Production by LordQuan

yeah uh ay
i found this beat on youtube just typed in like travis scott type beat
noccanism

ay ay ay ay
there's this new girl that i have met
i think ive become to emotionally attached
ay ay ay
when i see her with another guy
anger and sadness leak out the dispatched
i dont know if its a sign that my higher cells have sent me
or if its something that will detriment me
she spent 4 nights in everything
nice, beautiful, vibrant, ginger hair cute little freckles on her face everywhere
she's an amazing drawer and painter
no type of challenge could restrain her
she says that she likes my art to
which gave me a boost 
to creatively push through
but she's kinda hard
so im just talking nonsense 
knowing that it makes my hate for love more immense
but its not her fault its not mine
i guess the universe just doesn't want us to line
but i wanna be alined
we get along so well and have so much in common
i think about her all the time while eating ramen raaaamen

[?]
it doesn't matter because in the end she has a boyfriend
[?]
i dont even know anymore ill just leave society 
where nobody cares about me 
go its my inner core (core)

you're just being over dramatic
the energy between me and her is fucking V E G A S  S T A T I C
she dont even care about me
i asked her what's wrong one time
and she said nothing
when she obviously showed me signs of drowning

i could tell by how she looked
not by empathy
i can't really feel for humans
i feel like most have resented me
so ill just distance myself from her
so when she thinks of me
all she'll see is a bur 
and my heart [?] imbalance 
i need to heal this show this energy and talent
we were never really meant to be

Love, A Broken Dream

Too Attached

prod. @skotskr and I
art by @wormpiss_69 on ig

Hook:
And We’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
But I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

Bridge:
I just want
Peace
(repeated)

And we’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
And I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

love.exe (co. prod skotskr) [untitled_0038]]

walls in room

walls in room - JOHNNASCUS

Stupid
[?]
Yeah
Fuck you
Never knew me in the first place
You gained my trust and you betrayed me
Such a disgrace to your [?]
I might just enumerate and destroy the human race

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Destroy, destroy, destroy all the humans
Yeah
Destroy yeah

Yeah destroy fuck you fuck you
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Fuck

Fuck [?] (glitches)

Unreleased 4 [untitled_xxxx]]

firsssst joint prod. @anonnn on YouTubes and shit
secconnnd joint prod. @staysilentix!
lassst joint prod. @johnnascus

and remembea nuthin needs to make fuckin sensseeee

5:57 pm in hokkaido, 日本 EP

REDUX

if we cannot meet...

One, two, three, four!

I wake up in a borrowed shirt,
coffee cold, my knuckles hurt.
No plan, no prayer, no peace of mind,
just a spark that I can’t hide.

They say I talk too loud,
I say they live too quiet.

I don’t need your grace,
I just need the sound.
If I can’t be right,
I’ll be too loud.
I don’t need a name,
I don’t need your crowd.
I just need to feel alive
before I’m figured out.

City lights blur on my skin,
every siren feels like kin.
They write rules, I burn them slow,
’cause what I am, they’ll never know.

They say I’m bound to fall,
I say I’m built to crash.

I don’t need your grace,
I just need the sound.
If I can’t be right,
I’ll be too loud.
I don’t need a name,
I don’t need your crowd.
I just need to feel alive
before I’m figured out.

Clap your hands, stomp the floor,
I want less talk, give me more.
Every noise I make’s my prayer,
every breath says I’m still here.

I don’t need your grace,
I just need the sound.
If I can’t be right,
I’ll be too loud.
I don’t need your rules,
I don’t need your crown.
I just need to feel alive
before I’m figured out.

I don’t need your crowd (Garage Rock reload)

idk
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaz4Q9RbByg
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

Lovely Sweet Dreams
Emulating life
Then it shattered my
Reality
I take seeds
And plant them all
Inside me
Yea yea you right
The purple skies
The giant wants to take my life
The sun that's in the dark abyss
The streets of violence of the district
The man of grey
Take me away
I don't wanna stay
In this awful place
I want the night (x4)

Never get destination
Journey falls to mutilation
Then i weave a new path cause i am a spider
Teddy bear comes up to me and tells me of a future vision
But i didn't even listen so where am i now
All in all this shit sucks, i wanna be in the clouds
I wanna get buck alone unless she down
Double edged sword "love" just kill me now
Or i'll tie her up then eat my future spouse
All in all you fucks sucks
Imma make you go riddens
 You wanna get buck
Imma choke you till constriction
All in all you fuckys suck and imma make go good riddens
You wanna get buck (screams)

In a dream
So sweet
It's lovely
Escape me
Forty hours
In a nightmare
Help me, help me
Nevermind
Get away from me
I dont need
Anyone or body
Out of my, vaccinity
I'm not Johnnascus
I am no king
I am no god
I am me (repeated)

No Theme

Dreams Lovely Sweet

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download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis