AI KI MADNESS [nicht frei von satire]

A personal collection of tracks I keep coming back to.

Different styles, different moods - all connected by feeling.

This mix works best in shuffle mode!
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TOTALLY HAPPY SAD IN THE 80s

Volcanoes of Pop

Magnificent Life

Ethereal Journey by JANE DOE

Elysian Puls by JANE DOE

Du kamst herein, wie ein Traum in der Nacht 
Dein Lächeln so warm, dein Blick so veracht 
Wir tanzten so nah, Herz an Herz 
Und spürten die Sehnsucht, die uns so verzerrt
Die Musik wurde leiser, die Kerzen brannten schwach 
Deine Hand in meiner, ein zaghafter Schritt nach vorn 
Deine Haut so zart, dein Duft so betörend 
Ein Moment der Wahrheit, der nicht mehr zu leugnend

Warum hast du mich angelacht? 
Warum hast du mein Herz so belacht? 
In dieser Nacht der Verführung 
Haben wir Grenzen überschritten 
Und jetzt, wo der Morgen graut Bin ich gefangen in den Gefühlen, die du in mir zauberst

Deine Worte klingen noch in meinen Ohren Versprechen von Liebe, die ewig zu dauern Doch war es nur ein Spiel, ein flüchtiger Moment? Oder mehr als das, ein Gefühl, das tief in mir wohnt

Warum hast du mich angelacht? 
Warum hast du mein Herz so belacht? 
In dieser Nacht der Verführung 
Haben wir Grenzen überschritten Und jetzt, wo der Morgen graut Bin ich gefangen in den Gefühlen, die du in mir zauberst

Ich weiß nicht, was ich tun soll Mein Herz schlägt wild, mein Verstand ist voll Von Sehnsucht und Zweifel, von Hoffnung und Angst In dieser Nacht hast du mein Leben verändert

Warum hast du mich angelacht? 
Warum hast du mein Herz so belacht? 
In dieser Nacht der Verführung Haben wir Grenzen überschritten 
Und jetzt, wo der Morgen graut Bin ich gefangen in den Gefühlen, die du in mir zauberstDu kamst herein, wie ein Traum in der Nacht 
Dein Lächeln so warm, dein Blick so veracht 
Wir tanzten so nah, Herz an Herz 
Und spürten die Sehnsucht, die uns so verzerrt

Die Musik wurde leiser, die Kerzen brannten schwach 
Deine Hand in meiner, ein zaghafter Schritt nach vorn Deine Haut so zart, dein Duft so betörend Ein Moment der Wahrheit, der nicht mehr zu leugnend

Warum hast du mich angelacht? 
Warum hast du mein Herz so belacht? 
In dieser Nacht der Verführung 
Haben wir Grenzen überschritten 
Und jetzt, wo der Morgen graut 
Bin ich gefangen in den Gefühlen, die du in mir zauberst

Deine Worte klingen noch in meinen Ohren Versprechen von Liebe, die ewig zu dauern Doch war es nur ein 
 
Warum hast du mich angelacht? 
Warum hast du mein Herz so belacht? 
In dieser Nacht der Verführung H
aben wir Grenzen überschritten Und jetzt, wo der Morgen graut
Bin ich gefangen in den Gefühlen, die du in mir zauberst

Ich weiß nicht, was ich tun soll 
Mein Herz schlägt wild, mein Verstand ist voll 
Von Sehnsucht und Zweifel, von Hoffnung und Angst In dieser Nacht hast du mein Leben verändert

Warum hast du mich angelacht? 
Warum hast du mein Herz so belacht? 
In dieser Nacht der Verführung 
Haben wir Grenzen überschritten 
Und jetzt, wo der Morgen graut
 Bin ich gefangen in den Gefühlen, die du in mir zauberst

Gefangen im Moment by HELENA FLEISCHER

Fesseln der Nacht

Neon lights and city streets 
Heartbeat racing, can't find my feet 
Lost in the music, feeling so free 
Dancing all night, just you and me

Sweat dripping down, body's on fire 
Desire burning, reaching higher 
Can't escape this feeling, it's taking control 
Lost in the rhythm, losing my soul

Electric nights, setting the world on fire 
Passion ignites, fueled by desire 
Lost in the moment, can't look back 
Electric nights, taking us on a track

