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HEAR IT HERE FIRST (1/20/25)

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stream "empty" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/79xCWonpYYeEWDBYdIaqve?si=80e35131c8f94c43

prod by me

theres things i wish i could say
but it really wasn't worth it anyway
i tried, but is not the same
i can't help but feeling empty, so ashamed
i'm trapped in my ways, yeah i'm fucked up still
we already fade, fade
just know that i like you still
it happened so fast, but it felt so real
wish i could leave it at that, but it's hard to heal
why the fuck did i like u still?

but maybe it just wasn't meant to be
i gotta stop seeking for love 
if can't even love me
need to be honest with myself 
i can't keep begging for help
i've tried but then i failed

empty

cover / prod / mixed / mastered by me
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ur so funny when u speak 
i disappear when i turn weak
it's all just fake just like me
do u remember what u mean?
i tried to u make u mine
i waste all my time on this
computer
i'll find another way 
get tired of these games 
i'll just stay away
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on this computer everyday
watch me erase
watch me decay
what would u say?
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i'm tired of looking at the screen 
my eyes are turning weak
why would u like me?

computer

Don't got no money to get my way back to Austin
Thats about when I lost it
Left a good love there
Well, okay I guess I got myself a clean slate
Crashed out on the interstate
Just to see if I care

And I'm not a saint
Oh but I ain't the devils son
And you've been a good girl
So heaven ain't for me

Did alright by my wrongs
Broke the law made some bad friends
They shot a man and they laughin'
I watched him die there
My daddy always said
"Shut your mouth, mind your business"
Ah but shit I'm a witness
I guess I gotta care

And I'm not a saint
Oh but I ain't the devils son
And you've been a good girl
So heaven ain't for me

And I'm not a saint, God knows
But I ain't the devils son
And you've been a good girl
So heaven ain't for me

Yeah I like to sin
And I ain't that innocent
But you've been a good girl
Oh such a good girl
And I'm on the run
Oh no yeah
Yeah

heaven ain't for me

https://soundcloud.com/bodygaard/upsidedown-prod-tekea 
@bodygaard ^^^^^^^^^^^

dont come around

Short n' Sweet

Bed Chem

My first attempt at a folk song. Written about my father who passed.

Underdog

been through

TYLA +

PUSH 2 START

wizard

let u down

TRACK 3/11

let down, let me down, do it soft as steel
aint dead, but its awfully still
worried thats its all i-
worried that its all i'll feel

this aint none if it aint been real
shoulda known better than show achilles heel
must be stomping on my grave, its a constant chill
know i probably should of done it, but i aint been willed
got me ready to die, and i hate this hill
but its too late, already made my will
could take the time tryna let this build
but its all nothing if it aint been real

like should i let it go, or should i placate
dip out, vacate
you just wanna save face
the kinda shit that got me getting all my days late
thoughts getting scrambled, i went lowered the bit rate

thought i would get it right by now
no time for that, why would i slow down?
hot then its cold, all the ups and downs
its like why would you wait until now?

cause this aint none if it aint been real
shoulda known better than show achilles heel
must be stomping on my grave, its a constant chill
know i probably should of done it, but i aint been willed
got me ready to die, and i hate this hill
but its too late, already made my will
could take the time tryna let this build
but its all nothing if it aint been real

all that do is waste time
fuck where you heard it, im cutting off a grape vine
im usually rushing, but i had to take time
tell me why im worrying about that, dont up the paper
id rather get it now, but ill settle for later
never could be rusty, the opposite of mater
connect dots like its wifi, or data
i do not get how you dont see they played ya

might grow a maine keep lying
let it go and keep it tame, im trying
dont wanna play your games, i dont like em
i think its crazy how you think id buy it

cause this aint none if it aint been real
shoulda known better than show achilles heel
must be stomping on my grave, its a constant chill
know i probably should of done it, but i aint been willed
got me ready to die, and i hate this hill
but its too late, already made my will
could take the time tryna let this build
but its all nothing if it aint been real

BEEN REAL [p. imnotvrycreative]

dial

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑛

Art By Shiiyo who is accepting commissions.

https://shiiyo.carrd.co/

Angel

prod me

do everything for u
she got her toes in the sand
idek who i am
fucking kiss n tell girl
na i wont fuck it up
fucking kiss n tell girl
hey
tell me what 2 do
idk nothing about you
nah nah
but its all okay
yeah
come n tell me what do
idk whats true
but girl will u wait 4 me tonite

ya i feel amazing
i dont like the waiting
i dont like the waiting
was it something i said
got me feeling so
i dont wanna go
but i would go with you
i would go with you
yeah i would go with

everything

You Were Right There 
all this loving but not enough time, you
stay hidden behind these old eyes, I
still think think of you all the time 
cuz you're right here, in the back of mind 

in the back of my
in the back of my mind 
in the back of my
in the back of my mind
(you were right there in the back of my mind)

(stand by me scene)

all this talking but nothing aligned, you
keep haunting the back of my mind, and
sometimes I would fall in line
just to watch you break a smile

oh baby, I'm cold to the touch, your 
words always just warmed me right up, now 
you're floating around in my head, and 
im counting the things I should've said

(the things I should've said)

(you were right there in the back of my mind)

(stand by me scene 2)

2025_5_10_indie_you were right there V1

falling back to you V1

prod quip 
baby would you
catch me if i fall from grace 
how much can you tolerate
one wrong move  is all it takes
im too lucky to just call it fate
baby how much til you walk away

i'm tryna level up
tell me if you fed enough 
baby you can stay or you can go
i think i said enough 
getting up 
better run 
just when shit was getting fun 
chest been feelin heavier
and i can't help but tear it up
cuz there's

nowhere to run baby
nah we ain't done baby
aint got the funds baby 
i just got one question

fallfromgrace

2025_9_9_dijon-jimestack_walk out that door (rough demo v2)

eiras, joshaaa - Demo UkuleleBeat

cardamine envy, make another entry

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