i really fw this - reminds me of blink182 keep up the amazing music

This is so enegertic and underrated indeed

Lyrics:

drugs in my veins, ive been struggling with my love,
living afraid, theres no telling when my times done,
running away, me myself and my gun,
lovers decay, guess ill miss you in the long run,
pain fades away, im so empty inside, so numb,
living afraid, theres no telling when my times done,
running away, me myself and my gun,
lovers decay, guess ill miss you in the long run,

i know its too late to start missing you,
im at the wishing well, hoping my wish come true,
and i cant take this anymore,
i spent the night on the damn floor,
and why cant i make you like me more than you do, at this moment,
looking at you right at the door, hoping at least you'd notice,

and why the fuck cant i focus,
you in front of me, bent too your lowest,
you wanna fuck bitch yeah i know this,
sipping on a forty ounce of that bullshit,

call me a fake, because im hopeless,
it takes one, too fucking know one,
i guess i was loving you at my lowest,
slug thru my brain, game over im dead, like socom,

drugs in my veins, ive been struggling with my love,
living afraid, theres no telling when my times done,
running away, me myself and my gun,
lovers decay, guess ill miss you in the long run,
pain fades away, im so empty inside, so numb,
living afraid, theres no telling when my times done,
running away, me myself and my gun,
lovers decay, guess ill miss you in the long run,

You left my room in fucking, shatters babe,
Follow me into my doom, im bout to catch a fade,
Im more worried about you than what there tryna say, 
if she only fucking knew, im just tryna bang,
Leave me for a, dude puffing on his vape,
When all he fucking wears is supreme and bape,
I think you probably get what im tryna say,
Catch me at the crossroads tryna hang,

And I cant fake this,
And I know what she sees,
And I could make this, 
Ugly, Im at my peak,

drugs in my veins, ive been struggling with my love,
living afraid, theres no telling when my times done,
running away, me myself and my gun,
lovers decay, guess ill miss you in the long run,
pain fades away, im so empty inside, so numb,
living afraid, theres no telling when my times done,
running away, me myself and my gun,
lovers decay, guess ill miss you in the long run,

me, myself, & my gun (prod. Homesick)

Ayyyyyyyeee salutations ya'll super much love and many blessings. 
Welcome Everyone!! So here we are with a long awaited track that I've been sitting on for an increasingly long time now. I didnt know what to do with this at first. So I thought of sharing this with you guys to see what you guys might think of this. At the time I was going through my inspiration/emotion to draw from and figure what should I make this message about.. And it just so happened that, right around the time I've thought making this, One of my most closest Uncles Passed away. And a bunch of other things followed suit which lead to me going into my emotions... 
So I've poured my thoughts and heart out onto this track. And found myself constantly reworking this master recording over and over.. 
I guess this became of that very result and Im still on the fence of whether or not if I should truly release this.. So, for now I will leave this here as a Soundcloud release instead. Until I come around to a distro plan for this particular record... 
Other than that, I have so many other options and choices to choose from besides this one. 
May you guys enjoy a ride of the feels through this wave then. 
Straight from the dreams works of - @EmpiricalLeaderUniverseProductions  -  www.elup-djwhizpk.com

Im Missing Something

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Lyrics: (Intro) 
i lost control x3
i lost control again...

(Verse) 
My family can’t know
that I’m bleeding 
They do not know,
How badly I need it 
wanted to die
And yet I survived

Swallowed some pills
Tried to take my own life 
first It was easy; But it fucking hurt
Kidney damage
my dad coming in from work

I wanted to cry
Cause it looked like he did 
strongest man in my life
Upset cause his kid 
Tried to commit

My mom was in shock
Didn’t know what to do
It wasn’t your fault
I wanted to stop but
didn’t have the strength 
I was already gone
So I told myself: fuck it

I told myself fuck it

(Bridge) 
Didn’t know my life
Meant so much 
Until I almost lost it
Wasn’t thinking about 
all of my friends
My mom or my dad 
How it would effect
My big sis 

Stuck in my head
I just wanted out 
I was Halfway there
an IV in my arm.... 

(outro)
How the fuck am I back in my room?
How the fuck am I back in my room? X3
Back in my room
How the fuck am I back in my room?

(Overlapping Outro)
this house is not a home
its just a place i used to go
When I wanted to be alone x2
This house is not a home.

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This House Is Not A Home (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Cold cold hands 
Eye candy

for
time I been this 
Now 
pretty much 
canada 
 
lead in raw 
i seen this already
When I feel it in my bones  
When I feel it pulling on me 

tell it   
i been off distances 
Tell me what backwards is 
Tell me leave 
Tell me leave  
Tell me gone 
And 
For 
Now 
im wishful  
ya  
stand there 
Eyecandy   
Eyecandy   
Eyecandy   

Dead end 
I  Thought it

me, myself, & my gun (prod. Homesick)

i_am_wizard

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