DVFVLT - ChaCha Slide

An ep to show off my unhealthy sources that i have did in the past. Now I'm heading to my healthy sources so i can be living life peacefully.

Lyrics:
But now I wanna start it all over.
I wanna now start by taking care of myself.
I wanna now start setting benefits and boundaries for myself.
I wanna now start being off of social media
I wanna now change my habits.
I wanna now change my emotions and manage them.
I wanna now set my mind free from anything thats representing bad stuff.
I wanna be involved in healthy expressions.
I wanna stay away from watching satisfaction.
I wanna start by discomforting myself just to not stay comfortable.
I wanna start by not having unrealistic expectations and staying out of my mind, dreaming that they can be the one for me.
No, they can’t if i think about them too much that it can lead to unrealistic things that makes my love feel fake.
It’s time to stay alone, build connections with someone.
And time to stay controlled by yourself.
And build connections with a higher power and that’s Yahweh.
He knows what, He knows.
So we all have to climb out of our hole.
We all have to climb out.
But we have to learn how to stay focused and stay healthy.
So we will be able to defeat those things.
There’s a way in and a way out, the way’s out is harder but we're gonna push farther.
So if you addicted also, good luck to you.
Because we all can do it.
Amen.

NEW BEGINNINGS F0R ME (prod. StoneSoWavy!)

An ep to show off my unhealthy sources that i have did in the past. Now I'm heading to my healthy sources so i can be living life peacefully.

Lyrics:
I remember the first time i got it off.
It was very dark, alone.
I was feeling lonely, up at 3 am or something.
I started to look at these things that made me feel some type of way.
I thought about them every second.
And after that, I got it off.
And every since then, I’ve been doing it over and over.
I knew it was affecting me at once but I ignored the way it was affecting me.
I keep doing it, over, and over, no hesitation.
No train of thought, it was very disgusting of me.
Always having my unrealistic expectations to someone i do not know but have feelings for them.
I keep thinking in my head “She wants me, she wants me, she really do”.
But that shit is fucking fake.
How can i be catching feelings for someone when those feelings aren’t even real in the first place?
It was the stimulation i was doing, it was the satisfaction i was watching.
I tried everyday just to fight it off, but it’s struggling to do.
I tried, i tried, i fucking tried. But i couldnt.
It has ruined my fucking life, my reputation, my relationships with people.
It really has.
I tried but i’m on social media seeing all these naked people, half-naked people.
Showing off their bodies and all of that and its turning me on, making me feel aroused every day.
Its too hard to be in discomfort when your addiction is in the way.
And it’s making you be comfortable every single day.
I let things come and eat my heart out and i turn it all into a porn addiction.
I didnt have no benefits, i didnt set any boundaries.
I didnt set any of that, i did the deed, whacked it off and did it everyday just to feel good about myself.
Why? Because anything i see on social media encourages me to do that type of shit.
And it’s also MY fault because I watched them, i seen them, i thought of those things sexually.
I looked at people in a sexual way, EVERY single day.
From looking at their bodies, looking at the genitals.
All that stuff, and it’s making me feel aroused by doing that.
So everytime i go home, i thought about those bodies and i would continually whack it off.
That’s when i realized I have a problem, and i realized it’s my fault.
But it’s also pornography’s fault.
If anything, pornography wouldn't ever be in my life if I didnt do all those things that made me unhealthy.
It shouldn’t’ve been never taught me into doing things like that.
From fucking my animals to jacking off.
It’s insane, dude.
I’m always doing weird things by staring at people for no reason.
Because my mind is doing shit well.
From middle school to high school, EXTRA BAD.

MY ADDICTI0N 0F SATISFACTI0N (prod. StoneSoWavy!)

Lyrics:
Peace in my soul like always.
God, pull me out of the dark ways.
Put Your hand on me thru the hard days.
Heart's been feeling sharp today.
Loving everybody, blessing all of you.
Drinking that water, cant be messing with you.
I would like to do a session with you.
Anything can be a message for you.

Blessed is me that stepped in righteousness.
Blessed is me that have peace and the lightning ness. 
Praying to my Hero, my only God i trust.
I can never let my mind become a rust.
When you switch from bad to good things, that is a must.
Got to repair my mind before it become to crust.
Baby, i ain't stressing, I'm just tired of your lust.
They sneaking in the garden, but you know i cannot trust.

Break the caution, and mosh it.
Break my sins then demolish, they can't be solid.
Everyday I'm silent, cuz I'm just vibing.
You are like a diamond, baby, you my trident.
I'm neptune, like a blueish planet.
God can set you free from the damage.
If you can let you see all His plannings.
Don't let those opps tempt you, they gon get famished.
With the love we handing.

Blessed is me that stepped in righteousness.
Blessed is me that have peace and the lightning ness. 
Praying to my Hero, my only God i trust.
I can never let my mind become a rust.
When you switch from bad to good things, that is a must.
Got to repair my mind before it become to crust.
Baby, i ain't stressing, I'm just tired of your lust.
They sneaking in the garden, but you know i cannot trust.

i will trust. (forgot the prod)

Lyrics:
Keep me safe, Oh, Lord, keep me safe.
Strength my days, oh, Lord, strength my days.
Turn my mind off if vanity's in the way.
Keep me safe, oh, Lord, keep me safe.

Hold my hand and help me walk on this path.
My feelings go left if I do something bad.
Help me to avoid any temptations.
Repair my mind, Lord, it got me brainless.
Just remind me that it'll be okay.
Just plant your peacefulness in my face.
I wish to never become this way again.
I don't wanna see this way again.

