222 blind eyes; city lights

SPOTIFY:)

drifting

180ina60 (feat. Kid Trash and lilsaku) [prod.dream rats]

pale and blinding digitization 

everything by me @stellathepixie

never thought myself nihilistic 
im not usually this masochistic 
i just can’t care 4 myself 
nothing’s more of a waste of time 
than my own health

pale and blinding digitization 
excruciating dissociation 
build and barter myself 
and im fucking weak if i ask 4 help

oh oh oh
starry girl in luv w life
oh oh oh
dance w death or paradise 
oh oh oh
white eyes materialize 
oh oh oh
perfect concept suicide 

im not smoking cigarettes but im stopping therapy 
self analysis is exquisitely deadly 
ur the knife in my neck i think it'll kill me
i don’t wanna go
i don’t want this 2 kill me

sickened goddess 
birdcage heart
death by 1 million cuts
god is a fabricated metaphor
she fucked me over and spared me love

im terminal my sin is constant 
and i can’t choose a different option
fear is certain survival is 
formidable as tv violence

conjure up this neverland
god i know it’ll never end
pyro manic, self destruct 
let me feel that love again 

i don’t want this love to last 
coz her knife sinks into my chest
i miss the ecstasy, im 2 corrupt 
let me feel that lust again

webcore (pixie)

✴✴✴444 ✴✴✴

p-p-pull up 2 the function
off the shr00ms and i swear im tryna FUNction
does she luv me?
or i swear its just assumptions??
call me SCRIM ☠
hit her guts like a pumpkin (lol wtf)

some1 tell me where the luv is 
some1 tell me where the trust is
w/ my br0s and we doin all this fuck shit
b-b-big up kaynive$ 
and we cause a fucking RUCKUS

[KIDTRASH VERSE]
this shit hard asf
idk the words gang gang 
enjoy <3

tysm @elw00d mix + master // prod.saintbyleith

some1 tell me where the luv is w/ kid trash [saintbyleth]

verse 1: https://soundcloud.com/e13venthirteen
verse 2: https://soundcloud.com/1expire
verse 3: https://soundcloud.com/rip_tony
verse 4: https://soundcloud.com/kurse11
verse 5: https://soundcloud.com/1wrayth
verse 6: https://soundcloud.com/phreyla

woah cypher!

woah cypher! w/ eleven thirteen, expire, riptony, kurse11, wrayth, phreyla (pk)

Spotify- https://open.spotify.com/track/5e2jPoAELiaoQ9TpcumCzS?si=R7eF4r4PRP-jNGK5KHenag&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A76S2YQOEdz13pFGhcUZspH

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/7mental7/

@domerrz
@mental
@hartfxlt2k
@sodsai

[@domerrz]
Heart freezing cold and it aint even winter time 
2:30 vision blurry think im goin blind
Swerving off the road off of soju 
least i fuckin tried

sorry girl but i guess ur going home alone tonight

nights get colder
we get distant
jumping fences
just to dodge ur offenses

Cut you off and I let you plummet straight to the ground
said u were there 4 me but now ur nowhere 2 be found

ahh
down
falling and falling right down
heart filled with hate
hate your sound
wont take much more
im colder now

colder now
carried all ur damn weight on my shoulders then
now you feeling like a burden now
find my body in a ditch now you think you really hurting now

Im just 5 miles away
but i wont see your face cause im frozen in the snow

and im falling slow
gotta let me go
gotta let you know who x2

[@mental]
heart freezing cold and it aint even winter yet
dont care what u said i swear it was deliberate
promise u that we're not friends n thats the difference
u learned how to hurt me i hate being intimate

im going crazy i dont think u wanna trust me
covering my face when im in public i feel ugly
ill waste away before i ever let u touch me
baby can i run please tired of feeling nothing

and I thought you would try but its not that
hurt myself for a sign that you'd call back
nevermind i don't care I dont want that
stop that everyday it feels like its combat

[@domerrz]
Heart freezing cold and it aint even winter time :(
2:30 vision blurry think im goin blind
Swerving off the road off of soju 
least i fuckin tried

sorry girl but i guess ur going home alone tonight

nights get colder
we get distant
jumping fences
just to dodge ur offenses

Cut you off and I let you plummet straight to the ground
said u were there 4 me but now ur nowhere 2 be found

ahh
down
falling and falling right down
heart filled with hate
hate your sound
wont take much more
im colder now

SPOTIFY

winter w/ mental (hartfxlt2k + sodsai)

https://soundcloud.com/joshuas
josh predicted homura evil moment (cannon)

Every single word you say
Turns around
I don’t wanna think about
That right now
I’m like a portal to
High altitudes
I ask what is wrong with you
Tell me what is wrong with you
Baby is it something new?
Every single word you say
Turns around

