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Pour My Love

Let me pour you a shot of this
Steady my hand cause I'm new to this
Not afraid, I got plans for us
Let me pour my love

What about being, as a practice
What about keeping still to ease the pain
What about holding on to hope and expectation
What about letting go to feel the rain

Pour my love
Pour my love
Over you
Pour my love
Pour my love
Over you

What about when they say that nothing comes easy
Considering all the things that we've been through
Let me satisfy your questions
Didn't mean to make it so
I don't even have my own

Let me pour you a shot of this
Steady my hand cause I'm new to this
I believe we got through for this
Let me pour my love

Let me pour you a shot of this
Steady my hand cause I'm new to this
Not afraid, I got plans for us
Let me pour my love

Let me pour my love on you just like confection
Let me give you patience, passion, and attention
Let me shower you with all of my affection
Let it pour down
Over you

Let me pour you a shot of this
Steady my hand cause I'm new to this
I believe we got through for this
Let me pour my love

Promise to be faithful, loving, honest
I'll keep my best for you
Pour my love

Performed by Merna
Written by Merna Bishouty
Produced by Merna Bishouty and Matthew Burnett
Mixed by Merna, Riley Bell
Mastered by Riley Bell
Additional Vocals by Matthew Burnett
Additional Bass by Kemy Siala
Additional Guitar by Jozef Teeuwsen
Additional Horn by Yansi Alexander

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Written and mixed & mastered by: Natalie Chludz
Instrumental: (Prod. by Heath Stone & Enks)

(verse 1)
hmm
speeding on a Sunday
I feel like there’s something waiting for me
you can’t keep running out on me
the truth ain’t coming for you
fire at what you want and come through
cause I’ll be there looking for you
be there looking for you
yeah

(chorus)
the past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
no no yeah
getting out your past life
static noise, it’s manic, in your madhouse
(spinning round in your madhouse)
in an angel town
yeah

(verse 2)
where’d you fall to boy?
(what you wanna do?)
I stayed out for you
(stayed for you)
I’ll find out what you do
(what you do)
I can help you
uh yeah

(pre-chorus)
you know what I’m like
Hmm hmm
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)

(chorus 2)
past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
getting out your past life
got problems you can't solve ‘em, i
wanna see you make it out alive
hmm yeah

(verse 3)
caged in the habit that you made come true
You said you’d never go so soon
guess your mind can outrun you
you hmm
Life
Life
Life
Yeah yeah

(bridge)
baby, you know that you can do this
over again
yeah yeah
cuz I’ll be out here looking for you
(I’ll be out here looking for you)
the future looking good for you
the future looking good for you
yea-

(verse 4 - switch)
baby recognise what you once had
before the abyss came to you as a way-out guide
I just wanna heal your life for you
I just wanna heal your life for you

(outro)
hmm

xoxo

past life (the abyss)

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thnknbout u

say u want me

ngồi đây ngẫn ngơ và ê chề 
trước khi mình đi về
trước khi nhành hoa kia hoen đi 
sương ban mai vương bờ đê
và rồi ngẫn ngơ thêm và say mềm 
thoáng hương tình êm đềm
Henny thêm li rót ra 
trước khi mascara em lem đi 
và giây phút anh gần bên thềm 
trước sân nhà bên hè
thấy em ngồi bên hiên 
đang châm lên điếu thuốc dưới màn đêm
sau cơn mưa 
nên hôm nay trời sao nhiều 
sao em ngồi tiêu điều
câu chia li chưa nói ra 
ngay trước khi mà anh phải rời đi

có lúc anh thấy đau đầu 
cơn mưa ngâu cũng đã lâu
350 cũng đã sâu để anh trót vương hương tình đa màu
thêm bao nhiêu polime 
thêm bao nhiêu cigarette
trao đi bao nhiêu yêu thương nhưng anh chăng mong lấy điều chi em 
baby dont cry 
anh ở đây rồi mà 
anh sẽ ôm mọi xót xa mà
anh sẽ thay em phang nhau với những thứ khiến em phải đau 
baby anh ở đây rồi mà 
em đừng như vậy mà
kêu ngay thêm li matcha latte để xoa dịu người ta

em sẽ chẳng thấy ai như anh 
không điên không ngu si như anh 
chẳng làm phiền người khi màn đêm buông mỗi khi em say mêm\ 
ngay khi cơn mưa nặng hạt

chẳng còn bận tâm chi thêm ai 
không quan tâm chi hay ai sai
chẳng còn bận lòng về nhiều điều và những suy tư trong đầu 
bên em thật lâu

mọi chuyện sẽ qua thôi em yêu 
lau mi em thôi em mau quên
đừng vì giọt buồn trêu đùa ta mà nỡ quên mất thân mình
xin em yêu quên muộn phiền

350 loopin OD
350 loopin hoen đi
350 loopin oxygen đã quên những điều..
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Kindness (All About)



(Verse 1)
Been here before, same old road,
Heart of mine, getting heavy to hold.
I gave what I could, but never enough,
Realizing that love really is tough.

