Below

In Between (Live from the Journey Below)

[Intro]
Yeah…
You ever stare at the ceiling and feel nothin’?
Another night — same pain, same coffin.
Heart froze solid, mind won’t sleep,
Just me and the dark — it cuts so deep.

[Verse 1]
All those cold lonely nights,
No one sees the silent fights.
Screaming in my mind, but I keep it quiet,
Living in my head like a riot.
Every breath feels like a war,
I don’t know what I’m fighting for.
Every shadow knows my name,
And I’m tired of playing this game.

[Pre-Chorus]
They say “you’ll be fine, it’s just a phase,”
But they never lived inside this maze.
I’m drowning slow, can’t find the light,
Just me, my pain, and another night.

[Chorus]
All those cold lonely nights,
Tearing me apart inside.
I’m chained to my mind’s device,
Where hope and fear collide.
All those cold lonely nights,
I bled, I screamed, I cried.
But I’m still standing through the fight,
Even when my soul has died.

[Verse 2]
Mirror’s cracked — I see my ghost,
A hollow man who’s lost the most.
Numb from love, numb from hate,
Every day just tempts my fate.
I wear this grin like it’s armor strong,
But it’s been fake for way too long.
They think I’m fine — I play the part,
But I’m bleeding out from a broken heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
If you could hear my silent screams,
You’d see the cracks between my dreams.
I’m just trying to survive the pain,
But it’s burning holes inside my brain.

[Chorus]
All those cold lonely nights,
They haunt me like a curse.
Every tear’s a sacrifice,
Every thought just makes it worse.
All those cold lonely nights,
Still fighting to survive.
I’m half-dead, but still I rise —
I won’t let the dark decide.

[Bridge]
These walls are closing in too tight,
My mind’s a cage, no end in sight.
I claw, I scream, I tear, I fight —
But depression don’t play fair at night.
It whispers lies, it digs so deep,
It eats your soul, it steals your sleep.
But I’m still here — still on my feet,
Even bleeding, I won’t concede!

[Final Chorus]
All those cold lonely nights,
Built the fire in my chest.
Yeah, I’ve been broken, lost my light,
But I still beat against the test.
All those cold lonely nights,
Taught me how to stand and breathe.
If death’s been knocking all my life —
Then I’ll make that bastard leave!

[Outro]
All those nights that tried to end me…
Only forged the beast within me.
Cold and lonely, yeah, that’s right —
But I’m still here…
Still fighting through the night.

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