Emo rap 11

single #2! new EP out November 5th!

featuring @bruiseronline

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
funny how they always call it a “good”bye 
when all i ever really felt was a big lie 
i’ll never play it off like this was nice try
i’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine 
am i numb? 
is this anything i want? 
past the point, where i’m done
should i still be holding on?
ill say i’m disappointed 
truth is i’m just annoyed it’s 
not what i really wanted 
one more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

(hook)
it’s a cover up 
what i say to myself 
feelings bottled up 
i’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell 
no signs just yet but i’m still trusting 
that you’ll be back it’s so disgusting 
are you gone or are you bluffing 
you’re in my head while i do nothing 

(verse 2 - bruiser)
you never called it out so now you're sitting by yourself
down and out, i'll play my part - did you play your cards right?
so don't get teary-eyed in my demise
is it a point to make or am I missing something?
i'll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed 
it’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath 

(bridge) 
while i do nothing, it brings you back 
try my best to just leave you in the past
are you gone yet?
are you bluffing?
in my head while i do nothing

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYmF1en0xXivFIKv
Instagram: www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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And it's something you won't understand
Tears rain but it's in your hand
Fingernails scraping all the way down my back
If only we had a better plan

I gotta go, gotta go away my dear
I love you too then I'm off again
I gotta know, gotta know would you be here
Or would you disappear in the end
In the end when I'm left on read
And you crop my head
From the photos on your posts
It echoes what you said
Don't hold your breath
'Cause you're the oxygen I choke on
Yeah

Oh, it makes sense that you want it like that
It makes sense that you need it that bad
I'm the same is what I say when I don't want you mad
Suffocate me with your love and let me fade to black

I gotta go, gotta go away my dear
I love you too then I'm off again
I gotta know, gotta know would you be here
Or would you disappear in the end
In the end when I'm left on read
And you crop my head
From the photos on your posts
It echoes what you said
Don't hold your breath
'Cause you're the oxygen I choke on
Yeah

Oxygen

Check out the (Re)Producer:
Soundcloud: @devilboyxo
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

I'm the voice in the back of your head
Covered in roses and buried in red
I'm the thing better left unsaid
Crawling from your mirror when it's 3am
Oh I'll be in your nightmares, don't you worry 'bout that
Challenge me I'd say to date 'less you tryna fight back
Rip yourself to pieces it's all part of my plan
I'm the thing you're feeling when this breath is your very last

I'm coming in for the kill
When your life ain't real
Nobody told you how to feel
So you're perfect for the deal

Won't you take my hand?
Sign your name into blood oath pacts
Why you look at me like that?
Close your eyes let it fade to black

Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

They don't know your name
Show your face and medicate
Money like bandages
It's hurting when it's ripped away
Inspect the damages
There's nothing left to emulate
Watch yourself disintegrate
Who cares about you anyways?
I fight myself so much, I swear I'm 'boutta catch a case
Locked up spending time, Inside my mind like every day
Hop up in the whip and swerve like I try miss the pain
My life ain't no movie I can hear them laughing at the play

'Least I know that it's a comedy
My life is a joke and the joke is I'm a wannabe
And every thing that I wanna be
Ain't it just so funny when I'm nothing like I ought to be
Yeah I'm choking but not audibly
I'm the biggest fuck up in my life like I thought I'd be
Never shouldn't've got here so horribly
Honestly I just wanna die at the thought of me

Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid why you bugging on my mind
Everybody
Everybody
Everybody
Go to hell
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Under cover
Here we go
Young kid you won't fake it for a thing
Running after
Running after
Running after
After money

Young Kid

Original

Young Kid (Cover) [Reprod. Scar$]

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

I can't remember the last sober night
Trying my best but I can't make it right in my head
Better off dead
I hate all these thoughts but they keep creeping in
Lately I've been chasing distractions
Trying to just forget what I'm lacking
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
If I could get you back I'd give you anything

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

There go the memories we'll never make
Did you honestly ever plan to stay
Either way it's a shame how quick things always change and the love turns to pain
You know I hate my past
Got me trippin on the little things
I'm trying to worry less
Get a hold of my anxiety
Another night alone in this bed
Another night with you in my head

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

Sleeping Alone

EXCUSES + SPLASHGVNG

what a way to go, you've got a
a way to go still
did you pray for those nights i've spent
thinking way to go still
what you hate the most will be 
the easiest to fall in love with
when your eyes are closed, you pray for 
torture that's not been come up with
came to my place, laid up against me
i give my thanks and you go against me
feel out of place it's like no one gets me
i forgot to stay so no one forgets me
i still see your face in my mind aplenty
even in outer space you couldn't let me go
if you're gonna hate me cause i'm changing
then before i become who i am i just want you to let me know
i let go, i don't know you, 
wanted to before but
i don't want to, no not anymore
never can be sure until you're swimming to the shore
sharks in the water and blood on my shorts
started to get further but they're catching up of course
i don't even bother being careful anymore
all i do is falter and forget to lock the door

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

way2go

lonewolf

duckingsean@gmail.com
(includes tracks as that weird kid)

EXCUSES + SPLASHGVNG

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