You say I hate you and mean it and I love you souds fake

My tattoo says "But you are an artist and your mind don't work the way you want it to."

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More Than It Hurts You

The alarm clock’s ringing but I don’t care,
Got your sleepy smile tangled in your hair.
The sunlight paints us golden through the blinds,
And I’m so thankful, love, that you are mine.
So precious so sweet, my beautiful moonshine.


Your eyes are the morning I wanna see,
Your kiss is the coffee that wakes up me.
Don’t need the world, don’t need the news,
All I need is lying here with you.
Just tender kisses and warming hugs.
All I need, so thankful, just lay next to you


Let’s stay lazy forever,
Wrapped up in this songs together.
Sharing melodies, and our lips so sweet,
Hearts in rhythm, soft heartbeat.
Time can wait, let’s drift away,
In your arms is where I’ll stay.


You sang a song so soft, so cute,
And love, I melted right into you.
Like an angel whispering through the air,
Every note said I’ll be there.
We trade our favorites  beneath the sheets,
You hum the tune, I sing the harmony.


Your laughter’s the sunrise I long to hear,
Your whisper’s the music that pulls me near.
No clock, no rules, no plans, no rush,
Just your voice, your kiss, your touch.


Let’s stay lazy forever,
Wrapped up in this songs together.
Sharing melodies, lips so sweet,
Hearts in rhythm, soft heartbeat.
Time can wait, let’s drift away,
In your arms is where I’ll stay.


If hunger calls, we’ll rise and go,
But I’ll still be singing soft and low.
Every little kiss, each breath, each sigh,
Turns this bed into paradise.


Let’s stay lazy forever,
Making each small moment better.
No place to be, no world outside,
Please make this day last forever,
Just your love and endless time.
If this is life, I’ll take no more
I found my heaven on our bedroom floor.

Sunday morning

Talon Of The Hawk

Au Revoir (Adios)

The Front Bottoms

Maps

Looking Like You Just Woke Up

Peach

Flashlight

In which I butcher some of my favorite songs because I fucked up my fingers

I got stains on my fingers and i don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’ll scrub, and pray that they’ll all go away
Like everything goes away, why can’t you just stay with me today?

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
Reminding me that I fucked up again and I should never dare to be
Anything that I’m not.

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’d rather chop ‘em off than to let you ever see them bare
Cause they all lead to the smoke, I exhale into the air

And I woke up hating myself, like I did so much yesterday
And I woke up hating myself, trying to think of anything i could say 
Oh can’t you stay, just little bit longer? I’m not sure but I’ll try to be stronger.
Oh can’t you stay, just a little while longer, I just don’t want this day to be over.

When I am sad oh I am sad, but when I’m happy I am happy and there’s just no place in between for us to be ( Flashlight - The Front Bottoms)
When you’re sad, oh god I’m sad, but when you’re happy I am happy, and there’s just no place in between for us to be
And I "steal all my lines from this guy named Brian”, (Bottom - Mccafferty) yet I stole that one from this guy named Nick
And I feel like a dick cause I can see me slowly dying

I’m not doing anything, about it. Scrub my fingers and try to hide it
I’m not doing anything, about it. Will I keep a promise? I doubt it.


Nicotine Stains

Lyrics:
I never take smoke breaks 
I could but I don't 
I could but I don't 'cause I know 
there's a smoker inside of me somewhere 
and I don't wanna let him out 
so I catch myself glancing 
from the backseat 
on the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing 
at the pack you keep in the cup holder 

Bought some Marlboro Reds for my eighteenth birthday 
and I smoked a couple, only a couple 
and gave the rest away 
'cause I don't wanna think that it's already too late 
so I never take smoke breaks 

I know that they'll get me 
yeah one day 
you'll pull into this parking lot to the sight of me puffing away 
into the second half of the second pack that day 
and I know what you'll say 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 

And it's more a question of when than a question of if 
since that night you hopped out of my car 
left behind your American Spirits 
and I keep a lighter in my pocket at all times 'cause 
never know when you'll need one 
never know when you'll need one 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 
fuck myself over

Smoke Breaks (Single)

Smoke Breaks

Life with you (Prod. Just big hills.)

Produced by: @producedbynat

Verse

Baby come walk with me
Ill show u just what love can be
Nothing like u have seen before
I can promise u he’s not the one
I can show u there’s more to life than this
If u decide to stay
With me

Chorus

I’ve been noticing the things u say
I’ve been noticing u walk away from him
But u say your happy
I don’t understand what u mean
I don’t understand why u have been with him
Cuz I know you’re not happy

i know you're not happy

EP coming soon!! Love u guys <3
Producer @pauli-niemi

Lyrics:
v1
She want me
I know it
Even though I’m broken

When she look
at me i
see that she’s also hopeless

I notice her emotions flowing out 
Her heart is open 
Because she trust me
I think she love me

I hold her close with passion
Imagining what could happen
She acting like a bandage
she healing all my damage

Yuh she’s the one I’ve been waiting for to land on my planet
Unlike them other girls
She got my back and she won’t stab it

this is true love
No theres not a plot twist
Knowing what she’s thinking 
Yes Im friends with her conscience

Clearing out my toxins
Every time we talking
kiss me in the dark
Middle of are movie watching

U the best thing and everything a friend could be
U got my heart locked up I could never leave
Staying up late at night when we texting
My plates full But time with u ill keep on spending

C
I hate it when your not with me 
Cuz it feels like somethings missing 

v2
Imma show u everything
And everything I hide behind
Tell u my whole story
I can take u back to 99

Loving you is sequence
Keeps my heart beaten
Imma keep u warm
Even if it means I’m freezing

Used to act reckless
Then I met u
Both eating breakfast underneath moon

People think we crazy
From the stupid things we do
I love it when u weird
Cuz I know I’m weird too

Thats just how we live
Acting like a couple kids
Running with the bugs through the grass
In the mist

Girl I’ll give you everything
Thats my final offer
I can be your knight
And protect u from the monsters

Yuh

My Spotify

breakfast with the moon (Prod. Slipfunc)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

From the 2012 album Moms+Dads by Mccafferty. Not mine.

Drop From Our Windows

i turned 20 today, thanks for listening <3
Dropping 'SBLS Pt. 3' on April 5th!!

Shoutout to @kuzumellow for the amazing 3rd verse
and my homie Alan for the beat.

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