This song is on my album 'Some with words, some without' 💛

Eventually I’ll forget about me
I’ll forget who I was right now in a week
Fuck myself over, play my songs on repeat
Listen to myself over and over to remember me

I have what I’ve wanted
For years and even more
I got everything I need
But my brain is still warped

Eventually I’ll forget about me
I’ll forget who I was right now in a week

Everything sucks in the world around me
But I’m doing all I can 
To keep my brain happy
To what I’m used to 

I feel like I must go back
To all the hopeless pain
And all the panic attacks

Eventually I’ll forget about me
I’ll forget who I was right now in a week

Eventually I’ll forget about me
I’ll forget who I was right now in a week
Eventually I’ll forget about me
I’ll forget who I was right now in a week

https://open.spotify.com/track/1XwmbrnkMSsg4AC65dWDfm?si=f7664b733c0b4019
https://music.apple.com/us/album/eventually/1709548235?i=1709548244

Eventually

I remember that one night
Didn't know it'd be my last
I didn't know we wouldn't last
You're mad at me and that's understandable
But what I don't understand is
I tried to give you time, but you wouldn't let me go

Still wanna be friends but I don't
I'm tryna say goodbye
But things keep on pushin' me back to you
(Pushin' me, pushin' me)
Stop actin' like you know me, like you know me
You keep pushin' me

Im trying my best not to cry
That's not how it's suppose to be
Say you wanna be friends, but that's not fair to me
But I don't wanna leave you
That's not how it's suppose to be
(Maybe I should leave)
It's getting to the point I feel eaten alive

I don't know if you feel how I feel
Are you still in love with me
(In love)
Or is there someone else
Witchu, witchu
With you, with you

My heart is broken into a million pieces because of you
But I still want you around
Please don't go
Don't care if I die
Don't care if you hate me
Don't care, don't care
I don't care at all
You can do whatever
Don't matter to me

(Just please stay here)
Why'd I do that, do that
Don't wanna see you go
Don't wanna go
I've been way too blind
Don't know why I said what I said

But if you ain't here
If you ain't here
It don't matter
It don't matter
It don't matter
It don't matter
It don't matter

I don't care, don't care what you do
What you do
What you do
What you do

Because of You

Just in case you die on your trip

lonely

Don’t You Know (You’re The Only One)?


Only frames 
No words 
You turn around
 Sitting on a bowl 

It’s all right
Do what you want
Who cares
Of what the world says 

You sure are pretty 
You sure are sexy 
So what’s the trouble
You had some time ago

What did you do to your arms?
Don’t you know you’re the only one?

Thinks of someone 
When in her prime 
And not when sinking in memories 
Or hunted by the past

It’s all right
Do what you want
Who cares
Of what the world says 

You’re sure 
You sure are pretty 
You sure are sexy 
So what’s the trouble
You had some time ago

What did you do to your arms?
Don’t you know you’re the only one?

Don’t You Know (You’re The Only One)?

D’ya ever feel sometimes we weren’t meant to be?
A Bread&Butter piece

Find Myself (Alone)

Love Just Isn't

just a demo, but enjoy it for me will ya?

Alone

Created with Suno AI. 

With the curtains drawn on barred windows
The start of the incarceration 
Bleeds into the walls
And with the doors chained, and bonds tightened
The start of the incarceration 
Creeps through the halls

When the sun goes down, and the sky is bruised
The start of the awakening 
Rattles through the walls
And when the moon is full, but hidden in the fog
The start of the awakening 
Stalks us one and all

“Don’t make a sound
It’ll be okay
Just trust me
It has to be this way”

But I refuse to sleep in this room where it touches me
And I would rather be a prisoner if this is what’s considered free
Coerced and forced to let it lay down upon me
It’s happened so many times I don’t even trust my own memory

When I try to recollect all those times that I didn’t want 
I doubt that anyone will believe 
Was it yesterday or today? 
Was I nine, fifteen, or twenty five?
Perhaps it never did
Or did it never end?

It rattles all the walls
As it creeps through the halls
To stalk and steal what it needs
Burrows itself deep
Seeps inside of me
And leaves me to bleed

But I refuse to sleep in this room where it touches me
And I would rather be a prisoner if this is what’s considered free
Coerced and forced to let it lay down upon me
It’s happened so many times I don’t even trust my own memory

the devil lives in the cellar

A groovy sad psychedelic pop song filled with emotion. 

Wish I Knew

Velvet Petals delve into a "Shutter Speed in Slow Motion," a deeply atmospheric and melancholic indie rock piece. The song paints a world in black and white, where memories fade like dying photographs and the truth is laid bare in exposed negatives. With haunting vocals, evocative guitar melodies, and a slow-burning intensity, the track builds a "gallery of sorrow," exploring lost love and the painful clarity of the past. #VelvetPetals #ShutterspeedInSlowMotion #IndieRock #Melancholic #Atmospheric #FadingMemories #GalleryOfSorrow

Find Myself (Alone)

The Big Fish Attack