Keep me safe, Oh, Lord, keep me safe.
Strength my days, oh, Lord, strength my days.
Turn my mind off if vanity's in the way.
Keep me safe, oh, Lord, keep me safe.

keep me safe, (prod. egom)

Lyrics:
Give me wisdom, give me wisdom, oh.
Erase this hatred out of my heart, oh.
Lord, give me wisdom, give me wisdom.
Erase this negative feeling out my heart, oh.

Place your peacefulness in my soul.
I'm feeling guilty of what I've just shown.
Make my mind a righteous one on your own.
Put that light in me so I can just glow.
I'm tired of the foolishness, help me with your knowledge.
Don't know how to win, but anyways, I'ma start it.
God, help me to never be scared of anyone else.
Shadow me with your wings on my shell.

Give me wisdom, give me wisdom, oh.
Erase this hatred out of my heart, oh.
Lord, give me wisdom, give me wisdom.
Erase this negative feeling out my heart, oh.

give me wisdom, (prod. dera)

Lyrics:
God, give me strength before I grow.
I don't wanna be down with those who hearts are cold.
I just want You in my soul, keep my skin feeling gold.
Take away my anxieties when it's time to be on go, ooh.

My knees are weak in the bone.
I'm all weary, my hands broken in the zone.
Give me all of your strength when it's time to glow.
Please protect me from anyone that's really set in stone, really set in stone.
Help me to fix this path.
When I'm all at peace, take the knives out my back.
Keep me grinning til i cannot go to my death pad.
Get me to walk right straight I can't collapse, Lord, help me not collapse.

God, give me strength before I grow.
I don't wanna be down with those who hearts are cold.
I just want You in my soul, keep my skin feeling gold.
Take away my anxieties when it's time to be on go, ooh.

give me strength, (prod. di11aNK)

Lyrics:
Lord, give me all of your power.
I know I been so into the sins I've devoured.
It makes me feel like I am a coward.
Forgive me for all those times I turned away from Your hours.
Wicked transgressions are coming back.
Please cast it away, I'm feeling attacked.
I need your grace, please fix this path.
Still in this dark place, help me with Your wrath.
All my weaknesses are turning into idleness.
Never let me be burned right where the fire is.
Hold me longer, just hold me longer.
Cast away my laziness, please, please conquer.
Oh Heavenly Father, keep my bones covered.
Guard my blue eyes from the wicked I've discovered.
Relapse on sin, now I'm guilty, shamed all over.
If I do it more often, I can get much colder.

So Lord, give me all your power.
Lord, give me all your power.
Lord, give me all your power.
Lord, give me all your power.

Lord, for my soul to keep.
Lord, from any vanity.
Lord, guard my blue eyes fore I see.
Lord, give me heavenly peace.

and give me power. (prod. sxkxra)

Lyrics:
Dear God, get me to endure all temptations.
Seeking more to find You, I need Your saving.
Failed from the sin, now I'm bruised in Your creation.
Tried to keep Your commandments in my heart, but I'm too shaken.

The light shines greatly in the darkness.
Spare the just if the days can be hardest.
Tried to incline Your words into my ear.
But im too very tempted to hear.
Tempted to hear, now i breathe in fear.
Junk stuff still in my head, please please, Lord, clear.
Now i breathe in fear, everyone is scary here.
Protect me in Your arms, keep me peaceful near.
Lord, i ask You to kill my laziness.
Lord, have my labour get so stronger.
Lord, i ask You to kill my craziness.
With Your help, I need to conquer.
Living in fear, how everyday i be faceless.
But i know that won't last much longer.
Hold my tongue to never say so much heinous.
Use me to get others get to the Father.

Dear God, help me to endure all temptations.
Struggling with lust, please get me to erase it.
When im alone, have my bones be quick and training.
Shine my sun when the weather's raining.
Dear Father, help me to endure all wicked traps.
Help to never look at anyone with the eyes of black.
Help me to keep my thoughts so captive.
I don't need no captain, You are my captain.

You are my captain, You are my captain.
You are my practice, i don't need attacking.
You are my captain, You are my captain.
You are my practice, i don't need attacking.

never suffer me to be tempted, (prod. Jonah Bru 2)

Lyrics:
Dear God, hold my head up high.
So i can see Your figure in the sky.
Please clean out my dirty eyes.
Thank You again for giving more life.
Forgive me for any of the sins I signed.
Please stay and keep me in the light.
Keep me away from vanity, all unright.
They don't know what they stumble, so hold my head up high.

They don't know what they stumble, so erase my frights.
When righteousness comes, let there be no strife.
Hold my tongue for it is strong as a knife.
Keep me in Your arms, i just want to feel more safe.
Lord, please forgive me, I don't wanna die.
Comfort me in my shaken cries.
Begging You for help, my knees are paralyzed.
Frustrated at myself, please help my mind.

Dear God, hold my head up high.
So i can see Your figure in the sky.
Please clean out my dirty eyes.
Thank You again for giving more life.
Forgive me for any of the sins I signed.
Please stay and keep me in the light.
Keep me away from vanity, all unright.
They don't know what they stumble, so hold my head up high.

They don't know what they stumble, so hold my head up high.
They don't know what they stumble, so hold my head up high.
They don't know what they stumble, so hold my head up high.
They don't know what they stumble, so hold my head up high.

A11XW1ÑG - let's be free (Outro)

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