this started playing because I forgot I put it on my weird core thing as a joke so I just heard this out of nowhere in the middle of the night and it scared the hell out of me

this sounds like my brain lmaooo 😭😭

weirdcore

Malmo - Mook

mook malmo

waveform - easy

The Lobotomy

instupendo - six forty seven (slowed & intro loop)

PINEAPPLE UPSIDE DOWN (feat. ethan is online) - QUEEF JERKY

Produced by randomblackdude
Recorded, mixed, & mastered by Jay Wonder
Artwork by Jay Wonder

2015 Self-Conscious

STREAM ON SPOTIFY, APPLE MUSIC, & MORE HERE: https://ffm.to/thecenterofsolace

COP "THE CENTER OF SOLACE" MERCH HERE: https://selfconsciousthreads.com/

Lyrics:

And if it's like that the whole time
If it's like that the whole time, we'll be alright
I stayed up all night, but it's alright
And if it's like that the whole time, we'll be alright
I stayed up all night, but it's alright
And I done stayed up the whole night, but it's alright

It's me and my nibblin' conscience
Nigga, I'm fixin' to give up
I been alone for the longest
It's trouble the way that we joggin'
Nothin' gon' save us or stop us
Me and my nibblin' conscience
Nigga, I'm fixin' to give up
I been alone for the longest

It's just me and my thoughts wit'
Nobody
I'm trapped in The Matrix, baskin' in fakeness; need to chat wit' some agents
Over wine glasses and steak and grasp an arrangement
I only cypher 'cause I want a way out
But I won't happen to make it
Blasted by a tank; it's war here
And I'm not The One
The forgotten son, so a dark night
I'm Bruce Wayne
Black sheep of The White family
Papa-abandoned
He wasn't there for me
Carelessly parenting, apparently
Man, it's deep
Sanity ran and flee like dog, shit is buggin' me
Ugly, so I hide my face
And hide away where my momma stay
I pray I die today
She wann' kick me out
I wann' find a place
But no means, so I just hibernate
Pack the bags under my eyes; I'm trippin'
Said goodbye to visions
I'm tired of this shit
Goonie bought a new whip
I ain't jealous of his car, but I envy his drive
I'm feelin' heavy inside
I'm unproductive, deterioratin', goin' stir-crazy
Some reluctance, fear, and impatience
First Lady is missin'
Way in the distance
Probably taken; a Mrs.
Or datin' a nigga
Heart vacant; she's smitten
See her face in them pictures
Fuck it, though
And fuck a hoe, if I can't fuck a hoe
Fuckin' hoe
I'm feelin' depressed
I'm feelin' the stress
I'm feelin' the weight
I'm feelin' regret
But it's back to the music
Though there's times when I wanna turn my back to the music
'Cause it's hassle to do it
I get passed and pursue it and stay focused
Even when you think no one see you, some take notice
Self-conscious
Physical and mental health problems
Bloggin', from the center of solace

It's me and my nibblin' conscience...

the center of solace feat. earl sweatshirt

The Dresden Dolls

Bad Habit

Skeletal Lamping

Gallery Piece

Paralytic Stalks

We Will Commit Wolf Murder

The Way Out

A Cold Freezin' Night

White Is Relic/Irrealis Mood

Paranoiac Intervals/Body Dysmorphia

"Still Life" 
from the mixtape, Be The One You Love
released on February 24, 2018

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/dGVt6-zoP6c

Produced by Sitcom
Additional Drum Programming by @MulchAikens
Bass by Matthew Melchionne
Mixed by Jake Lazovick
Mastered by Jeremy Kinney

---
(what can only be found now? 
it can only be only found now
did you find it? do you see it? 
it can only be found now)

as if
as if staring at a gravesite
until I become a grave sight/site
would it make me a still life?

as if 
I knew what i knew 
but i don't
so i do what i do
so i go with the flow
until I'm blue
as if the notion to know shit
could save no one from nothing
as if I make space saved for placelessness
and be pasted into my peaceful bliss
as if I'm displaced
in this place
is it this face?
within this grin?

how bout that
how bout that
I'll walk into the landscape
I won't come back

how bout that
how bout that
I'll walk into away

how bout
how bout
I walk into the distance
until I become the distance
would it make me the distance

how bout
the still life with old shoes holds truth
deep in a blue mood with hues of gold sun views
it's the rear view and the real you
that haunt you
even here too, real soon
I'll walk away into a way of being
be it, I meant to mean it
reaching for meaning
but I'll wake up
I'm still Jacob
with still life
and self-love

how bout that
how bout that
I'll walk into the landscape
I won't come back

how bout that
how bout that
I'll walk into away

how bout that

---
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Be The One You Love

Still Life

64 little white things (cake bake betty cover)

Existential Crisis Hour//kilo kish

A Cold Freezin' Night

The Books

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