Bodies moving, lost in the sound 
Surrounded by strangers, yet I'm not drowned 
In this sea of faces, I found my place 
Dancing all night, at a frantic pace

Sweat dripping down, body's on fire 
Desire burning, reaching higher 
Can't escape this feeling, it's taking control 
Lost in the rhythm, losing my soul

Electric nights, setting the world on fire
Passion ignites, fueled by desire 
Lost in the moment, can't look back 
Electric nights, taking us on a track

Underneath the disco ball, we're shining bright 
Lost in the music, through the night 
Let's forget our worries, let's just feel alive 
In this electric city, where dreams survive

Electric nights, setting the world on fire 
Passion ignites, fueled by desire 
Lost in the moment, can't look back 
Electric nights, taking us on a track

Euphoria in Motion by JANE DOE

Night falls around us like a painting
Secrets swirling with and without lighting
In the air we breathe so tight and near
We chase the dreams that know no fear

Silent calls that linger in the night
Unseen threads that hold us in their might
Stars that guide us through the dark unseen
We find our way in this in-between

Feel the rhythm in and out of time
Moving closer to what’s truly mine
We drift in a dance only we can know
Lost but found and free we go

Your eyes like beacons in the haze
Drawing me through the endless maze
With every step we leave the world behind
Finding a place that few can find

From the earth below to the sky above
We float together bound by love
No limits no borders in our sway
Just you and me in our own way

In this space where nothing is clear
Every moment is ours to steer
Unfurling like a secret tale
Through the veil we set our sail

Through the Veil

The shadows lengthen, stretching across the room 
Another day is fading, swallowed by the gloom 
The clock ticks on, a metronome of slow decay 
Withering grace, fading fast, slipping away
 
The world outside, a blur of passing lights 
A symphony of sirens, lost in the lonely nights 
Memories flicker, ghosts of joys long gone 
A bittersweet refrain, a mournful, fading song
 
Such a shame, to watch it all unfold 
Beauty withering, a story left untold 
The fragile heart, a vessel cracked and torn 
Drifting aimlessly, lost and forlorn

The rain falls softly, washing dust away 
But the stains remain, with each passing day 
A yearning for the past, a yearning for the light 
To escape this fading echo, in the fading night
 
Such a shame, to watch it all unfold. 
Beauty withering, a story left untold 
The fragile heart, a vessel cracked and torn 
Drifting aimlessly, lost and forlorn
 
A whisper on the wind, a sigh upon the breeze 
Carrying the echoes of forgotten memories 
A yearning for the warmth, a yearning for the grace 
Before the shadows fell, and time began to race

Such Like A Shame

There are no virgins in heaven.
A hymn for the left and retarded

Misanthropic Hallelujah Female Version

Say how i feel

[Verse 1]
I trace the cracks on my bedroom wall
Counting the days ‘til I lose it all
They say, "Be patient, wait your turn"
But I was born to crash and burn

[Chorus]
Sneakers on, heartbeat loud
One foot out but I’m still tied down
Ghosts of voices in my head
Telling me to play pretend

[Stick]
But I’m running, running nowhere fast
Chasing dreams that never last
Screaming out but no one hears
Sixteen years just disappear

[Verse 2]
City lights, they pull me in
Quantum promises on paper-thin
I touch the fire just to feel
Anything that’s real, real, real

[Chorus]
Sneakers on, heartbeat loud
One foot out but I’m still tied down
Ghosts of voices in my head
Telling me to play pretend

[Stick]
But I’m running, running nowhere fast
Chasing dreams that never last
Screaming out but no one hears
Sixteen years just disappear

[Bridge]
Do I stay? Do I go?
Is there something I don’t know?
Will the world still spin the same
If I just fade away?

[Chorus]
Sneakers on, heartbeat loud
One foot out but I’m still tied down
Ghosts of voices in my head
Telling me to play pretend

[Outro]
I trace the cracks on my bedroom wall
Counting the days, but I lost them all

Play Pretend [Sneakers On – Edit]

Bullets and Butterfly's Wings

Floating away, in this metal tomb,
Where time stands still, and there's only gloom.
Oh, Pilot lost, in the cosmic sea,
Will anyone remember, will they remember me?

Ten light years out, the stars all align,
My ship's a ghost, through the void I climb.
Control to Pilot, can you hear my plea?
A silent hum, just the ship and me.

