i hate this song sry FUCKKK

alyx w/ emorave (jalen + javier)

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

miss ur txts 
i miss ur calls 
i did everything you wanted 
tell me how did things go wrong 
every day i wanna vomit 
this shit feels just like withdrawals 
if u need me kno i got it 
i will catch you as you fall

only saw your bad side 
treat me like a bad guy 
black skies 
nails painted with the cat eye 
dying slow like half time 
photos of her on my bedside 
said goodbye i didnt know itd be the last time

my heart is really broken 
i can feel it in my chest 
pictures of you in my room 
n silver hair inside my bed
tell me what im supposed to do 
i just cnt get u out my head 
i shut my eyes and i see you 
and hear the rain against the glass

im popping pills just to relax 
looks they kill , made me relapse 
dnt kno  how i can be whole again 
u made me feel the best 
theres no way i can feel home again 
my grass is growing dead 
and every tear i fight to hold it in 
i end where you begin

last time prod me

@ol3zha

turn the youtube views 
   into grape juice 
   ex bitch hit my phone 
   say i hate you 
   been on my toes 
   on my own since like grade 2 
   fuck all these clones 
   uno me ima stay true 

   syringe n my skin 
   sweating nd crying 
   running frm home 
   as my heads full of violence
   mom call my phone 
   jst tryna kno whre i am 
   whn im alone 
   i hold guns up to my head

   she want my swag 
   she wna b like me 
   i empty mags
   he pull up thts unlikely 
   chasing a fade  n get met w a ruger
   they fucking w me 
   btt im just a loser

   10 racks i stash 
   stuff it n a prada bag 
   no im not coming back 
   disappear into the black 
   20 hoes hit my phone 
   but imm never gonna answer 
   cut tht boy off 
   lik som mfkn cancer 

   please god let my bros shine 
   u ain been answering my prayers 
   i dnt kno whyy 
   time jst slips through my hands 
   watch it blow by 
   slip a pill in my drink 
   let the stress die 

   whn she said bye 
   i felt so lonely 
   kiss with closed eyes 
   bby just hold me 
   i jst wont die 
   tried too many times 
   she wna know why 
   all i do is lie

please god let my bros shine prod me n shigitori

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/47XIpjAowlSF71z53xzQFA?si=1aec32f90d8f4271

lyrics :

Pull me closer until you can’t 
Every moment is in my head
Stuck on replay
I forget what to say
When Ur right here
Right next to me
I just wna runaway 
Plastic surgery
I wish i could change my face 
And change my name
Just to disappear 
We can run together 
We don’t have to be right here

You could be my ms
i could be your mr
I’m alone in the club In the back 
& I miss her
Do you think about me when im not there 
Sparkles on her hair
I wanna kiss her until my lips hurt
I’m like omg wtf ! Let’s turn it up
Now we in the club 
& she dancing to my new song
I can’t believe it 
But i think that this is love
And i love the fact i miss you
But i hate it when you’re gone

You’re so far but so close

Spotify

so far but so close <3

@diegointhedark

i dont wanna feel like the bad guy 
i know ur the devil but im thinking that i will cry
aiming with the acog n its pointed at ur left eye
i dont shed a tear cause i know ur soul will fly

feelin violent im not silent
send him to up heaven bitch i feel like a pilot 
we can be like beauty and the beast  im the giant
yeah i call u mine but u treat me like a client

i dont rlly kno what i did to u 
u said u hate me but im hoping that shits not true
pop an addy i cant stop its some pill abuse 
im in denial i cant stop it think i got the blues

every day im waiting
paper tags im chasin
our hearts collide im jaded
ur my twin copy and pasted

devil may cry (diegointhedark)

dia snippet

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water
now most nights 
im just sinking down and down

you're the reason why i cant listen to those same songs
i used to

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night

its 4am and ur keeping me from closing these sleepy eyes
does the thought of me keep you up at night
like the light on the ceiling of your bedroom?
lately , my dogs the only one around 
tht listens to my problems

its been a lonely year

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night
with just my skin and bones
it hurts to know you're not alone
ive given up on you
and my skin
and my bones

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water

diegointhedark - sick hoe (prod. yk)

@diegointhedark
produced by @kurchev
@yarnserene exclusive

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBqBchORJ90

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water

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