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Hindsight

lyrics


lyrics

step on my back
stomp on my head
i see the future in time for my death
give it some time
theres nothing left
the path you had chosen is not for the best
give me some time while im taking my rest
i smell the blood coming off of her breath
i still regret all the time that i spent
wasting away
im freezing to death

do i take your words for what theyre worth now
i feel im slowly just worse now
all of your words , they just hurt now
i took my time and i purged now

and im sorry for how i am
and im sorry u had to deal with me this long
its all out my hands
im done writing this story
ill come home 

step on my back
stomp on my head
i see the future in time for my death
give it some time
theres nothing left
the path you had chosen is not for the best
give me some time while im taking my rest
i smell the blood coming off of her breath
i still regret all the time that i spent
wasting away
im bleeding to death

nothing lives here

Nothing Lives Here (p. ne'erdowell)

Pissin on da opps (ytbflarryse)

Lyrics:

(høøk1)
Id say, we should show up late, explode our minds and then go insane
Watch it rain, i cant bare this pain, but i light up when you come my way

Ignore what i said, that was yesterday
Tomorrows soon, nothing stays the same
I dont mind going M.I.A
No one pays attention to my face

(verse)
Hit the gas, swerve off in this white mercades
Throw it off the cliff by your house cause im angry
Seen your texts, im not feeling you lately
I have wounds from when you betrayed me

Fucked up and i cannot restore her 
Shes being so violent, but shes staying sober
I walk upon this earth with a mind of a loner
And every single day i try reaching for closure

Did you finally find yourself, huh?
You’re Tweaked out off coke and a delta
When im manic, im an interesting fella
Cry me a river when im under this umbrella

Youve been acting like a tick, get up out my life
Always said you needed space, and i wasted time
Erase the thought of seeing you when i hit this pipe
I need to see the light of day, its so hard to find

(høøk2)
Id say, we should show up late, explode our minds and then go insane
Watch it rain, i cant bare this pain, but i light up when you come my way

Ignore what i said, that was yesterday
Tomorrows soon, nothing stays the same
I dont mind going M.I.A
No one pays attention to my face

(end)
I dont mind going M.I.A
I dont mind going M.I.A 
I dont mind going M.I.A 
I dont mind going M.I.A 

No one pays attention to my face
No one pays attention to my face
No one pays attention to my face
No one pays attention to my face

(SAMPLE: SONNY FUCKIN MOORE)
smiles and her laughter
its the only thing that ive been waiting for, a time
regardless of our distance and our hope, grows greater
trapped by pretty eyes and letters, for all time
the only thing that ive been waiting for

M.I.A (lil biscuit)

GONE FISHIN'

If I tell you something else, I will do you wrong
Tell me less never equaled the same weight
I kept on my back
Never even changed my ways
I can’t sleep the same now
I know everybody else wants to dream now
Give me my time to speak my peace now
I don’t want to dream now
I just wanna do without
Tell me less equals the same weight
I kept up on my shoulders
I’ve been seeing new dates new dates I need
New hate new hate I need something else to deliver me
I know that I need clarity
I can’t find my clarity now,
I’ve been doing without
Any of the voices in my head now

If I tell you something else, I will do you wrong
Tell me less never equal the same weight
I kept on my back
Never even changed my ways
I can’t sleep the same now
I know everybody else wants to dream now
Give me time to speak my peace now
I don’t want to dream now
I just wanna do without

All of these hurdles
they’re coming too quickly
It’s hard for me to see clear
All I see is blurry
Everything you see dear
never need to worry

I’ve been losing sight of what I’m feeling
I can’t feel it the same way as I did back when I was healing cause everybody else felt the same way as I did that was around me All of my friends that I hid with they never burned me
I feel the same way as I did back then
Back then I know
I know I feel the same way as I did back then
Back then I know

do u wrong (p. sorrow bringer)

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One and Only Ft UV6X7 & Troubled999 (Prod metlast)

SCREAM

whole new sounds for meeeskis

LYRICS
Had to level up 
cause im the man

Counting on my body 
Bringin bands

Can’t control my lust 
Throw it away 

She throwin as$ 
Im just tryna see 
Whatsup  

You ain’t seen 
Nothing like this 

I just took something 
I don’t even know 

Its a project x 
Party, letting go 

Smokin’ till my lungs 
Are broken 

Im feelin’ loose 
I dont know 
What ima do 

They outside 
Why they talking 
We in the room 

They know 
We greedy 
We like taking 
What we want 

I been through hell 
And let me tell you 
It get dark 

If my twins cant 
Come then I won’t slide 

Like im mario 
These mushrooms 
Fire

Up all night 
Like a vampire 

All these gs
This wagoner 
Is loud 

They thought 
I was wild 

Believed in 
my life 

What im
Living now

She’s gon give 
Me top 
While the hood is dropping down 

All black on me now 
bitxh im rocking venom style 

So fine 
Like marilyn

How you like 
My first impression 

I like my 
Reflection 
When them diamonds dancing 

Wasn’t tryna 
fuxk wit me 
and now they as$ 
Handsy 

(Repeats)


PROJECT X [slowed + reverb] (prod. purc)

let me fall, let me break.. ⛓️‍💥

One and Only Ft UV6X7 & Troubled999 (Prod metlast)

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