The Upload 9/2/22

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 
Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this In and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
You don’t belong here 

When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Is everything okay 
I know the telltales
I know the bad signs 
I was there in the bad times 
Are you alright
Why won’t you tell me 
I want to help please 
You can still fight 
I know it hurts i 
Just want to help without letting you down first 

Sorry about all the outbursts 
It’s just that I’m spiraling downwards 
It feels like I’m falling and i don’t know if  I’ll wake up or if I’ll hit the ground first 
I’m as alone as the first time 
Always alone at the worst times 
Gone when you need me should have believed me
When I said I was the worst kind 

I know nothing’s alright 
Staying up all night
Sleeping all day just to pass time 
These are bad the times yeah 
These Are the  bad times 
When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Nothing is okay 
No nothing is okay 
I’m hoping for some change 
In my headspace 
Maybe one day 

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 

Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this in and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
I don’t belong here

these r the bad times

anxiety by Kartur
Prod. by Ross Gossage x jang0

anxiety

Inner World Peace

Aftershook

Riverbank

Prod. Iof
Ft Lxst Boy
Mix and Mastered by Lxst Boy 

New song with Lxst Boy since yall have been asking for it

Echoes w/ Lxst Boy

Questioning reality? Create a new one. Only you can change your life and what you choose will be on you. Sometimes you gotta give certain things up in order to create that new reality you wish for..

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/c/prodchibi

Lyrics:
You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change

I really love you but it's getting hard to chase
Sometimes I wonder if you even like my face
Take is slow because I know were out of time
I need affection so I need you by my side

You wanna go you wanna ride changing the pace
Gimme a show switching the tide I'm in the race
They're gonna break ya
Come around radiant the fake love
Make a sound then you're gonna wake up
Spit it out know you wanna say sum

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

Breaking through I'm making progress
All the lucy got me feeling nauseous
You're so lovely sitting in a sun dress
I still love you when you're speaking nonsense
In the shade
On the beach I'm watching waves 
I don't really like the taste
Recently I like to hate
Hiding in a cage
Filling up with rage

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change (x2)

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change 

I really love you but it's getting hard to chase
(Bending and breaking)
Sometimes I wonder if you even like my face
(I wanna know if we're cool)
(Shimmy and shaking)
Take is slow cause I know were out of time
(Thinking I might be a fool)
(How do I take it)
I need affection so I need you by my side
(I gotta follow the rules)

Shimmy & Shaking (Prod. Chibi) (2019)

a song about cherry flavored butterflies.

cherry flavored butterfly (bonus)

There’d Better Be A Mirrorball

There'd Better Be A Mirrorball

https://orcd.co/stfu
https://thrillerrecords.com/collections/kailee-morgue

STFU

psychosis

DILLA

DILLA (hell)

Wait It Out

Wait It Out prod. Acey

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

flesh w/ brvski

#rock #emo #alternative #emorock #indierock #indiepop #bunni #aeter #wifiskeleton

just like me

2PILLS

Here to give people something to relate to.

Echoes w/ Lxst Boy

Senzu ¥

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