music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8uJV3F9Xso
https://open.spotify.com/track/3cQGN2mg5nXCwufwr3GEC7?si=2c30b726ba0f4ed2

written by blissom
produced by blissom
main guitar by @starsbeforesunrise

and if u see me im better off alone
im busy dreaming of a better home

u knew it wasnt right
the signs didnt lie
i stayed up all night
just watching the sky

try catching up but youre falling back
u wanna slow down but thats too bad
the days are going and going fast
like every dread ridden dream youve had

im falling over and over again
just to make this one moment last
cant get enough of the voice you have
ill fall to pieces if you just ask

moment5

(BONUS) love_when_you_leave_w/caponeti_[closedfeelings]

feel my world just decay as i'm growing up . . .

huge shoutout to @byekento for carrying tf outta this song, u one of my best friends bro ilysm <33

>lyrics<
i been through too much
tryna do too much
feel my world just decay as im growing up
sprials swirling away; brain is blowing up
tryna hurl all my pain; i been throwing up

i just been too fucked up to remember
the times i gave soul back up for the devil
i take a couple puffs; im not more than a vessel
im thinkin way too much; i'll just go fuckin mental

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

and i been tryna find my way back
if you really love me 
why the fuck ain’t you just say that 
i know im still caught up in my head 
i can’t escape yet chase a paycheck 
still alive but im looking for my fucking grave damn 

and i know that its still gon be the fucking same 
i know i won’t ever change
i know i’m the bad guy 
so i stay inside my lane
fuck no i ain’t reaching out
but i still wish they heard me now 
i know that i let ‘em down

its all my fault so i stay alone 
never had a place to go 
never had a place like home
always somewhere dosing off
i could never let it show
nothing but a sacrifice 
know its all inside my mind 
all this time to figure me out

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

all plats

impaled w/ byekento [prod. dercept x jolst]

grab my hand right now
wanna see whats its all about

gravitate 
we gravitate away
one touch
one touch is all it takes
one day
maybe we’ll make a break
darling
i hope we can escape

id travel all around the world
if i could make it to you faster
id do whatever for you girl
with you theres nothing else that matters

we met back when we were nothing but kids
we didnt know nothing
we didnt know nothing 
bout this world that we live in no
but now we know too much
my brain is so fucked up
i got it scrambled all around for you
and we’re back together
the worlds falling down
and idk if i can do this without you

gravitate 
we gravitate away
one touch
one touch is all it takes
one day
maybe we’ll make a break
darling
i hope we can escape

id travel all around the world
if i could make it to you faster
id do whatever for you girl
with you theres nothing else that matters

004 (shattered + wasterr + secrets)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
you used me as a tool
i was a fucking fool
you haven’t changed one bit
u better stop before u run out of fuel
out of fuel

i don’t wanna be
ur lover
lover
oh lover
cry me a river
i’ll savor
i’ll savor
the flavor
i wont let u get to me
anymore
anymore
oh anymore
is this what you call love?
you stupid whore
stupid whore
oh stupid whore

you’re too far gone
you’re broken you better run
run
broken pieces along the floor
the floor
i’ve been here before
before 

your name is on my lips
and how do i get rid of it
you left me just for him
i used to cry, but now i grin :)

i don’t wanna be
ur replacement
replacement 
oh replacement
cry me a water fall
let the tears fall
let the tears fall
until you fucking drop

you’re too far gone
you’re broken you better run
run
broken pieces along the floor
the floor
i’ve been here before
before

lover

Fumes

produced by @iiamargyle <33
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6aQSjENkry0A8ZYfDFILfp?si=3e2b5d58298e4bd0

lyrics:
Brown eyes
When I see them they clear my mind 
My moms right love is beautiful when done right 
I‘d do anything so u can stay the whole time
Pretty sure I’ll love u till the end of my life 

(I think that this is right for me, in my head every second
And baby this feels nice to me, I said so I meant it
U so perfect not a single flaw I think that this is heaven 
I believe in god, yeah very much, I think u‘re a descendant)

Talking to you is so nice but hours feel like seconds 
My loves only for u I think u‘d call that endless 
Take me back to your place and kiss me when u like 
I‘ll try to make u happy so baby don’t u ever cry
Don’t u ever cry, I‘m really not the jealous type
But baby do, do u need these other guys?
Baby come and get inside 
To shy to look into ur eyes 
Hate this about our times
It just quickly passes by 

I‘d be breaking without you
I ain‘t lying, always tell truth
Cut my friends off, all I need is u
I‘d be breaking without
I ain‘t lying, always tell truth
Cut my friends off, all I need is u

Brown eyes
When I see them they clear my mind 
My moms right love is beautiful when done right 
I‘d do anything so u can stay the whole time
Pretty sure I’ll love u till the end of my life
ly ><

dearth

prod by icantsleeplol
(a old song ill never finish, so here's what i have rn)
ps. if i had the file for this song, i would've mixed it properly, so im sorry

lyrics:
i lay in my bed, and i sit and sigh
and i stay up all night and i go and write
about the feelings that i really cant identify
so i wonder all the ways i couldn't satisfy
her needs and expectations that she already had in mind
and i was blind by the way she looked me in my eyes
and said "im sorry" but there's no need to apologize
all the times u fucked me up and tried to justify
u always loved that game where i was inside of a box
and silenced me everytime i had a single thought
and i questioned it but you told me that i was wrong
u drilled it in my head that this is where i belong

justify (unfinished, unmixed)

contact

some of the lyrics r guesses idr what i said

last time u would call
i tried hard to get u back
u wont reach out for me
push me off the balcony
ur winning but im crying please
dont cut out that line with me
dont act like u tried because i really saw what we can be
the last time i saw u i couldnt guess the shit ud do

throwing shade
u say im throwing shade
im just saying what happened
dont say that u treated me great
cuz when i think bout what happened
u played me i cant hold onto u
this is the part where i find us thru
and know this time i wont change for u

what was ur goal
and where did we go
ur on the status of leaving me out
wanna change every word out of my mouth
and did u plan to stand away
back when i needed u
when i was trying to see it thru
back when i meant someth to u

i know this is feeling different
do u not feel wrong
i wish u would lower ur image
u protect it at all costs

leave me out just be dry
punchin the wall screaming why
take ur hand away let me die
say some wrong u wont let it slide
ball me up right in ur hand
i hate where the pieces land
mix shit up know its a lie
i changed myself every time

when i needed u (asperr)

Flute (Murtagh & The Eden Project Remix)

Unofficial reupload of EDEN's 'The Spab Project' by AshlynInStereo