“not even music can save me anymore” damn

this sounds like an internal monologue it’s like. i don’t even know how to explain it i just love it so much dude.

I extended this song a bit more, no copyright intended i just like the song!

original by @2hollis and @rosesleeves

2hollis - defence +/alongside rosesleeves (Extended)

PROD CIRCLEAIN

The Light is Cast

Lyrics:

I try to make my way up I go through the sun
I hold it again (x8) 
Again i try again 
went past thee stone still breathing in
I take it in I invoke it
I go just beyond the end 
It Sends me floating in the wind 
and With time it comes again
Again (x4)

Again I go straight through the sun
Up and on and through it I go up
Up Up i ascend to it uh
Truest form of shining in my dust
I seen the dragon in my cut
In Tenflower I place my trust
Invoke power n take it on 
I take it on I take it on

I make my way I go round a long way
I step in first like I am the ace of spades
I am the dirt and I am the Thane
Through the aether make sure thee dragon slain
Ancient power I feel it in my vein 
#OSX tower in the distance of the day
Snow it creeps over yea i see the sun melt away
Real Rune Caster, i cant do it any other way

Winter
Cold is in the air and i go 
Through There
I walk through the woods and all the
Trees Stare
But they hold it all in place and I go
Up Go up Go up Go up Uh I go up

Caster

2hollis + Ang1god - Blatant (1)

theres a devil in these woods
There’s a monster in these woods

I just tied a tourniquet
I just burned another bridge
Huddled up alone at night
Trade oxygen 
with plants and liars
Reflect my soul onto the glass 

Last time
Disorienting 
Knife wounds
Infuriating
I’m stuck like
Sandpaper
Trapped in here
I just tied a 
I just tied a


I just tied a tourniquet
I just burned another bridge
Huddled up alone at night
Trade oxygen with plants and liars
Reflect my soul onto the glass
Run your fingers thru the grass
Monsters live inside these woods
Lock your doors and toss the key
I just tied a tourniquet
I just burned another bridge
Trade oxygen with plants and liars
Reflect my soul onto the glass
Run your fingers thru the grass
Monsters live inside these woods
Better check the locks on doors

Menthols
Burst blood vessels
Ocular illusions
Last time
Disorienting 
Knife Wounds
Infuriating
stuck still
Like sandpaper
Like sand traps
That’s a non statement

There’s a devil on these woods
There’s a monster in these woods
There’s a devil in these woods 
There’s a monster in these woods 

There’s a devil on these woods
There’s a monster in these woods
There’s a devil in these woods 
There’s a monster in these woods 
There’s a devil in these woods 
There’s a monster in these woods 

I just tied a tourniquet
I just burned another bridge
Huddled up alone at night
Trade oxygen with plants and liars
Reflect my soul onto the glass
Run your fingers thru the grass
Monsters live inside these woods
Lock your doors and toss the key
I just tied a tourniquet
I just burned another bridge
Trade oxygen with plants and liars
Reflect my soul onto the glass
Run your fingers thru the grass
Monsters live inside these woods
Better check the locks on doors

Menthols
Burst blood vessels
Ocular illusions
Last time
Disorienting 
Knife Wounds
Infuriating
stuck still
Like sandpaper
Like sand traps
That’s a non statement

Tourniquet (prod. thayerperiod)

This wouldn't work
And you couldn't heal
And I couldn't better me, be a better me
Be a better me

This wouldn't work, this wouldn't work
And I couldn't heal
And you couldn't heal
You couldn't heal

This wouldn't work
And you couldn't heal
And I couldn't better me, be a better me
Be a better me

I'm trying to become a better me
But it's so hard, it's so hard
Just take each day, as it comes
One step at a time

I show up, just show up
That's all I can do right now
I show up, that's half the battle
That's all I can do right now
I just show up until things feel
A little better
Cause time heals all wounds
Remember that
Everyday get's a little better
Even if it doesn't feel like it

I still freak out
And I feel lost
But things get better

A better me, which I want to be
I still strive for that
No matter how hard it gets

Just know tomorrow will come
For sure
[I don't know, that was a little rough]

Chasing glory
For sure

[Thayer: Anything you want to say?]
[Neko (his cat): Meow, meow, meow]

Chasing Glory

Acceptance (Outro) (prod. thayerperiod)

I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now
I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now

I’m in my war room
I plan these strategies
Draw up diagrams
But it's all nothing
So it falls flat, it falls flat
I remember all these things I did
Because you said you liked it most that way
But now I'm alone and cut off
So I feel so hollow

Empty man
Oh, im an empty man
Just like these trees around me
I'm a hollow man


Looking back is painful
Reminiscing is like daggers in my spine
And all these grandiose plans, for what feels like nothing
I’m driving on roads we used to drive on, just to see if I feel something
Reminiscing over stupid nothings
Sweet nothings
What does it matter anymore
I’m so sick of feeling like things are boring and pointless
Lost the finish line
And motivation with it
Like a lab rat running circles with no goal in sight
I hate it all, watch me collapse
The few things that keep me going are starting to lose their potency
And I’m scared I’m going to fall off the deep end
Into the abyss
Not even music can save me anymore it feels like
Aaaaaaaaaa
Is this what suicide feels like
Is this what hopelessness tastes like
I’m so sick of everything

