You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

Without you a day feels like a week 
I hope that sometimes you think about me
And fuck I barely wanna eat
I swear I barely wanna do shit 

I don't wanna spam u 
It's just that i miss u
I'm just a lil sad
Why is it that bad ?

Inside i feel like you're getting bored of me 
And  it's okay if u do like everybody
I could be thinking bout a false scenario
Or maybe you will leave me on my own

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

How many lines will I have to write to feel better ?
I think that maybe I'll just need to talk to you later

En elle j'peux lire les espoirs, les peurs
J'ai qu'une seule vie j'peux pas me louper
J'vais vite j'ai pas le temps pour douter
Et cette souffrance elle commence à dater

J'sais même plus où j'aimerais aller
Sur la route du bonheur j'ai calé
J'peux dévier mais j'peux pas reculer
J'ai failli lâcher, putain j'ai collé

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained

are you okay ?

are you okay ? (noxiousnights)

Lapse - ft. Killing Art (p. grayskies)

sorrow bringer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

i'm sorry i'm fucked up (i'm sorry i fucked up)
sorry i'm drugged up (i'm sorry i'm drugged up)
staying the night but (staying the night but)
pls don't ask what's in my cup

drugging up my head, i cannot feel a thing
feelings in my body, can't get rid of them
i been so alone since i first blinked
5 minutes with that chick and she's like "damn"

i told that bitch "i really meant it"
i'm so sorry, i'm just fucking manic
why did you think that i would like that?
"start to think", bro i'm far too wasted

you don't believe me, well bae i could show
that imma die if i'd stop ma blow
honestly no i don't know
what you're talking bout, so please shut your mouth

drugging up my head, i cannot feel a thing
feelings in my body, can't get rid of them
i been so alone since i first blinked
5 minutes with that chick and she's like "damn"

numbing myself for far too long
i don't think that this is wrong
i don't know why i keep holding on
fuck these thoughts, for that i got my bong

drugging up my head, i cannot feel a thing
feelings in my body, can't get rid of them
i been so alone since i first blinked
5 minutes with that chick and she's like "damn"

damn

damn (sorrow bringer)

[chorus]
and you yeah ohh
every time we’re talking baby, you were against me
cause you won’t take
my heart into fragments baby, it won’t break too easily
reconnect the feelings baby, i don’t wanna see you leave
i know you don’t hate me cause you always tryna check on me
you don’t gotta worry girl i’m begging you i’m saying please
you lighting up my heart it’s like we burning at 1000 degrees

[verse]
they split my heart in fragments
i’ll wake and get them back yeah
they always tryna stop me
but my hearts moving fast yeah
re:mind re:mind, let me get my girl back
dive into your heart and reconnect so we can get back
drowning in the darkness but you always lighting up the path 
i’ll sacrifice my life if that means getting you i won’t fall on back

[bridge]
i don’t care if i fade yeah
for you i’ll do whatever
i’ll die to make you happy
our hearts will stay together

[chorus]
and you yeah ohh
every time we’re talking baby, you were against me
cause you won’t take
my heart into fragments baby, it won’t break too easily
reconnect the feelings baby, i don’t wanna see you leave
i know you don’t hate me cause you always tryna check on me
you don’t gotta worry girl i’m begging you i’m saying please
you lighting up my heart it’s like we burning at 1000 degrees

stream!

1k degreez (prod. odece x northeast lights)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

sadtxnshi: https://www.youtube.com/c/prodsadtxnshi (ily<3)

crying on my phone
while my ex is on some parties
she feels so alone
scared of that she now wants me
chilling in my zone
doing cocaine with my buddys
imma die alone
it's okay, i know i'm ugly

looking out the window, i see nothing but my dead friends
i feel something coming, i just hope it is my end

crying on my phone
while my ex is on some parties
she feels so alone
scared of that she now wants me
chilling in my zone
doing cocaine with my buddys
imma die alone
it's okay, i know i'm ugly

(i think that im dying, baby can you call me?
every night i'm crying, baby can you hold me?
already stopped fighting, please don't cry over me
already stopped trying, imma just die and see)

coke with my buddys

coke with my buddys (sadtxnshi)

...would she like me then?

grimacetrap: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoZwZQazbELHSiLOOjuRSTQ

ty @triple444 <3

you burned my eyes out 
you burned the happiness out my soul
i take my blade now 
and now my life is not in my control

rest your head bae, it's a hell of a night
don't look at me, i've been a mess for a while
i numb myself so i won't start to cry
i'm sorry if i stutter i'm just way too fried

why u always try to fix me
why u always try to change my mind
don’t u see this all a waste of time
why u always try to fix me

oh i hate seeing you u like this
but oh i kinda wish u were there
it’s hell of night

If i call u would u pick it up 
i know i fucked it up
i know i know
if i call u would u pick it up 
i know u hurt sometime 
i know i know

rest your head bae, it's a hell of a night
don't look at me, i've been a mess for a while
i numb myself so i won't start to cry
i'm sorry if i stutter i'm just way too fried

she don't really like me, think that she is my end
if i would kill myself would she like me then?
if you see me smile please just know i pretend
one day i'm fucked up, next i wake up in hell

coke with my buddys (sadtxnshi)

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