robot w/ scruff (brknglss)

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

prod @decago, @1altr, @owtiss
doing drums rly is fun :)

i dont wna take it back
everything that i said
ur all that i had
everything is a mess
i never was enough
i just wna give up
im never growing up
i just wna move on :/

i rly cannot think
i cannot hear a thing
all i hear is a ring
its rly getting to me
theres still so much to see
but im stuck here w me
drown in anxiety
will i ever be free

is my head on the right way
how'd i find myself in the middle of the highway
starting to think theres no way
hold my hand like always
always on a cold day
how'd i find myself in a place where im not me

everything (decago, altr, owtiss)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

for yaimichu 
Out on spotify: https://spotify.link/RkFURLpx8Db
prod by. @decago + @brayamm

I was so blind how'd I not realize
That you were always standing by my side
But don't you worry about those other guys
Because they never seemed to treat you right

But it's okay don't try to runaway 
That look on your face can it go away
Because it's not fair that you won't tell me anything
Cause your not like that just try and write back

Just stop and and take 
A moment to bounce right back
You're clearly not okay 
So give me time to fix that
You don't leave a trace
(your sense is gone)
So baby tell me are you safe?

Some things can't rewind 
Are you okay?
I can't decide if I'm helping or I'm hurting
You're so important I can't stand this
(I can't stand it)

So baby tell me are you safe?
So baby tell me are you safe?
Tell me are you safe?
So baby tell me are you s a f e

runaway [decago + brayam] (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@waitfortaika

yea i think my heart dropped when i saw u 
and i cant stop thinking ab it
cuz i js wna make u mine 
wna see u shine 
be my guiding light
its me and u tonight yeah

until the stars fall down
ill be with u now 
until the seas run dry 
ill be by your side
you know
take my hand into the city we go
lights so bright 
ill keep u warm if ur cold 

tell me u love me and tell me its true 
late nights im still thinking ab u 
look in ur eyes its my best view
yeah i spend this money i dont need it 
its getting cold winter season 
ill be there give a reason 

stole my heart 
think i knew it from the start 
i cant read between the lines whats on ur mind 
dreams of me and u tonight lets make it like real life

and if u leave thats my biggest fear
weight on my chest and its hard to bear 
i said i dont care but i rlly care 
turns my best dreams into nightmares

spotify

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

@1wasterr @jolst

lyrics:
its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

but if u did would everything be okay?
the seratonin i need inside my brain
i never win its like everythings the worst
i never thought tht id be in so much pain
im so fragile i cn feel it in the rain
nd after everything i dont think tht ill be the same
nd evertime i drag the blade across my vein
i think about how much longer until i fade
away

im blacking out in park
baby why is it so dark?
gushing blood right out of my heart
but its only for u, its only for u...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

nd i cnt sleep nd i cnt eat thinking of u
u said u hate me nd i cnt believe i hate u 2
u said u changed ur mind then who am i in ur view?
u put the blame on me u say its my fault yea whats new

this feeling in my chest never lets me go
my lungs are begging me to rest the air dont wanna flow
baby close ur eyes theres blood up in the snow
tell me youll be fine when ill be dead and cold...

when ill be dead and cold...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

Distance (Wasterr + Jolst)

29/10/23
prolly my best song so far
art by pikachu_dubstep on twitter!!
@k4rson too swaggy
ty @decago @1akura @resolve1k for the prod yall hella cracked
enjoy :)
update: TYSM FOR 2K PLAYS IN 6 DAYS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(i dont wanna talk to u any more)
(gave u everything and u still want more)
(been feelin down like my heads been on the floor)
(need a step away so im closin the door)

like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

@k4rson
she dont want me anymore
she gon hit my dms but u know i ignore it
fast car, floor it
track hawk roaring
raris, foreigns
she too borin

getting to my bag only thing that is important
bitches super bad so u know that they imported
beamer go fast yea i put that shit in touring
fill my cup so i wont wake up in the morning

@fabs4k
like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

yea, i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

dom

Recent comments

tsuki

z00m(@z00mSos4D)

decago

dante600

Related tracks