The Upload

stream:
https://fanlink.to/kimsaesol-appletarts

sweet and sour

produced, mixed, mastered by kim saesol
written by kim saesol, @Aleebi, and @leorinda
art by kim saesol

05-28-21
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Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'

Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Too hard
Midnight blues (Nothing new)
City hues (Stay true)
Another bite another lose (Wishful thinking)
Another bite another lose (Stuck on loop)

Another day, make it stop, baby
Another treat sweeter than candy
Rotting in my teeth from the memories
Rotting in my heart from the scarcity
I'm playing every day like it's the weekend
Never ever think it 'till I regret, baby
Rotting in my teeth from the memories
C'mon, it's time to go

Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Too hard
Midnight blues (Nothing new)
City hues (Stay true)
Another bite another lose (Wishful thinking)
Another bite another lose (Stuck on loop)

Stuck on loop
More like I'm stuck onto you
Girl, you got me confused
And I don't know what to do
Just call me back later

Too many problems, too many lies, yeah
I cannot breathe so I drink a bottle, pour me the ice, yeah
Tear up my photos, she call me monster, I don't know why
I don't need reasons, I just need trust and not a goodbye
So it's like
I be on my mothafuckin grind now
Call me when they askin' for my time now
Frozen like a Kodak
I don't wanna go back
I thought you should know that

Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Too hard
Midnight blues (Nothing new)
City hues (Stay true)
Another bite another lose (Wishful thinking)
Another bite another lose (Stuck on loop)

Apple Tarts (feat. Aleebi & leorinda)

STUCKED UNDER ICE (FEAT. GLASS)

Side x Side

Co-produced with @nthnll
Sing& songwrite by @justnalba
Art by paui: https://twitter.com/fueledbysiomai

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4ezCuuOEkMXA8FuIIsEBvn
PART 1:  https://soundcloud.com/nthnll/dance-in-the-living-room

lyrics:
Even now I'm not sure if we're in love or
It's just the situation, the location
Factors in synchronisation.
But it doesn't matter today cause we're feeling great, we're feeling great.

What do you want do
I'll do anything you do
As long as I'm with you. 

It feels a bit surreal 
Standing side by side 
A moment frozen in time 
But it's feeling so damn fine. 

So make sure you hold onto my hand. 
And I'll take control I'll show you all of the world. 
Stars from the Ferris wheel 
Down to the deepest pearls 
Stay with me, stay with me

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park bird x NVTHVN - Feelin' So Damn Fine (ft. Nalba)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DBnavN8wezUzjkq86PdqA?si=ZBiaBc9hTxO9y1kwLV--xQ

~ w/ @marcindigo and @chevyha
~ prod. by J Grooves (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCE06w9yzaNPfuXIB9VPjVJg)
~ art and additional vocals by @rosarrie
~ mixed and mastered by @3astman

lyrics:
[chorus: chevy]
i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

[verse 1: zamir]
i been on the move
i never saw myself ever coming so far
taking small steps, i was tryina find my groove
yea i know that i was off to a really slow start
but now i’m, running running running 
never looking back i’m going towards where the sun is
even if it blinds me, i’ll find peace inside, 
keep my eyes on the prize till i’m holding it above me, but me 
yea, i’m not sure exactly what the future holds
all i know is mama told me i should always shoot for gold
and every time i’m worried i‘ll start losing hope
i’ll take one step at a time and find my way back to the road

[prechorus: zamir]
and i’ve been on this journey now
for way too long to turn around
the sun is out
so i’ll be on the move

[chorus: chevy]
i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

[verse 2: marc indigo]
i’m still chasing the happily ever after 
that’s at the end of my story i’m anxious to turn the chapter 
my yellow brick road is painted with gold (gold)
i’m gon’ have it all but trust I ain’t trading my soul (no)
and if I’m being honest, I was at the bottom took a lot of steps 
had a little trouble with my walking 
now I’m Wally west 
it’s obvious that nothings gonna slow me down 
little introvert but everybody know me now
it’s like, it’s getting kinda crazy how everything’s changing 
I hope I never lose myself 
moving so fast and, tryna maintain it 
hoping I can prove my self 
it’s been an uphill battle on the road less travelled 
but I know I can make it if I try

[prechorus: zamir]
and i’ve been on this journey now
for way too long to turn around
the sun is out
so i’ll be on the move

[chorus: chevy]
i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

i'm on the move
can't stop me if you try
coasting on now baby
it's just me myself and i
cause i'm on the move
every step is by design
it's only up from here 
till the moment i die

on the move

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on the move w/ marc indigo, chevy (prod. by J Grooves)

