Written by: Khamari
Produced by: Khamari, Trackside, Johan Lenox

Ain’t these supposed to be my glory days
Late nights, and I can’t even feel my face
Hate going out, but you said it was just a phase
I’m not sure that’ll ever change
Will it ever change
Red Bull and tequila keep me up right in the night
When I should’ve kept my ass inside
My friends wouldn’t let me, they know I

Most of the time I feel too much
So I try not to feel at all
Staring at the ceiling, I
Staring at the writing on the wall
Is there some type of 
Is there some type of pill I could take
That would make it all go away

Doctor, would you give me something
Would you, would you
Doc, I’m only 20 something
Would you, would you
I’m way too young to feel this numb, yea
Would you, would you

My eyes, I think they’re already going
Cause I don’t see things too clearly
Think I could use a little perspective from you
I do
Cause my mind’s always racing
And I’ve been trying to slow the pace with
Red Bull and tequila keep me up right through the day
When I should’ve kept my ass inside
But I gotta work this nine to five

Most of the time I feel too much
So I try not to feel at all
Staring at the ceiling, I
Staring at the writing on the wall
Is there some type of 
Is there some type of pill I could take
That would make it all go away

Doctor, would you give me something
Would you, would you
Doc, I’m only 20 something
Would you, would you
I’m way too young to feel this numb, yea
Would you, would you

[David Worrell - Khamari’s grandfather]
I don’t know Khamari, you’re putting a lot of pressure on yourself
But I, I don’t think it’s too much that you can’t handle
It’s just a matter of focusing on what you gotta do
And sometimes you know, you just have to, just relax and go with the flow
Things always have a way of working out, man
Just focus on what you’ve got to do, and you know what I always say
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did
You have to take time to live
Tomorrow’s not promised to anybody

Doctor, My Eyes

For The Deported

Avalon

718 (prod. $teev)

Burning Blue

!! @dalielise, @jdubbeats

man. hello! it's been a while since i had an album i forgot how to roll one out LMAO

for the past couple years i’ve been really obsessed with 90s / 2000s rnb and old east coast music, i grew up listening to all of that but never got to really dive into it until recently when i met hella people who inspired me to take a jab at the genre, with features / additional vocals / melodies by @jrobbdaproducer, @kasrizvi, @aeroaustaire, @sobemakes, @dalielise, @s_l_o_w, @1chill, @808toofly, & @jdubbeats. thank you to everyone involved with this project in any way possible!!

hoping you enjoy your summer <3

https://linktr.ee/bsterthegawd

je t'aime.

Is It a Crime

To Dry a Tear

Euphoria

HEARTS SOLD SEPARATELY

United Nations + 1000 Ways to Die

All I Want + In Pursuit

No More Entertainers

house track to end the summer! 

sample chops done by @untamabletable

enjoy!

https://linktr.ee/bsterthegawd

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BRI is an upcoming R&B singer/rapper from Brooklyn, NY. With piercing, rhythmic beats and warm vocals, Bri stands firm in her artistry by bringing forth heightened emotion and individuality. This young multifaceted talent welcomes her audience into her life experiences surrounding love and spirituality, introducing a world of infinite presence and vulnerability.

718 (prod. $teev)

B.R.I

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