[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

ch2rms - Toradora 2

cover  (vox r so bad sry)


there was a time once, i thought i could be like you
you should've seen it, all of the meaning, and all of what i can't do anymore
there was a time once, that i believed in you
thought you'd keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you


burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
because i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream


and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settle in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do


burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
'cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me


there was a time once, that i believed in you

bad dream

lose me w/ jinn (violet + saig)

@1fangs

lyrics: 

(me)

I just want to get high
and feel alive
meet me at the hideout
i’ll be right there
waiting for you
to return 
back in my arms
where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

it’s hard to say this 
yeah i hate this
cop gucci bracelets
you don’t want these
so complacent 
why you hating 
last week yeah you couldn’t get enough of me
guess we’ll see 
time will tell
but for now 
you put me through hell
oh well
i remind myself that it’s all in my head

I just want to get high
and feel alive
meet me at the hideout
i’ll be right there
waiting for you
to return 
back in my arms
where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

(fangs)

Come back to me, not just in my dreams When I wake alone, it's a nightmare scene It don't feel right, no. It don't feel like home.
Need you next to me, need to feel your pulse Chalk up, I can't get a hold of your phone Tough luck, I don't wanna go to the show alone I know, I could have been better-I know.
I can't keep on acting like I'm alright you know

(me)

where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

back to me w/ fangs (memry)

@binlorry24

countin all my problems yea
rmbr what they said to me
its my fault baby dont try to get ahead of me
cant absolve me of my sins had to get a settlement
watch the petals of the rose and theyre slowly withering

wither wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would bring
blocked at the turnstiles no exception for who ive been
had to forge it out no accepting for all my sins
wi- wi- wi- wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things all the things that i would bring
wi- wi- wi- wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things all the things that i would-

and its gettin harder
swear im gettin softer
tryna find everything ive wanted
but its never getting closer
find me at the worst
and its slowly tricklin down
flying with the birds
but ill surely come around
its raining but im out
im scared of getting sick
the balls been out of bounds
so im playing with the sticks
drownin in the deep
driftin in the sea
my arms are getting heavy and my heart is feeling weak
were already planting seeds
they left them in the room
all weve grown here is the weeds
gonna suffer off the fumes

wither wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-
wither wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-
wi- wi- wi- wi- wither
slowly withering
had to turn down all the things that i would-

all the things i would bring (binlorry24)

@anotherdaypassesmeby @m4xyne
prod @rewind214

destroy me

liliya & maxyne - destroy me (rewind)

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water
now most nights 
im just sinking down and down

you're the reason why i cant listen to those same songs
i used to

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night

its 4am and ur keeping me from closing these sleepy eyes
does the thought of me keep you up at night
like the light on the ceiling of your bedroom?
lately , my dogs the only one around 
tht listens to my problems

its been a lonely year

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night
with just my skin and bones
it hurts to know you're not alone
ive given up on you
and my skin
and my bones

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water

https://soundcloud.com/matthew-micallef-7/yuyoyuppe-reon

@diegointhedark

diegointhedark - By Ur Side <3

midnight

As always thanks to everybody I've worked with.
Mix on some of these could've been better -.-'

0:00・solo
1:15・@restartfebruary
2:23・@issue
3:46・@9ao @brrrumm
4:53・@heavenlate
6:02・solo
7:03・@1jos
8:07・@wannakillyourselfwithme
9:23・@2yves

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water

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