[LYRICS]

Maybe I’m just a mess and you made me this way
I could try to impress you but my brain and words will never obey
Just scramble my words leave them sunny side up
The smile on your face means my tongue’s tying up
And maybe I’ll eventually give it up
But given my luck I’m not giving too much
And maybe I deserve you but
Lately
Hiding from virtue won’t make me
Run away from you
Oh I just don’t understand

Because they say the grass is greener on the other side
But I don’t believe a word that they say
I won’t pay them any mind
Oh I just want you to know
That If don’t really show
How I feel
Just know that it’s real

Yeah
Maybe I just don’t get the message
Maybe I’m just a lonely mess and
How the breeze fumbles with your dress is
Another reason I’m hypnotized
See the amazon in your eyes
Dream of ways I can stand beside
Be your sun when the rain subsides
I just want you to know

Because they say the grass is greener on the other side
But I don’t believe a word that they say
I won’t pay them any mind
Oh I just want you to know
That If don’t really show
How I feel
Just know that it’s real

Ain’t a soul brighter than yours high beams down the highway
Looking for a better thing wouldn’t happen even if I tried it
All of my words tripping over obstacles and hurdles
Tryna find a way to speak to you is eternal
I pull up in the driveway too nervous to respond to your message I’m sorry
I know that I don’t deserve you
But Lord knows I love you

Because they say the grass is greener on the other side
But I don’t believe a word that they say
I won’t pay them any mind
Oh I just want you to know
That If don’t really show
How I feel
Just know that it’s real

Real

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4D4tX9vCrE4BnMsdlzPiec?si=kaprBcFARd-KgUZwyHukRA

~ w/ @marcindigo
~ prod. by Noden 
~ mixed and mastered by @3astman
~ art by @rosarrie

lyrics:
[intro: zamir]
it feels like every summer's getting hotter
so personally i like putting sugar in some water
in a pot until it heats up and makes syrup i can mix 
with some fresh lemon juice 
then i stir and take a sip like aaaah

[verse 1: zamir]
life gave me lemons so i made some lemonade with em
overcast weather had to wait for better days yeah i 
know the past bitter but of late i'm feeling great
now it's time to cool off
temperature was getting raised
head was getting too hot
i said i'm on the move
now i wanna move on
luck is on my side with you
nothing i can do wrong
nah nah mm
nothing like a new dawn
uh huh mm
got tired of the same old gray cold days
where i had to wear a raincoat, stayed so drained
all the time just wanted clear skies, sunshine
feel it nearby, had to wait for such a long time
unwind time to relax finna meditate
summertime, imma lean back, sippin lemonade
let's see, been a minute since i caught a break
now im stress free so i'm finna kick it everyday

[chorus: marc indigo and zamir]
i've got this warmth inside my soul
i hope i never let it go
i'm feeling better every day
now all i need is lemonade
and i feel summer in my bones
now everybody watch me glow
there's nothing more that i can say
all i need is lemonade

[bridge: marc indigo]
and i've waited for so long
so i can sing this song
i've waited for so long
to be where i belong

[verse 2: marc indigo]
sitting on the beach sipping on this lemonade, yeah
i'm just doin me i don't imitate, yeah
feeling so free i been liberated
letting go of words let em dissipate, yeah
lately i've been feeding off of sunshine
thinking bout life yo i love mine
you can catch me chilling catchin vibes up on cloud nine
finally i'm outside, yeah it's about time
so can you feel the heat cause i'm starting to
this is like a dream and it's coming true
hands on the wheel, what you wanna do?
well, where you wanna go? 
do you wanna ride? 
got no time to slow down cause it's summertime
so much to do i can't keep track
i still kick my feet up i need that
hope you can keep up
don't keep me waiting
the breeze and the sunshine
just feel so amazing, yeah

[chorus: marc indigo and zamir]
i've got this warmth inside my soul
i hope i never let it go
i'm feeling better every day
now all i need is lemonade
and i feel summer in my bones
now everybody watch me glow
there's nothing more that i can say
all i need is lemonade

[outro: zamir]
hahaha nice

lemonade w/ marc indigo (prod. by Noden)

This song is about my life and some of the things I've been through. 