Procrastinating for hours just fucking off for no reason
Cruising the highways looking for something
I’ll never find
I just need a break
Need a reprieve
Need a little time away
Because even doing nothing
Doesn’t feel like nothing
Doesnt feel like rest anymore anything


Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Can someone please
Put the fear of death in me again
I need it now
More than ever
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Can someone please
Put the fear of death in me again
I need it now
More than ever

I need to getaway
Just a little getaway
Tired of drug through the mud
I need a getaway
Just a little getaway
Tired of dragging myself through the mud
I need to getaway
Just a little bit of time away

Dear god
Dear god
Dear god
Dear god

Aaaaaaaaaa
Is this what suicide feels like
Is this what hopelessness tastes like


I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now
I’m in my war room
It all means nothing now

War Room (prod. thayerperiod)

I should go, should go
Should go, should go
I should go, I should go
I should go

Alone again I mourn, I mourn
Alone again I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
Alone, I mourn this time
Alone, I mourn this time
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn

Smash, the mirror
Seven years of good luck gone
Hard to reflect, now that that's gone
But maybe that's the good part

Second guess, thirds times a good start
Reverse progression, back track and miss the bad parts
Alone, I fall alone
This hole is not a home
I start to move forwards
But I'm not sure
Without my map, to the guide the way
Do I take the
Way less traveled, the way less traveled
I'm far away from where I wanted to be right now
To be six months from now
When I see a globe
It freaks me out
Maybe I should throw darts to figure out
Where I want to go now
The worlds my oyster
I'm not gonna say some corny joke about shellfish

Mourn, I mourn, this time, I mourn alone
This time
Mourn, I mourn, this time, I mourn alone

Alone again I mourn, I mourn
Alone again I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
Alone, I mourn this time
Alone, I mourn this time
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn
I mourn, I mourn, I mourn

Mourn (prod. thayerperiod)

I hate when it’s dark out
I hate when the sun goes down
And the world shuts off
And the walls they shrink to me
Suffocation, suffocation

When the world gets dark out
I find it harder to breathe
When the world get's dark out
I find it harder to breathe

I hate when it’s dark out
I hate when the sun goes down
And the world shuts off
And the walls they shrink to me
Suffocation, suffocation

Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting
Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting, resting

Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Bandage imperfections

I hate when it’s dark out
I hate when the sun goes down
And the world shuts off
And the walls they shrink to me
And the walls they shrink to me

Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting my eyes
Suffocation
Dying the trees
Dying in the breeze
When I should be
Peacefully resting, resting

Suffocation
Dying the trees
When I should be
Peacefully resting
Suffocation
Dying the trees
Dying in the breeze
When I should be
Peacefully resting, resting

I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
I hate when it's dark out
Why am I like this
I hate when it's dark out
Why am I like this
I hate when it's dark out
And summers on its way in

When It Gets Dark Out (prod. thayerperiod)

Home, so far from home
Again
Home, so far alone

I guess I'm truly alone
Close the window
The breeze is too cold right now
Fresh air is nice
But I can’t handle it right now
I’m fragile
I'm fragile now, fragile now
Need support more than ever
I'm alone, truly alone
Truly alone right now

I’m breaking down
Again
To tiny pieces
Smaller than a grain of sand
My skin gets dry
My eyes go blind
Sometimes I consider death
Escape, relief
From things that hurt too much
Right now
I'm fragile, so fragile

No one seems to care about me right now
I’m alone in this cruel world
I hate myself so much today
I wish I stayed longer on that day
Thought that was the mature way
To big the bigger man rather than to stay
We cried togethor
I thought we’d be reunite someday
But now we’re worlds apart
And the funny thing is
You’re only 10 minutes away

I'm fragile now, fragile now
Need support more than ever
I'm alone, truly alone
Truly alone right now

I’m breaking down
Again
To tiny pieces
Smaller than a grain of sand
My skin gets dry
My eyes go blind
Sometimes I consider death
Escape, relief
From things that hurt too much
Right now
I'm fragile, so fragile

I Guess I Am Truly Alone (prod. thayerperiod)

Try to funnel my self hatred
Into something more productive
But when it all goes away
I’m dead and gone

Try to find a way to make it
Try to find a new religion
But without you by my side
I’m so alone

Told to embrace my imperfections
Not to slave to calculations
Try to find the little joys
But now they’re gone

Try to funnel my self hatred
Into something more productive
But when numbers go away
I’m dead and gone

Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you
Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you

Bloodlet, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let
Let the blood let, let the blood let

Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you
Let the blood
Spill from you
Clean your soul
Purge from you

Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you
Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you
Let the blood, blood, blood
Spill from you, you, you
Clean your soul, soul, soul
Purge from you, you, you

BloodLet (prod. thayerperiod)

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