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"KABUKI" by @the0000 & deadrazy

produced by deadrazy
vox by @the0000
mix master by @zyrom

kabuki

TRACK 1 : "THE ART OF ISOLATION"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

a poem written by @the0000
interpreted and voiced by @deadrazy
composed by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

English version :

Silence.
It was the only thing that mattered.
Shutting ourselves away in a bubble, keeping everything inside, feelings or anxieties, fears or impulses, nothing was to come out.
The desire to isolate ourselves from others was, in the beginning, in our eyes, a way of preventing ourselves from making them suffer with our ills.
It's by cutting ourselves off from the world that we lose the human in us.
Most of the time, we are forced to resort to this option when an emotional shock or trauma becomes too much to bear.
Our wounded heart, thinking it will be repaired, forces us to submit to our impulses in order to purge our being.
Artificial paradises, such as alcohol, help us to drown our unhappiness, but they don't make it go away.
The higher the dose, the greater the physical and psychological consequences.
The mutilation, the self-destruction, the desire to leave this world, to see it disappear with us, the desire to put an end to this cycle of chaos, intensifies. Chaos stays within us.
Buried in our bubble, without saying a word, these impulses rise little by little, but yet, impossible to scream.
Silence is a pact with the devil, with ourselves.
It muzzles us, weakens us.
People watch us wither away, and we can't beg them to put an end to our suffering.
Silence reigns supreme in our minds.
The art of isolation,
Memoirs of a mutist.

theo & deadrazy - the art of isolation

FRAGMENT 6 : "MENTIS CARÇERA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

My innocence was slaughtered
Inside my flesh, it wandered
My arms and legs were wired
My tongue and ears were severed
A bastard was trying
To escape, by crawling
And screaming, and squirming
And hurting, suffering

The ceiling was laughing
At my pain, he's mocking
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
It's feeding, It's feasting
It's eating my insides
It's peeling on my flesh
It's gnawing on my bones
My body was it's home

The sky is bleeding on my carcass
The gods are laughing at my weakness
My sadness, mixed up with my madness

I'm the main attraction inside this circus
Look at me, look at the clown while he's crying
His makeup fading with his tears
Mock him, louder, louder

My innocence was slaughtered
Inside my flesh, it wandered
My arms and legs were wired
My tongue and ears were severed
A bastard was trying
To escape, by crawling
And screaming, and squirming
And hurting, suffering

The ceiling was laughing
At my pain, he's mocking
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
It's feeding, It's feasting
It's eating my insides
It's peeling on my flesh
It's gnawing on my bones
My body was it's home

theo & deadrazy - mentis carçera

FRAGMENT 7 : "NULL"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

Backslide, revert
Inside, inert
Backslide, revert
Inside, inert

I was not faithful to myself
The poison is rushing through my cells
Coming back, at this point, just seems impossible
Cleansing my soul, I don't believe in miracles
Angry and violent, I became insufferable
Body mistreated, my bruises were visible
Watching me suffer in front of a mirror
Forlorn, I just see myself as an error
My eyes won't work no more, can't see no colors
Inside my gullet was growing your flowers
Pushing through somedays, I don't have no power
Proud of myself, I finally went sober
Leurs épines pointues transpercèrent ma gorge
J'avance de plus en plus loin dans la morgue
Je fixe les abysses avec un oeil morne
Le silence me fait communiquer en morse

Backslide, revert
Inside, inert
Backslide, revert
Inside, inert

Each hour that goes by, it's getting worse
I wish to scream but I done lost my voice

theo & deadrazy - null

FRAGMENT 9 : "DROWNING IN EUPHORIA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I cry only on the inside, so that every single demons drown
Fallen flowers growing out of my chest, until they're all reaching the clouds
I broke the chains of my suffering, they deprived me from breathing
Ingested ethanol inside of my guts, to finally feel myself floating

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it
I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

theo & deadrazy - drowning in euphoria

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