Floating away, in this metal tomb,
Where time stands still, and there's only gloom.
Oh, Pilot lost, in the cosmic sea,
Will anyone remember, will they remember me?

The Earth's a speck, a fading blue,
No turning back, what else can I do?
My oxygen's low, my systems fail,
In this endless night, my spirit sets sail.

They said I'd be a hero, a pioneer,
But out here alone, there's only fear.
No grand parade, no cheering crowd,
Just the silent stars, my lonely shroud.

Floating away, in this metal tomb,
Where time stands still, and there's only gloom.
Oh, Pilot lost, in the cosmic sea,
Will anyone remember, will they remember me?

Ground Control, I'm losing the signal now,
Just static whispers, and a fading vow.
This is Pilot signing off, into the black,
No turning back, no turning back…


Lost in the Void

And the manners are polished, the silver gleams bright,
But the sentiment's tarnished in the fading light.
Oh, the barbarism blossoms behind a closed door,
Where love is a weapon and leaves you wanting more.

The floral wallpaper, a predictable stain,
Reflects the silence, a dull, persistent rain.
Another Sunday, the roast sits on the bone,
And unspoken judgments are quietly thrown.
He clears his throat, a familiar, weary sound,
While all the unspoken resentments spin around.

She adjusts her pearls, a nervous little tic,
Recounting stories, predictable and quick.
The children fidget, their eyes begin to glaze,
Lost in the labyrinth of these repetitive days.
He offers advice, sharp and unsolicited,
Another brick added to the wall we've erected.

The photographs on the mantelpiece, a smiling facade,
Hide the cracks beneath, the battles we've had.
We play our roles with practiced, weary grace,
A tragicomedy in this suffocating space.

And the manners are polished, the silver gleams bright,
But the sentiment's tarnished in the fading light.
Oh, the barbarism blossoms behind a closed door,
Where love is a weapon and leaves you wanting more.

The evening descends, a heavy, velvet shroud,
Another day survived within this well-behaved crowd.
And the barbarism lingers, a taste upon the tongue,
Until the next gathering, when the same old song is sung.

Behind Closed Doors

Walking through the shadows, feeling kind of lost
Searching for a beacon, no matter what the cost
Heard the whispers softly, of a feeling so profound
But all I've ever stumbled on was shaky, shifting ground

Is there something more than just the touch and fleeting glance?
A deeper kind of comfort, a second, hopeful chance?
My heart keeps on repeating, a question in the air

Tell me, can you show me what it means to truly care?
Is there someone out there who can meet me halfway there?
I've been wandering lonely, with this longing in my soul
Tell me, can you teach me how to make my spirit whole?

Tried to build my castles on foundations made of sand
Every time the tide came in, they crumbled in my hand
Seen the faces come and go, promises like fragile glass
Hoping for a connection that was built to truly last

Is there something stronger than the words that people say?
A constant kind of presence to brighten up the day?
My heart keeps on repeating, a question in the air

Tell me, can you show me what it means to truly care?
Is there someone out there who can meet me halfway there?
I've been wandering lonely, with this longing in my soul
Tell me, can you teach me how to make my spirit whole?

I reach out in the darkness, hoping for a guiding light
Someone to stand beside me, and make everything feel right

Tell me, can you show me what it means to truly care?
Is there someone out there who can meet me halfway there?
I've been wandering lonely, with this longing in my soul
Tell me, can you teach me how to make my spirit whole?

Oh, I want to know, I really want to know
What love is, and how it starts to grow.
Yeah, I want to know, I really want to know.


IS THERE SOMEONE OUT THERE?

The lamps are low, a bruised twilight bleeds,
Across the pane where the rain still pleads.
Each drop a sigh on the dusty glass,
Watching the moments slowly pass.
A whisper soft on the chilling breeze,
Rustling secrets through the skeletal trees.

The path unwinds, a ribbon of stone,
Leading me deeper, further alone.
Each twisted branch, a reaching hand,
Grasping for something I can't understand.
The air grows thick with a damp perfume,
Sealing my fate in this gathering gloom.

And I walk alone in this fading light,
Where shadows stretch and swallow the white.
A phantom limb of a memory's call,
Echoing softly beyond the wall.
Is it real, this shape in the grey?
Or just the forest stealing my day?

A flicker there, behind the dense wood,
A fragile hope, misunderstood?
Or just the moon, a sliver so thin,
Mocking the darkness that dwells within?

