Dark thoughts

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Tombe la neige

links to the original instrumental + artists below, thanks for listening and thanks to grayera for letting me post this! 

sparrow - https://soundcloud.com/grayera/sparrow-feat-drew-the-architect
https://soundcloud.com/grayera
https://soundcloud.com/drewthearchitect

lyrics
I don't mind
the space between
you and me
did you see
the polarity
it's killing me
a fantasy
curtains closing
chasing dreams

you don't like to talk about it at all

sparrow - grayera + drew the architect [phantom roses remix]

its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

AN ALBUM ABOUT GROWING UP
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DAILY ROUTINE (PROD. LC2K)

No Call (PROD. LOCK)

Prod @999vandal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOdpss3HuoA&feature=youtu.be

STFU

STFU ( prod. 666†⃝vandal )+ clip video

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/37mLRGxiODBZfUUaTbNFJ8?si=9atLxhyGQMufhDVF3mjbwA
Genius : https://genius.com/Senv-camisole-lyrics
PROD+ @coilwound
CAMISOLE 2 : https://soundcloud.com/senvgod/camisole_2_prod_coilwound?si=ca19d091cfe446b4949bbd2d0fb8c1b7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
ft.@v-tvchibvnv

Lyrics : 

@senvgod

*intro* 
~Jveux tout de suite, trop de stresse
Je m’impose des choses, et jregrette 
Dans mon verre l’eau, est coupé net
Jaurais pas du, Jsui defoncé 
Pardon si jtai offensé
Jte tuerais vraiment la prochaine fois
Jvais plus te rater jte promet~

Dans la rue jte descend
Ouai la place est vacante 
Attends tu peux attendre patiemment 
Tout doucement ca tourne en toi
Vise le trône et j’latteind
Pas d’attente jsui instable 
Impatient jme deteste

JVEUX TOUT DE SUITE, TROP DE STRESSE
JE M'IMPOSE DES CHOSES, ET JE REGRETTE
DANS MON VERRE L'EAU, EST COUPÉ NET
J'AURAIS PAS DU EN RAJOUTER, JSUI DÉFONCÉ
PARDON SI JTAI OFFENSÉ
JTE TUERAIS LA PROCHAINE FOIS
JVAIS PLUS TE RATER JTE PROMET

Pue la merde jtarrache les tripes
Tu sais ca fais quoi de souffrir 
Dans la mort jai vu la vie
Et puis ta mere ma dit merci

JTE REPEINS AVEC MON SANG
DEMANDE PAS POURQUOI C'EST BLANC
FERME TA GUEULE
TROP DE PATIENTS
JTE REPEINS AVEC MON SANG
DEMANDE PAS POURQUOI C'EST BLANC
FERME TA GUEULE
TROP DE PATIENTS

Pue la merde jtarrache les tripes
Tu sais ca fais quoi de souffrir 
Dans la mort jai vu la vie
Et puis ta mere ma dit merci

@v-tvchibvnv

J'espère que t'es croyant
Un peu trop distant
J'aurais du naître en Afghanistan 
Discretion 100%
Elle essaie d'respirer noyée dans une marre de sang 

Et la elle cligne plus des yeux 
J'lai envoyer vers les cieux 
Cagoule et gants par la fenetre
Tout seul dans la nuit, la chasse est ouverte 

J'ai mon schlass 
Crache sur ta carcasse 
Dans mon cerveau il spasse que des trucs dégueulasses 
Jvis dans un cauchemar comme Micolash
Ya qule bout de tes pieds qui dépassent de la bâche

CAMISOLE 2 : https://soundcloud.com/senvgod/camisole_2_prod_coilwound?si=ca19d091cfe446b4949bbd2d0fb8c1b7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

HYSTÉRIE

CAMISOLE ft.V~TVCHIBVNV [+COILWOUND]

"KEBELIOR"

feat. @prxpvne
prod. @prxpvne and Theo
mix,master @prxpvne

KEBELIOR (feat. PRXPVNE) [prod. PRXPVNE]

$anfak & Partycja - TYPICAL [PROD. SANPERSEUS]

OTSUYA • NEW ALBUM IS OUT NOW
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