Staring at my ceiling
Think about how I’m feeling
I think we are building
After I’ll be chilling

Every single word you say
Turns around

Turns Around<3 #emodigital [feat. JoshuaSageArt] NIGHTCORE

prod @breakupbreakdown

**lyrics**
[@breakupbreakdown]
talk a lot of shit
boy u just a bitch
watch out u get hit
u aint with the clique
i just broke the bank now
in the paint now
haters say its fake how
stay inside your lane now

if you not with us then you are against us
dont come talk to me or ima pull the pistol
you a fan
yeah you got me pissed off
up up up prepare for liftoff
(x2)

[@1crusey]
i think u a bitch (ellie)
i just wanna hear u scream
 cant get in
i got blood up on my jeans
now im pissed
i dont know what it means hieroglyphs
if you wanna talk down ima hit u in ur ribs

ur my savior
no im not a christian
i cant i tried
idk whats missing
okay you loud
i will not forgive it
again i try
but its still the same shit

[@cld]
i dont wanna do this on my own
why u wanna be our clones
say you got a bag
we know that u dont
b-u-b-d pull up with that g-l-o-c-k
 turn you to smoke
they treat me like a joke
they made im getting plays 
when they pussy asses broke
i dont even know
my future set in stone
imma be going up till im on top
and im with all my bros

against us w/ crusey + cld

prod franc!s

@eurei
grip tight on the semi now
flashin lights from the muzzle when i gun em down
yea i know youre scared
me too dont worry now
all these people starin at me when im walkin into town
2x

gonna fry dat bitch like kentucky
7 shots to the dome, boy you is lucky
muhfucka this aint track, why you runnin
screamin for his bruddas when he realize that we comin

i cannot believe it
do my words have double meaning
what the fuck
haha
leave that mothafucka bleedin
money stack up high, yea its gonna touch the ceiling
i know youre a fan, yea you really wanna be me

@fvckriv
Gotchu acting on the t.v
Posted on the gram now you feening
Posted with the friends but you leaving?
Huh yeah

Feeling like a villain with a cape i might down her
Said you want to fuck up with a fake im a downer
Gotchu acting out on live i might hit you with a ghost
Pull the knife up on my line, i know you tweaking for a host uh

Body twitching
I've been feeling like a villain
Got a acog listen
Ima hit you, you gon missing uh
Ima hit you, you gon missing uh

@eurei
grip tight on the semi now
flashin lights from the muzzle when i gun em down
yea i know youre scared
me too dont worry now
all these people starin at me when im walkin into town
2x

walkinintotown +riv (franc!s)

prod @prod_pk and @7sabrr7
hey this song is a joke song :( ik the intro is cringe, it had me cracking up 

lyrics:
shoot the mac 10
put ya body in a ditch
like it’s live leak
put the saiga to my head
so unlively
oh its cuz hes fuckin dead
like it’s live leak
bitch i fill u up with lead

u so technical
bitch i might just
aim the reticle 
watch me fuck up yo retina
u gotta go
like a red room
stream it like a show
50 bitcoin
and i’ll let the shotgun blow
i dont fuck with opposition
forlorn got a mission
family tradition
kill em leave em missin
splinter cell
karambit make em see the light
upload the video to an 
onion site

love my money
always gotta have my payments
556 have his picture
on the pavement
if u wanna cry abt sum
check them statements
raid his house
we gon’ leave it fuckin vacant
slash slash
slashing at his chest
dash dash
dashin with these checks
back back
back against the wall
stack stack
stackin bodies in the halls

instagram

liveleak (prod. pk x sabrr)

prod @hartfxlt2k
mixed and mastered by me
get this to 1k for more music <3
lyrics:

don’t wanna hear excuses anymore
all this pressure on my back i’m sore
you let me fucking rot into my core
you break me down, pick me up, yr bored!

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

i been changing, moving for the better
you keep changing, pls stop writing letters
can’t stop pacing, i think we should sever
you keep changing, pls stop writing letters

don’t wanna hear excuses anymore
all this pressure on my back i’m sore
you let me fucking rot into my core
you break me down, pick me up, yr bored!

pop one, 
no i had 2 kill anxiety 
stop, run.
now i’m fighting for the life in me
fuck you,
yea u break me down to plant a seed
in my brain,
you got me falling down onto my knees

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

i’m sick of falling down
tell me where 2 go
don’t wanna fight rn
i wanna go home
ofc u take it out
sinking in a hole
you wanna see me frown
ripping up my clothes

pop one, 
no i had 2 kill anxiety 
stop, run.
now i’m fighting for the life in me
fuck you,
yea u break me down to plant a seed
in my brain,
you got me falling down onto my knees

my clothes

my clothes (hartfxlt)

been a while but hope u all like dis 1 c:
and v big thanks to everyone on it 

@domerrz
@victxrw
@ogpichu
@1wasterr

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/ogpichu/
instagram.com/prodwasterr/