I’ve made my mistakes and paid the price,
I kept it real, and I sacrificed.
I gave my soul, my life, my all,
A time where I could say I had everything.
Under this roof, I had it all,
But I was a fool
To ever think love lasts forevermore.

[PreChorus]
So I learned to build up my walls
High enough to protect my soul.
Heartbreak’s the reason I don’t feel whole.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Verse 2)
I’m not bitter, just tired of the fight,
Tried to light a fire, but it never burned bright.
No one’s to blame, it’s just how it goes;
Sometimes love fades, and nobody knows.

I’ve learned to accept the scars that I bear;
They tell a story, but I’m still here.
Still got a lot to give, I’m sure,
But way too afraid it’ll be like before.
So I might be done, closing this door.
Got no regrets for the love I’ve shown,
And this time, I’m better off on my own.

(PreChorus)
Ohhh ohhh ohh
It’s not the past, it’s not the pain,
It’s the lessons I’ve gained.
Every time I gave, I just lost my way,
So now I’m choosing me today.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore (no more),
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore (no more),
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Bridge)
It’s not about running or closing the door,
It’s about finding the life I was meant for.
I don’t hate love, but I need to heal,
To figure out what’s real.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Outro)
No apologies, no looking back,
This is my time to get on track.
I’ll stand alone, but I’ll stand tall,
‘Cause loving myself means I have it all.

Don’t wanna be in love anymore…
Don’t wanna be in love anymore…
(No more… no more… oh no more…)



I Don't Wanna Be In Love Anymore

Baby, it don’t have to be hard
Don’t have to be scarred 
You marched a long time
Don’t you know the beat
Your feet is achy 
Don’t need to break no more
Baby,
You know how you’re sore
Don’t overdo it 
For nobody else opinion 
Get rid of it 

You better dream 
You’ve got the space in your mind
Dream
Bae, you better dream

Can I, 
Can I really dream when my situation look like sh** 
Can I dream if everybody really pushing it 
Can I dream if I ain’t really got the budget 
Can I dream if my dream hasn’t came true since the 9th grade b****
Can I dream if everybody mean
Can I dream if I don’t understand what is me
Can I dream if deciding things is so hard
Can I dream if I’m really that far
Can I really dream with my eyes closed
Can I dream if I’m really known
Can I dream when I’m uncertain of it 
Can I dream when my feelings hurting
Can I 4x
Can I question things that I don’t really know 

Dream it baby 
Dream it baby 
You can dream it baby

Know I should be courageous 
Know I should be strong 
Learned that in troop 901
Girl Scout honor 
Soaking in the tub to Dr. Bronner’s 
I’m achy, I’m only 26
Actually I’m 25 up in this b****
Just in case a older woman want me 
I turn 26 in February 
Thought that by now I’d be cool
Thought that I wouldn’t have to go to school
That I’d be somewhere up in California 
Signed to a label with Victoria 
And I have somebody fall for me
We can forget about everything 

Baby, it don’t have to be hard
Don’t have to be scarred 
You marched a long time
Don’t you know the beat
Your feet is achy 
Don’t need to break no more
Baby,
You know how you’re sore
Don’t overdo it 
For nobody else opinion 
Get rid of it

prod. Remdolla
lyrics and vocals by me

Dreamsore


Why do my eyes
Look for you the second you walk in the room?
And why do I
Feel your feet when you walk in my shoes?
And why do I owe you the ones I can't do?
And how do you know who I am without
Asking me who? (Asking)

And how did you get me?
How did you get me to let you in?
And how'd you unlock me?
How did you unlock me? Where do I begin?
And can you hear
All my words unsaid?
(Th-that I keep for myself)
You heard what I said

I know you don't
But I understood and if you could ever
Would you? I mean
This is all in the land of I know
But that's near "How coulds?" and comparing "How woulds?"
But that's also near "Could you be mine?"
Hold up
How did you know me?

And how do you know who I am
Baby?
Oh
Baby (Who?)
Oh
Who (Who?)
Who?
Who do you know me to be?

And who did you get me become
At three in the morning?
I heard what you said
And some
Some left unspoken

How do you know who I am without
Asking me? ("Did you?")
You heard
Heard what you said
I know you haven't asked me but
I hope and I was wondering if you
Would consider me too?

And I know you don't
But I understood and if you could ever
Would you? I mean
This is all in the land of I know
But that's near "How coulds?" and comparing "How woulds?"
But that's also near "Could you be mine?"
Hold up
How did you know me?

In the land of only
I should know
How did you know?
How did you know?
Did you asked?
Unconsciously 
Telling you who really is me
(Secrets that are meant to be)
How did you..
How did you...
Know in the land of only i know
Whoa oh oh



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