feels good to be a  gangstu hm

Love Lost but Not Forgotten

Loathing

sweet @ssh1be @prodrest

we were oblivious

Smiles and her laughter 
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time 
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater 
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time 
...the only thing that I've been waiting for. 

I hope it's something worth the waiting 
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real 
Thunder storms could never stop me 
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

emily

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call, I'm angry
Call, I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing in the car
Do you remember? Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your
What's your
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

your call

this mp3 file has been sitting on my computer for over a year

i'll post here more now :)


I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you
And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock so I can make my timing just right
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

you had me @ hello

Edith pike - kiss me here beautiful for these are truly our last days

rough demo

if u listen/ed to my tape ily


Hurtful words from my enemies in the last five years
What's it like to die alone?
How does it feel when tears freeze when you cry?
The blood in your veins is 20 below
Sitting in this room, playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out from the window see her backdrop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget
Sitting in this room, playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out from the window see her backdrop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget
Something I cannot forget
So for now, take this down a notch
Crash my car through your window
Make sure you're still alive
Just in time to kill you
Sitting in this room, playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out from the window, see her backdrop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget
Sitting in this room, playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out from the window, see her backdrop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget
Something I cannot forget

not good enough for truth in cliche

Did you find your life light?

Blood stains on my pant leg
As I watch my skin decay
I look for something more than they
But I won't find anything
it's like a brick to the face 
but I still remain and lay dead right here

I fall asleep, feel the warmth
Slip into dreams, Please wake up
My souls in my mouth, it's your blood
Wait, wake up, You are nothing

Oh God, we're dead

Oh God We're Dead

@yuikase
lyrics:
just blame it on me 
been fighting all night 
just feel my body 
and maybe hold tight 
hope u have have a long life 
i wanna make it right 
and all the things 
that i just said 
i wanna make u mine 

wanna feel close to you 
run away dont know what else to do 
need somebody sombody else to choose 
tell me im a fool 
cant stad to lose cant stand with you 
stop this nonsense nonsense
yea it was my pain it was past tense 
need to process still forgotten alone 
have a long life have a long life 
i hope

hope you have a long life (asagao)

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

<33 i luv yall

Lyrics:

Baby i just hope yk
That i think ur so wonderful 
And you got me falling down
Falling down so slow
Hate it when ur not around 
And i just wna hold U close
I love that u give me hope
Promise im not letting go

I just need u rnn
I need u to hold me down
I hate it when ur not here
I hate it when ur not around 
I mean what i say
And u can hear it in the sound
I made this song for you
Turn it up loud

So u hear my heart beating 
Tell me that u rly need it
Tell me just how much u need me
Girl i cant control this feeling
I need a royce with the stars
Up in the ceiling 
Im a star up in the building
Im making noise ik u see it 
Yaaaa
angelBoyz shit
U can meet me at the show
If u wanna take a pic
U keep talking shit about me
I’m like who tf is this ???
Spent his rent on my baby
Ima make it back quick
Yea its nothing 😜

So what i gotta do
Just to make you see
I mean what i say to you
Send you a picture 
Let you know i miss you
Girl send me a kiss
I can’t wait to see you

Ur so wonderful o.0

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water
now most nights 
im just sinking down and down

you're the reason why i cant listen to those same songs
i used to

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night

its 4am and ur keeping me from closing these sleepy eyes
does the thought of me keep you up at night
like the light on the ceiling of your bedroom?
lately , my dogs the only one around 
tht listens to my problems

its been a lonely year

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night
with just my skin and bones
it hurts to know you're not alone
ive given up on you
and my skin
and my bones

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water

Prod By Luvpurp

@whyhaze
@1luvpurp
@johnnyrunts
@jkjmetasco

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whyhaze - say smth w/ luvpurp, johnnyrunts & jkjmetasco

4am - conflicted (prod 4am)

chiaroscuro

ig @ fentstarved

discord @ tsumi2732

email - fentstarved@gmail.com

not good enough for truth in cliche

the early april

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