Your pussy aint sticky
Cus it dryer than my city
Oh your pain I cant imagine
When your parents are still virgins
Do not come to me again
And do not cum in me again

[prechorus]
I bet you still need your mommy
You just want someone whos dommy
You aint getting that from me
Cus [red and yellow make PFFFF]

[chorus]
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you bitch, ugh ugh
Fuck you stupid bitch
Suck my dick stupid bitch
Fuck you stupid bitch
Suck my dick stupid bitch

Suck My Pussy Ah Ah
Suck My Gyatt Ah Ah
Suck My Pussy Ah Ah
Urethra Ah Ah
Suck My Dylan Ah Ah
Suck My Dylan Ah Ah
Suck My Gyatt Ah Ah
Miss Piggy Gyatt Gyatt

Suck My Pussy Ah Ah
Suck My Gyatt Ah Ah
Suck My Pussy Ah Ah
Urethra Ah Ah
Suck My Dylan Ah Ah
Suck My Dylan Ah Ah
Suck My Gyatt Ah Ah
Miss Piggy Gyatt Gyatt

*in the voice of sexyy red* OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHH BAABBBBYYYYYYYYYYY 💋🥵💯

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Once again and just like tradition, our certified lover gerks😁in the PMC community came down upon the scene to deliver the finest sausages🌭this summer's cookout has to offer♨. 48 hours were given to our folks to WOP💥WOP💥WOP💥WOP💥WOP💥that ass up and I've gotta say🗣, some bitches were trolled, chords were stricken, and some mi-[Dr. Disrespect🕶has advised us that we don't wanna finish that line🙅‍♂️]

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ART BY @ilysianofficial

finally got around to watching avengers endgame and it kind of sucked

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