run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
i cant be bothered to give a fuck
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun

baby u were the one i would run to
my life has no meaning without u
i should move on but im scared to let u go

what if you realize you miss me
and i found someone else that could kiss me
so ill be alone til you care enough to come back home
 
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
baby i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i can't be bothered (saint mike)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFA09rC8RXo

I tried throwing up last night when I was drunk 'cause I felt sick
Woke up on my porch with a crack in my phone and I felt like shit
This thing never worked no matter how I tried to make it fit
Like the wrong pliers or the size of a screwdriver I grind down the bit
I'm the oldest son in my family my mom wants me to have a few kids
But I'm one drug away from being fucked up homeless living under a bridge
In eighth grade I got high and burned my leg with lit matchsticks
I guess I liked the pain or something but that's as far as it went
Life is kinda like a lullaby from when we were kids
It's happy and sad at the same damn time and you always know how it ends
You said work was fine you're just pretending to like me but I don't get upset
I'll just wait until you leave around nine and then I'll complain to my friends

I tried throwing up last night 'cause I was drunk and I felt sick
Woke up on my porch in sweat stained clothes and I felt like shit
I'm a butterfly with torn off wings that I use as sails
I'm a drop of blood in the water I'm spreading thin until I'm all clear
Life is kinda like a lullaby from when I was a kid
It's happy and sad at the same damn time and I always know how it ends
You said work was fine you're just pretending to like me but I don't get upset
You said I'm alright but I'm not your type I could tell in the first five minutes

spotify

how it ends (p. acey)

Acoustic cover of the song: guardin - i think you're really cool

guardin - i think you're really cool *acoustic cover*

produced by mix

https://open.spotify.com/album/63yzdAg14jbopbCC1xCnSi?si=UbgFj3qxSgCvR-MNVJG2GQ

enjoy <3

lyrics-
but why? why is it we have to be so afraid of 
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑?
are we only alive because we dont wanna die?
i wonder.. does something good ever come from 
𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐?

throwin words out there who do you think you are?
send another text bitch betchu get a new scar
talk alot of shit for someone as small as you
leavin me behind and now your actin brand new

he dont even know, i put on a show
watch his ego grow, now he lyin on the floor

the more that you try the more that youll die
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, yea
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should quit
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here

he don't even know, you're repulsive and it shows
hes bleedin out slow, i watch his life go

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-

i watch his life go-
go
go a-a-a-a-a-a

oh oh oh a-a-a oh
ah-ah oh a-a-a oh
bleedin out slow
𝐆𝐎-

the more that you try the more that youll die 
𝖒𝖎𝖝
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, ye
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should qu-
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here 

i wont fall, not so soon
i wont fall, not so soon
im past it all, through the universe
im past it all, through the universe

ONCE AGAIN IM AT THE TOP
I LOOK TO MYSELF WHEN ALL GOES WRONG
AND I TRY TO COPE WHEN I WRITE THESE SONGS
I KEPT TO MYSELF FOR OH SO LONG

ASCENDING NOW LIKE I SHOULD
TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO THE EARTH
FIGHTING ALL WAS IN THE PAST
REPULSIVE SOUL, WENT THROUGH ALL AND NOW IM LAST

repulsive

Produced by Dianasty
Mixed & Mastered by DontLuvTy
Written by DontLuvTy

Lyrics:
you’ve been gone a while
you must be a mile out
you’re stuck in denial
been there for a while now
remember back in high school
we was smoking burning out
i don’t think it’s cool
the way that shits been turning out

i’m tearing up as i’m writing this song
where in the world 
could you ever have gone?
one second you’re here
then i blink and your gone 
why you still high at the butt crack of dawn
i try to help but you tell me i’m wrong
told me you’re good and that you’re moving on
told me you got me said love you my dog 
knew in my gut you were leading me on

i like to think that you give a fuck
i really don’t know
i’m shit out of luck
said that you’d change but you broke my trust
when you make a promise and break it sucks
wanna believe all the shit that you said
all your new habits just get to my head
while you enjoy all this shit that you’re fed
i’m having nightmares of finding you dead 

you’ve been gone a while
you must be a mile out
you’re stuck in denial
been there for a while now
remember back in high school
we was smoking burning out
i don’t think it’s cool
the way that shits been turning out

love you my dog "a mile out" (prod. Dianasty)

This was a fun project to make that I have started on since April. 8 months I didn't know this was gonna be an album but I knew that ENOUGH! is gonna be the first song on the album. This is a crazy project with some of my best songs yet.

ENOUGH!

On a cold December night, he walks through quiet streets lit by faded holiday lights, fighting the chill with nothing but a slow winter haze. Every chord pulls him back to the same truth — gifts don’t matter, the season doesn’t matter. The only warmth that cuts through the frost is her. All he wants is her silhouette in the snow, melting the night one breath at a time.

You in the Snow

Early version of Nocturne (also known as All These Fabulous)
Want me to cover this (or This Took Me 90 Minutes)? Link in the account description.

Lyrics:
I heard you calling
Sirens singing loud
Fight, fear and horrors
Of all it's just burning out
Your hollow words and promises won't work that easily
Better tread carefully
And i've been here before, but I still don't have you
But I want to
These words are all I have, so i'll just keep dreaming out loud
And if I just keep talking, maybe i'll figure all of this out
Or maybe i'll just hit the road
So sick and tired of all these lies lost in my eyes
But I already know
My karma's coming and there's nowhere to go
So girl let's hit the road
Fuck what they say, and let's just drop it on the line
But i've been thinking lately
And you'll see
No point living like a dead man
Cause i'm already dying 

More Transitional Period Stuff Imma Never Finish

@supachefm @4evrgone

why do i feel this way in the backseat? 
no i'm not fine but please never ask me
wanna have fun out here with my bros now
i cry more than i should it's dumb yeah

and i just wanna make it through like degrassi
i don't really care where we go so don't ask me
as long as it's not here (yeah) 

why do i feel this way in the backseat?
no i'm not fine but please never ask me
wanna have fun out here with my bros now
i cry more than i should it's dumb yeah

(supachefm)
stay wit my bros as i smoke in the backseat
im gettin high just to cope if you ask me
wastin time as i smoke in the backseat
wastin time ion ever wanna love again

do you want?
can you come and hold me down,
do you want?
i can never love again im alone
can u come and hold me down till the morn

stat up in ya place
ima go insane
you think you tha only one alone are you insane??
you cant fuck wit me im shining like a chain
yo bitch loving me she watch me go insane

(scum)
why do i feel this way in the backseat? 
no i'm not fine but please never ask me
wanna have fun out here with my bros now
i cry more than i should it's dumb yeah

life's too short i need a replay
i wish i could do this shit everyday 
late nights and some long drives
i don't really care if we die 
cause i know i won't last forever
i know that i'm gonna die one day
so why not do what i can while i'm still young and here

backseat w/ supachefm (prod. 4evr)

cautiousss *p. charlie shuffler*

Unofficial reupload of EDEN's 'The Spab Project' by AshlynInStereo