And I walk alone in this fading light,
Where shadows stretch and swallow the white.
A phantom limb of a memory's call,
Echoing softly beyond the wall.
Is it real, this shape in the grey?
Or just the forest stealing my day?

The forest breathes, a silent sigh,
As the last of the colors begin to die.
And I am lost, and I cannot see,
If the forest is holding onto me.
Holding onto me...
Holding onto me...

Walk alone in this fading light

Across the rooftops, the city sighs low,
Streetlights like diamonds on a velvet below.
They tell us surrender, they tell us to cease,
But in this moment, we find our release.
We can be giants, just for tonight,
Burning so brightly, a glorious light.

You with your secrets, and shadows you keep,
Me with my wild heart, refusing to sleep.
They build up their walls, try to keep us apart,
But the fire between us tears them all apart.
Though the world tries to tame us, day after day,
We can be fearless, come what may.

I see the defiance that flickers and gleams,
A spark in your eyes, chasing impossible dreams.
They whisper of failure, of battles we'll lose,
But their voices are fading, we have nothing to choose.
But to rise above it, on wings made of will,
On this concrete horizon, our promise fulfill.

Oh, we can be legends, etched in the grey,
Defying the darkness, and lighting the way.
Just for this evening, the stars understand,
Two souls united, hand in hand.
We can be heroes, if only we try,
Under the vastness of the indigo sky.

Maybe tomorrow the magic will fade,
The colors will dull, the promises made.
But tonight we are boundless, a force strong and true,
Breaking the barriers, me and you.

Oh, we can be legends, etched in the grey,
Defying the darkness, and lighting the way.
Just for this evening, the stars understand,
Two souls united, hand in hand.
We can be heroes, if only we try,
Under the vastness of the indigo sky.

Just for tonight... heroes...
Under the sky...

Defying the darkness

From the series: 80s hits that will never have existed ...

Streetlights bleedin' on the wet asphalt
Another Friday, same old default
Feel the hummin' in the concrete veins
Chasin' somethin' to escape the pains
Got that hunger burnin' deep inside
Nowhere left for a young soul to hide

Neon Knights! Glimmer in the fading sun
Runnin' wild 'til the morning's spun
Neon Knights! Never gonna slow us down
Kings of the concrete, wearing no crown
Oh-oh-oh, we chase the vanishing light
Oh-oh-oh, through the heart of the night

Shadows dancin' to a silent beat
Lost reflections on the bustling street
Every movement, a desperate plea
For a moment, just to feel so free
Hear the sirens wailin' in the distance
Ignorin' every warning, every instance

Every whisper, every flash and gleam
Caught between a nightmare and a dream
Hear the rhythm callin' out your name
Fanning every flicker of the flame

Neon Knights! Glimmer in the fading sun
Runnin' wild 'til the morning's spun
Neon Knights! Never gonna slow us down
Kings of the concrete, wearing no crown
Oh-oh-oh, we chase the vanishing light
Oh-oh-oh, through the heart of the night

They say we're reckless, lost and undone
But we're just searching for where we belong
In the chaos, we find our own way
Living for the thrill of another day

Neon Knights! Glimmer in the fading sun
Runnin' wild 'til the morning's spun
Neon Knights! Never gonna slow us down
Kings of the concrete, wearing no crown
Oh-oh-oh, we chase the vanishing light
Oh-oh-oh, through the heart of the night

Neon Knights! Don't you try to understand
Just feel the pulse of this desperate land
Neon Knights! Forever on the run
Until our fading victory is won.

Neon Knights

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¡Shpiln di griln tantsn di vantsn!
The emptiness of various Corona lockdowns made Focke the Fockmaster. Musically, he tried out various styles to end up where everything once ended. Techno. 
With classical eight-year music training on the cello, pubescent excursions into New Wave music, everything followed a logic at the end of the 90s. Techno.

¡Shpiln di griln tantsn di vantsn!
Die Leere diverser Corona-Lockdowns machte Focke zum Fockmaster. Musikalisch probierte er sich stilistisch divers aus, um am Ende dorthin zu gelangen, wo alles einst endete. Techno. 
Mit klassischer achtjähriger Musikausbildung am Violoncello, pubertären Ausflügen in die New Wave Musik folgte Ende der 90er Jahre alles einer Logik. Techno.

Lost in the Void

FOCKMASTER