Renovate the crib

What’s at the bottom of the energy stream?
“Dont know why ur acting like an enemy I don’t get it”
The way im headed my gps got no directions lately
I might need a medic
Said take 3 yea I took 7

Im in the cabinet with a dagger making big decisions
I might bomb this whole town call it bill Clinton
Bomb this whole town down
Im not from my hometown
Its still fuck this whole town
I go dog hotel
Eightfold seven seal
My bro keep semi auto steel
So here’s the deal
That’s the deal
I could make you disappear like a 1960’s queer
They think its something in the air
Evade the scene,
Make it sure it's clear
We don’t fuck with that over here

What’s at the bottom of the energy stream?
“Dont know why ur acting like an enemy I don’t get it”
The way im headed my gps got no directions lately
I might need a medic
Said take 3 yea I took 7

What’s at the bottom of the energy stream?
“Dont know why ur acting like an enemy I don’t get it”
The way im headed my gps got no directions lately
I might need a medic
Said take 3 yea I took 7

Energy Stream

30 miles to the city that i live in city living
musta done it 30 times im not an idiot i get it
bad weather, 6 deep we got no umbrella
says that she regret it
made an idiom forget it
off a indian gabapentin
im still haggling with the seller bout it
if its beef they hellen keller bout it
this weed it got me stellar high
feat me not the kellin guy
this not for tv im not ellen

whatchu sellin
will i make it out this situation no tellin
she got that hoe in her but she would go back to moteling
that boy there misused his talent thats some shit we dont allow
its fiona
i been smoking loud
that boy to scared to come out but he still want me in his mouth
pass
im out
im not with that whatchu talkin bout
cant stop blacking out i think i need a doctor

30 miles prod me

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)
interpolates jishoumushoku by sasanomaly

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

solo.to/sanriorose

Feat river water- https://soundcloud.com/riverwaterwhat
Prod river water-

(d0llywood1)
God cant save me ya
Drug brazy ya
I need a pick me up
Dis bih a pick me ya
U movin shifty ya
Ran off on da plug I left him shitty ya
Idfw class but at least I tried
Ik I fkd up but I could make it right
Lost my bro 2 suicide
I thought abt suicide
I like dis rap shi my momma told me do it right

Im fkd up in da head I need drugs prescribed
U dont wanna kno wat I do wit my life
I rock da show N I rock da mic
Watchin NJPW wit my nigga Mike
Im underground still fuk a cosign
I lost myself N Im still tryna find
Bad emo bih but I still trap at night
Realtrapshit I told da trap goodnight

(river water-)
I know sums off it don’t feel right 
I’ll see you later in the meantime 
I’m workin on me on some me time 
I pop it n throw up the peace sign huh 
They serving pepperoni pizza huh 
I talked to the sluts n I’m serving kunt 
I’m sorry I wouldn’t wanna be yuh huh 
Have you seen em my bro makin plays n servin bud 
My shawty lil cleaner she pearled the blunt 
You gotta be meaner you hurt as fuck 
Imma marry da weed cuz I’m burnt as fuck 
I’m on marajaweena I’m turnt as fuck 
You wanna go turn for turn it’s up 
Fuck boy better learn what it is what it was stomach churnin I was mixin up drugs 
I came from the under I bathe in the blood 
They think it’s strange cuz of us 
You put your pain on a brush nono we not the same no my pain can’t be hushed 
I set ablaze to the brush 
They put ur face on they shirts 
I do a lot for the cause 
I’m trynna make it work 
Do you want this to go out like the first n the third 
We can do it this once n not say another word 
I got somebody I love that’s posted up in a urn 
I see the sky rainin blood it’s the end of the world 

(d0llywood1)
God cant save me ya
Drug brazy ya
I need a pick me up
Dis bih a pick me ya
U movin shifty ya
Ran off on da plug I left him shitty ya
Idfw class but at least I tried
Ik I fkd up but I could make it right
Lost my bro 2 suicide
I thought abt suicide
I like dis rap shi my momma told me do it right

Shifty ft river water-

prod cli // art by tsumiakira_png
ft. ゆきまめ, co-mixed by stephie

pull me down
under

when I see you
it weighs on my heart
rest against my head
won't you speak again
when I hear you
all I think about
is your hands in mine
for the last time

tomorrow watch me fade away
watch as I cry
tomorrow won't it feel the same
i'll watch your face
please say my name
please give it weight 
please give it

every time you speak I can't stop myself smiling
keep talking i'll be here listening
every time you move I don't know how you got me
locked right into your eyes I-

can you keep your gaze looking straight at me
it weighs on me - please don't you leave
and your hands I feel all of your memories
things left unsaid
it weighs down on me
it weighs down on me

[ゆきまめ]
can you hold me 
just don't leave me without you
I'll try grasping on to your arms again

watch the flowers bloom
won't it be so soon
I'll hold on to the words you said
i won't forget
watch shapes of your mouth
I will figure out
all that you wanted to say
have it weigh on-

me me me don't you 
see see see it
I still remember
said you love me back then
I'll believe
that we'll meet up again
watch our fates intertwine 
with time,I'll hold your hands

just say you'll never leave me again 
I want you till I die
it weighs down on me
and all the things that we left unsaid
i'll say them the next time
to you

it weighs down on me ft. ゆきまめ「cli」

Lost in the confusion

iso3g - Workout🏋️🏆 prod wonder xo

I slept through the summer. Everyday's a nightmare

"nothing is all" soon

mv:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUwQLAdzEBM&lc=UgwAjaJDhehrF1JOoRR4AaABAg&ab_channel=thayerperiod

---

Ironically you would forgive me
Cuz competitions only natural

A whole day went by
In the colosseum 
We get so high
On our own delusions
The blackbirds will fly
Right through the windows
Time will pass by
In the colosseum 


We believe our own press
To the determinant 
Of the rest 
Money will burn
Time will pass
God will die
Like the rest
I will die
You will also die
It’s actually not that novel
Take that throttle
From my hands 
Free me from my sunken dreams 
Spent our whole life counting sand
When it’s really between the grains 

You versus me in the wake of it all
fighting a fight for a cause we don’t know
Pit us against all the ones we respect 
Then when we die they’ll be gone like the rest 

I wanna know why I hate you 
Why your beauty makes me angry
Why the world wants me to hate me
Why must we burn off our savings 
ironically you would forgive me
Cuz competitions only natural 
But every night you know I’m weeping
Cuz I feel like a selfish bastard

They wanna see us fight
Cuz alone we aren’t as strong as we are together

A whole day went by
In the colosseum 
We get so high
On our own delusions
The blackbirds will fly
Right thru the windows
Time will pass by
in the colosseum

Lost in the confusion

The Blue Fragment