222 blind eyes; city lights

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drifting

180ina60 (feat. Kid Trash and lilsaku) [prod.dream rats]

pale and blinding digitization 

everything by me @stellathepixie

never thought myself nihilistic 
im not usually this masochistic 
i just can’t care 4 myself 
nothing’s more of a waste of time 
than my own health

pale and blinding digitization 
excruciating dissociation 
build and barter myself 
and im fucking weak if i ask 4 help

oh oh oh
starry girl in luv w life
oh oh oh
dance w death or paradise 
oh oh oh
white eyes materialize 
oh oh oh
perfect concept suicide 

im not smoking cigarettes but im stopping therapy 
self analysis is exquisitely deadly 
ur the knife in my neck i think it'll kill me
i don’t wanna go
i don’t want this 2 kill me

sickened goddess 
birdcage heart
death by 1 million cuts
god is a fabricated metaphor
she fucked me over and spared me love

im terminal my sin is constant 
and i can’t choose a different option
fear is certain survival is 
formidable as tv violence

conjure up this neverland
god i know it’ll never end
pyro manic, self destruct 
let me feel that love again 

i don’t want this love to last 
coz her knife sinks into my chest
i miss the ecstasy, im 2 corrupt 
let me feel that lust again

webcore (pixie)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

shut the fuck up.
@resolve1k

why are you acting so different now
the only thing I wanted was to talk this out
the only thing you ever did was put me down
it's like everything I say you just tune me out

I don't want to do this to end
I'm afraid to lose all my friends
I'm afraid to lose her again
never listened to the words that I said
it was nice to pretend
I want you dead

and it's the little things you'd do
everything reminds me of you
I can't get over I feel used
I can't get over missing you

sometimes I miss the little things
you gave me wounds and I still bleed
I wonder if you miss me
you say these things that you don't mean

why are you acting so different now
the only thing I wanted was to talk this out
the only thing you ever did was put me down
it's like everything I say you just tune me out

I don't want to do this to end
I'm afraid to lose all my friends
I'm afraid to lose her again
never listened to the words that I said
it was nice to pretend
I want you dead
it's goodbye I guess

different (inno)

@owtiss, @222bino
prod @yashio20k, @rewind214

GUYS IM CHEATING ON BAZ DONT LET HIM FIND OUT (HE'S ILLITLERATE SO HE CAN'T READ THIS I THINK)

@owtiss
things are never how they seem in the first place
feel like im stuck at second place
feel like im always half awake
in my dreams i see ur face

u were never what i thought u were
i played with fire and i got burned
this time it'll be ur turn
u'll see how much it hurts x2

@vin0000
im not the one
always the second
me haz hecho mierda
ahora estoy incompleto 
u broke my heart 
now i feel so depressed 
te quiero bien lejos
feeling incomplete
now im so deep
en mis pensamientos
now its ur turn
to feel how much hurts
cuz u broke my heart
ya no quiero tus besos

3 hrs start to finish :)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

@owtiss
prod @bazington, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

prod @prod_pk and @7sabrr7
hey this song is a joke song :( ik the intro is cringe, it had me cracking up 

lyrics:
shoot the mac 10
put ya body in a ditch
like it’s live leak
put the saiga to my head
so unlively
oh its cuz hes fuckin dead
like it’s live leak
bitch i fill u up with lead

u so technical
bitch i might just
aim the reticle 
watch me fuck up yo retina
u gotta go
like a red room
stream it like a show
50 bitcoin
and i’ll let the shotgun blow
i dont fuck with opposition
forlorn got a mission
family tradition
kill em leave em missin
splinter cell
karambit make em see the light
upload the video to an 
onion site

love my money
always gotta have my payments
556 have his picture
on the pavement
if u wanna cry abt sum
check them statements
raid his house
we gon’ leave it fuckin vacant
slash slash
slashing at his chest
dash dash
dashin with these checks
back back
back against the wall
stack stack
stackin bodies in the halls

instagram

liveleak (prod. pk x sabrr)

been a while but hope u all like dis 1 c:
and v big thanks to everyone on it 

@domerrz
@victxrw
@ogpichu
@1wasterr

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/ogpichu/
instagram.com/prodwasterr/