[@domerrz]
tell me is it worth all of this strain 
cause I dont wanna play these stupid games 
wanna be the only one u claim 
but u go and turn face when they call my name
think i threw it all away
would u stay if i need u here tmrw
need a change of pace from all the pain n sorrow
u make me feel hollow, exhale
return the heart tht u borrowed

[@victxrw]
how do i love u? guess tht its my bad
never thought this will be the last chance tht i have...
stuck in a space where im never relaxed
push me 2 the breaking point the one u never-
(never) had a chance 2 make u feel better
this rotten romance cursed 2 never forget her

but the world goes on
at least thts wht they tell me...
but i didnt do any wrong
so why am i here in this debris :/

[@ogpichu]
cause youre the nicest person
i barely know who u r
you always told me id go far
but im not strong like you
act like i dont like you
cause you were number 1 for me
and anything you do could never bother me
we didnt work out the way we intended to work
i left you hurt and its cold outside

spotify

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

@essay

i just need to get away
speed the whip like it's a getaway
and i know that girl is far away
i don't know cus i'm just on my break

you know i'm just on my break
speeding fast don't think bout hitting brakes
and i know that girl is far away
and i know that girl is far away

break
seeing faces in the rain
guess i gotta give her a break
im just gonna go stack this bread

on my break (k2)

prod meeeeee

wyrics >.<

Hookski:

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

Can you feel what im feelinnnnn (swaggily)

I’m da hottest when I walk up in da buildin

Stop tryin no you never gon refute dat

And my phone blowin up I think I’ll mute dat 

I’m on a roll (honor roll) and I think that imma see less (C less) ((this the best bar I’ve written in yrs and it’s still corny))

All da p words tryna tell me dat I’m not next

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

Cmon baby tell me how much do you like dat

Gone on your own tell me now that you don’t like that

Don’t hit my phone cause I’m never gonna type back

I did it all for fun 🤓☝🏻

And to think that you don’t like me, I think that you’ve gone dumb (stupid ass vocal chops)

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

idk how to love

@angelsflight
Produced by @okmurrrr

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6uK3i8nUNi68du1dZm0Jka?si=218b49e354a24422

I love all my friends

Mad At Me (MURRRR)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

forever valentine (neohn)

now on all plats

and i cant feel ur love anymore
u thought it was okay to leave me sore
i pour my heart till it drop to the floor
im hesitating to knock on the door x2

dont call me cuz i wont call back
ima go ahead and run me up a sack
just cuz i can
tell me if u cant
i dont give a fuck bout u or ur fucking friends

i aint stopping till i get like a kajillion bands
i really miss the touch of ur hands
i dont care anymore im boutta crash in this benz

yeah its getting too much
u just had to come and fuck it all up
everyday feels like im running out of luck
everyday yeah i feel like im stuck

seven bullets and they goin thru ur chest
gimme what i deserve cuz i cant settle for less
my lifes a mess
its really crazy when u see all the progress

door (erdo + ssoh)

@hiseph
@kkypr
@mutkidjosh
art by @prodkirian

mutkidjosh + seph + kkypr - #ballout (seph)

mastered mixed and produced by me lol

Lyrics:

u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
saying that u'll never fuckin leave i guess we'll find out
i don't need a reason u can leave me just to be out
u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
i don't think i could live without u cuz i cant beat hell
cuz i cant live with myself

when ur gone
two shots in my heart i cant recover
cant stop thinking of u when ur gone
u can try to leave my mind but u cant leave my soul
i just want one thing and that's ur love

what else do u want from me
too blind too dumb yea i aint ever see
wish that i could help u but I'm far too deep
wish that i could take my life away so i aint gotta sleep
u end up
don't wanna surrender
get out my head right now
i never felt so wrong
feel like the end is near
want u to be right here
but i don't want u to if ur just gonna disappear

u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
saying that u'll never fuckin leave i guess we'll find out
i don't need a reason u can leave me just to be out
u say that u wanna be me but u never try now
i took a pill, demonstrate it took my eyes out
i don't think i could live without u cuz i cant beat hell
i don't wanna live anymore

when ur gone
two shots in my heart i cant recover
cant stop thinking of u when ur gone
u can try to leave my mind but u cant leave my soul
i just want one thing and that's ur love

one thing one thing and that's ur love
you can't take my mind but u can go

WHEN YOURE GONE (ME)

lost in an alien psychosis

thanks for listening <3

222 blind eyes; city lights

cloudy grey