The Jaws Of Life

So Far So Fake

HEAVY LOVE

Silver Lining

Spectrum - F • L •Y (instrumental)

Another beat i found on tiktok beat by IzRock

Ben 10 Shi

I tried to tamper with a piece coming up with a lyrics on the spot and well.. This was born. Enjoy this dark diddy

Contains rapping and singing (and bad words, aaa). This on spotify now, follow me! https://open.spotify.com/album/4JVoOhEL8OhwXFZgbmRqVl
 
 
This amazing prod is by my friend, GLYCE! Follow him here:  https://soundcloud.com/glyceofficial

Lyrics (by me): 
My daddy never picked me up from 
School, played it cool, but I was left 
Sitting on the ledge, feeling like a fool 
My mommy never read me stories
Tucked me in, kiss me good night;
The only warmth I ever got was from my nightlight 
Day after I watch the other children play
But the only game I played was 
Fetch the beer can, bring the lays 
I felt so ashamed but I know I wasn’t to blame
This is insane, didn’t complain, Champaign, her vein 

Mommy had so much jewelry; her real love diamond-pearls 
Yeah she had no time for me, what a tomfoolery 
Ima sneak out of the house and take her pretty case,
Sell it off Grey Street and then I’ll have my own big place
My daddy was no fun ever since he got a gun 
With a diamond tip he’d throw you a pistol whip
But someday ima take his gun and put it to his face
Blow that fucking trigger and I’ll be filled with bloody praise 

I’m just gonna creep up on you, like a fucking walking bass
When that gun fires, then I’ll shoot higher without a trace
They say the quiet ones are the most clever and sly 
You know I can’t tell a lie… You’re all gonna fucking die 

Fast forward two years later counting all these bands
I got fifty grand, could fill a whole land 
They’re calling for me and cheering my name
I’m lying without no pain, my game, no blames
So I cannot help but feel dislocate
Did I really have all this built up hatred? 
Nah nah you’re not gonna take me to school
Because I run all the fucking rules 

I grew up with nobody, just wanting to be somebody
Don’t you find that so funny…
Oh shit, where’s all my money
This life ain’t no sweet honey
I think I’m feeling…
Just a little homesick…

Other credentials: 

Mixing: GLYCE

Album art: by the talented Staz: https://twitter.com/StazTehBeave 

Melody of vocals: me

Harmonies me

Lyrics: me

Ben 10 Shi

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