Yung Slink

Prod. EMVART

Wait up a moment
Laid an opponent 
Out on the carpet
So say what you wanna 

Played to my part and
I'm gonna flaunt it
I've been so pissed off 
Sorry my brothers 

I've been avoiding you yes I admit
But you are my boys and I'll never forget 
So I think its time that im letting you in
Into my mind and my thoughts of some shit 

Suicidal thoughts so frequent 
Don't want you to peep it
The reason I aint wanna call on the weekend
Believe me I don't wanna fall off the deep end
I dont wanna think that my heart is still depressed 

But I can't help it 
I'm helping us out as a crew 
do as much as I can
But that shit killing me slowly 
And im feeling lonely 
Still even tho yall got my back 

But I've been working like harder and harder and now I don't wanna 
I feel like I've brought all I have to the table 
I wanna start balling but more than a part of me died
And its chillin in water 

I wanna slaughter the game like im Carter 
But not having will makes this shit fucking harder 

I don't have hope
And that twinkle in my eye
Is gone
And my tank is on less than a quarter 

Just know I love you and
Gaige I'm more proud of you than I could ever put into some words
I fucking mean it and I never doubted you
I fucking envy the way that you work
You got that will and that drive and that hope
And its way more than I ever had in my life 
So don't ever stop
Cause you never needed me
All that I did was just push you to try 

And fuck it
While I'm in this mood
I got some shit to tell estevan too
Homie I love You
And thats through and through
But you need to work hard as gaige and me do 

But you are my brotha that ain't gonna change
Cause when I was on the verge of death
Homie you stayed
Dogg I respect you in so many ways 
But we never talk about real shit that we need to say 

Uh 

And I believe that's the reason
We not as close as we think and we need to
Be I won't leave ya
Mary need to see her
That woman loves you
And you gotta be there 

And you gotta get your mind in the right area
You can't pretend to be happy forever
I never wanna fucking witness your burial
Better never make me read a bye letter 

I'm worried about it
Thats on God
Cause you get drunk instead of cutting your arm
And I do the same
Thats one of our flaws
Cause we stay in pain stead of raising the bar 

And to anyone that look up to me
I'm sorry this stress has been fucking me
Mentally
Thank you for still showing love to me
I wanna be a role model that yall lean on comfortably 

Lately I feel like I'm fumbling
Tumbling dowm and this weight is abundantly
Getting more heavy and everyday crushing me
Spikes set up under me
Look what I done to me

Yes, I Admit (Bonus Track)

Pussy want no argument bullet dem cyaan test
Fuck the pussy niggas that pulled up and shot X 

This a RIP to Jah Onfroy cause man set
So many bars high like a fiend in the projects 

So x if we could ever talk then
I would tell you just how motherfucking often
Words that you said they helped me get out the bottom
If it weren't for you
Then I would be in a coffin
Honest 

Suicide was riding in my mind then I fucking tried it
I was tryna keep the knife to the side when I started crying 

Feel off I
Pill popped the whole bottle
But I couldn't do it
I was too pussy to fucking swallow 

Then I thought about my idol
You see you are my hope
The reason I aint pop those fucking beans when I felt broke 

To me you were a king
You got leader in your soul
I believe what you were preaching
I dont need to feel alone 

2017
December 7th 

A shooter walked into my school with only bad intentions 

That shit had fucked me up cause i knew I was in the presence
Of motherfucking menace
Who's sending children to heaven 

And in that second 
I felt the fear in me of what death is
The ptsd 
It woulda lasted me fucking decades
But then your message and positivity was a blessing 
Cause the way that I connected
It helped me to get back at it 

And ever since we lost you
I feel like I lost some family 
I'm watching videos of you
I feel like you'd understand me 

And I can't even put into words of how much you helped me
You made me realize that ain't no money can make you wealthy 

All your lyrics make me float
Yo I feel I'm high as ever
Wish we got to see what you planned for bad vibes forever 

It sucks that we will never get to hear it but im fed up
With your fucking management and how they milk you for the cheddar 

We look up to you
Fell in love with your mindset 

I was in my room when they said you pronounced dead 

But they can't say you're gone 
They ain't listen what Jah said 

Cyaan tek my yout, dem
Fuck what dem waan say 

Very fucking rare with the pistol, the concept

What Does Heroin have That I Don't

Yung Slink