[@domerrz]
tell me is it worth all of this strain 
cause I dont wanna play these stupid games 
wanna be the only one u claim 
but u go and turn face when they call my name
think i threw it all away
would u stay if i need u here tmrw
need a change of pace from all the pain n sorrow
u make me feel hollow, exhale
return the heart tht u borrowed

[@victxrw]
how do i love u? guess tht its my bad
never thought this will be the last chance tht i have...
stuck in a space where im never relaxed
push me 2 the breaking point the one u never-
(never) had a chance 2 make u feel better
this rotten romance cursed 2 never forget her

but the world goes on
at least thts wht they tell me...
but i didnt do any wrong
so why am i here in this debris :/

[@ogpichu]
cause youre the nicest person
i barely know who u r
you always told me id go far
but im not strong like you
act like i dont like you
cause you were number 1 for me
and anything you do could never bother me
we didnt work out the way we intended to work
i left you hurt and its cold outside

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

@essay

i just need to get away
speed the whip like it's a getaway
and i know that girl is far away
i don't know cus i'm just on my break

you know i'm just on my break
speeding fast don't think bout hitting brakes
and i know that girl is far away
and i know that girl is far away

break
seeing faces in the rain
guess i gotta give her a break
im just gonna go stack this bread

on my break (k2)

drowning w/ veezuh [baz + neohn]

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw5hUWmQXow

I finally recorded another solo song insane

prod @domerrz @yashio20k @decago

art by bestie @maplekeurig
https://twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@domerrz]
think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

Im still so hurt
I need a shoulder
things get harder as the weather gets colder 
I guess I never learn Ill always end up burnt
I get nothing in return 
and u left me at my worst
why does love always have to hurt
could u lift me out this curse

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again
again and again til its over

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

@domerrz
@owtiss 
@77mending
@yashio20k

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/liamtakeover/
www.instagram.com/yashio20k/


think it's the right way
but it's the wrong one
I couldn't mask it
I know it's all dumb
It's really difficult to ask you when it's all done
so I'm doing what I want...
what do I want?

when u see it
would you believe it, on the worst day of our whole lives?
I'm barely breathing, but you don't see it
I'm in the right place, at the worst times...

and I don't feel okay
stuck on the floor again
it never goes my way
I'll try to play pretend
can't find the words to say,
I try to run away
think I can change my fate
there's no other way

got a hole in my chest, got my heart in your arms
if you say it then mean it, I'm falling apart
it's the first in a long time, I've been feeling scarred
it's the worst day I know it
it's feeling so bizarre

SPOTIFY!

when u see it (owtiss + liamtakeover + yashio)

cuando yo tenia nueve

Kan0

My hearts cold as snow
Im all alone 
Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
My pain don’t show, when I pop benzos 
Things aren’t the same oh no 
We used to be so close 
Designer jeans new clothes 
A wedding ring and a rose 
Im feinin, im feinin 
For ur love don’t leave me 
Celiney and GG 
Love when ur clingy 
All those cuts up on ur body baby girl ik their stinging 
I’ll heal them and seal them you don’t have to conceal them

Ravage

and the way that I 
way I talk to you
way you talk to me
it feel like dream like we weren’t meant to be
I just popped a bean yeah I’m off of ecstasy 
baby can’t you see
can’t you see around you, why’d you have to leave
you don’t have to leave
you don’t have to leave we could live happily 
happily ever after start a new chapter
and you got me feeling stuck this the last time said this the last time
white angel in my room tryna live her past life yeah her past life

So cold w ravage[+samara]

lost in an alien psychosis

thanks for listening <3

if it's from the heart

@remedysnuts
@reincarnatesociety

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

dom

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