Written and recorded sometime between 2012 - 2014 in collaboration with soundcloud.com/stateofart

Picture: Hsiao Chin, The Origin of Chi 3, 1962

CNN Koan

I needed to put a voice to some overwhelming emotions and this happened...

Suffun - Er - Uvva

Me and FJ live far apart so it's hard for us to meet, so we worked remotely with each other. 

This demo uses vocals recorded by FJ on her phone singing over the track so some of the it is audible in the recording she sent, but I did really really like the way she sings, and tried to encorparte the singing by adding effects to mask the imperfections. Maybe one day this will be rerecorded?

Music and production Jacob R Carolan.
Vocals and lyrics FJ Robertson.
All rights reserved.
Copyright 2024.

Chaotic Good & FJ (Walk With Me) [2023]

2024/2/26

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koyomi

2024/4/7

hitokizami

This is crying out to become a song!

It was born of 'Pt 2' which I ran through a free plug in called Hysteresis to give the strange computerised sweeps you can behind the intro/outro. All other sounds came from Pakotek.

Hammeresque Pt4 (Eighties Vibe)

The one that started it off... Predominantly construction kits from the SLAYER Beta Pack by Cymatics.

Hammeresque Pt1 (Cinematic Epic)

Not feel 

Wake outside of myself 
Make my way to my cigarette 
Sunrise over the swamp
I can smell the air, you there 
This sun ive already felt
The breeze is rest from my lonely self
Everything I see just breathes, through me for free 

And now the crows have left
Nothing here but the silent mess
Thunder boom from the south is walking through, from you
Reflections starting to fade
Suns gone away to another day 
Shadows seep from the drains that flow beneathe, the streets

Black blades of grass stingin through 
The moon says it’s sorry for what ive been through 
The earth keeps on spinning through passing of storms, it forms  
The tears have all have dried now for years 
Rowing down this puddle I cry to hear 
The sun screaming up from the roots of the earth..it’s birth 

Why can I not feel for a day 
Why can I not surrender to its grace 
Why can I not tell you what’s in my mind 
Why can I not breathe before I die 

Give me your heart, lace it with fear
End these black days. Ends these dark years 


Tell me I’m right, tell me I’m fine
I feel all I know, and it becomes mine 

Im ceasing to know, the person I am 
All I feel is you, all of you I am





Regular lyrics was surrender to its grace, but I’m clearly singing his grace. And struggle with faith, so I am guessing that’s suppose to be

Nøt Feel

Dïşgřaçe <ïn> tħë Çreäkiň’ höuşe

2024/5/18

koto

...The Prodigy meets Nine Inch Nails with a little Meshuggah to taste (?)

Listen To Me

I make odd music, sometimes I'm brilliant, sometimes I think I'm being brilliant and then the next day I listen back to it.I have been entertaining myself for over 25 years, producing hundreds of pieces of ambient, glitch, jungle and existing on soundcloud/thewolfgirlliberation & bandcamp/thewolfgirliberation.

I am self taught and somehow without any direction have come with a lot of things I'm proud of.
I have changed over the years and adapted my style to new sounds I like. Now I want to go live, I have equipment and talent, and that's all you need, right?!

I am looking/I'm looking for you ..maybe?

I use keyboards and drum samples mostly. 

my bandcamp.
https://thewolfgirlliberation.bandcamp.com/
summerkarma:
https://summerkarma.bandcamp.com/album/summer-home-volume-ii-datcha
etchedtraumas:
http://etchedtraumas.bandcamp.com/album/the-lighthouse

https://seasons-of-electricity.bandcamp.com/track/under-the-night





'The Arrow of Time' is available to download from my dropbox:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/sa3p295c0ng4qau/gkP8x0mJQx

I feel l sad to think no one has heard my music

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