Out on all streaming platforms: 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5E7LrMhXw0tqf2OeBgizKH?si=WoNwbdGMRsON1CZIJD4cOA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/napalm-rain-feat-typx-single/1524344943

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/typo_17117
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics: 
Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

Looking in the wrong place
I've been fishing in a bath tub
Answer's in the ocean, that's what being sad does
Past tense, left me feeling damaged
I want to have a future I feel like I can manage
Burnout and you can see my smoke clouds
Building's gonna fall yeah it's really about to go down 
Rebuild me into newer foundations
I can't stand the planet with all of its shaking
In this earthquake, I'm at fault for my mistakes
And I've learned to recognize
Because that's how mom raised me, don't tell me 
I can't feel or that my feelings are worthless
Or that you're ashamed of me because I'm not a surgeon
Why are you mad that I'm my own person 
Why are you sad and see me as burden, I'm not the son you wanted
But I'm trying my best and I lose myself in songs to escape and forget 

Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

Why you'd break the table, to be happy is a fable
Fairy tales aren't real, reality is painful
Violence, but it's all met with silence
I hate the thought of skin being bruised into violets
I wish I could stop my crying
I couldn't ask for help, no I couldn't ask for guidance 
Riots in my head I'm hearing sirens 
I tried to be the perfect son, but it's just tiring 
Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand
Yeah I'll turn it to sand, walk on my beach
Turn it to sand, walk on my beach
Past anxiety and pain you left for mama and me
Ocean wash the pain turn my nightmares to dreams 
Leave my pain behind for all the fish in the sea
Yeah just let it be, it's all c'est la vie, you can have the remnants 
You heartless machine, you can your deal blows to my self-esteem 
But you can never take what this all means to me 

Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

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Napalm Rain Ft. IVYLO (Prod. Eric Godlow)

My message:
I made the song wanting it to sound poppy and fun, but honest and real at the same time. I had been going through a tough time in my life, struggling with building relationships and getting over past ones. Then I realized the only word that could describe how I felt was "lonely," so the hook came easily. As I went deeper into how I felt, I played with the concept of just how lonely I was by practically saying in my second verse, "It's not that I even need a therapist, it's that I need company," and "I've experienced so much loss, hey, if you're an old friend listening to this, I probably miss you". As for the upbeat and happy elements of the song, I figured that if I feel this lonely, I might as well make it enjoyable. The takeaway from this is that, even in loneliness, there can be contentment. I mean, I found it by making a song about it.

-lyrics
Like little butterflies caught in a web
For the first time it filled me with dread
Forgot what it's like to get out of bed
Homebody, no bread
 
It's such a lonely, lonely, lonely world
For such a lonely, lonely girl
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world
 
I hit up old friends to come visit me
And when they say no, I try therapy
Not for consoling, just for company
Nobody, that's me
I've been talking to the moon again
Lost more than I ever meant to
Still here trying to play pretend
'Cause I still think about you
No one's gonna save me now
I live but I don't know how to
Tell me when you're back around
'Cause I still think about you
 
Lonely, lonely, lonely world
It's such a lonely, lonely world
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world
It's such a lonely, lonely, lonely world
For such a lonely, lonely girl
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world
 
Don't you see it?
People leave, it don't mean it
You can stop believing
People leave, it don't mean it
They don't mean it
It's such a lonely, lonely, lonely world
For such a lonely, lonely girl
And I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely girl
In such a lonely, lonely world

Lonely Girl (prod. Garrett)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/30r61ftxU9BKOYmHbPPGdG?si=0SiWxO8fQe-KKeNbmxVNtg
stream the 'on the move' EP by me and marc: https://open.spotify.com/album/73vjPtfpDl4n7I7fKDlY7Q?si=n2YLe_jFQl6tPf97DMvibw

produced by Noden
art by @rosarrie
engineering by @3astman

LYRICS
[verse: zamir]
you be like bubble tea 
you're like a summer breeze
under trees
when i'm around you, uh
all of my troubles leave
i'm at ease
i don't know how to, uh
tell you just what you mean to me
why you mean to me
playin with my heart 
you're bees' honey
sweeter than a dessert
yea i take a bite and my teeth hurt
your features, you a keeper
takin lives you the reaper
you're taking control
i wanna make you my own
youre always on my mind
with you i'm safe and at home, like

[bridge: zamir]
it's like i'm filled up with coffee
you keep me up late yuh
you just a little bit cocky
that's in the best way yuh
there ain't no mimic or copy
you like a upgrade girl
why you be killing me softly   
giving me chest pain huh

[bridge: marc indigo]
i don't know just 
how i'm supposed to be showing 
you the way you make me feel inside
you're so close and 
yet distant and out of focus
thinking maybe i should close my eyes

[verse: zamir]
ok, waiting waiting for the right time
but i hesitate and let the clock tick
you keep radiating, as your light shines
i cant help it i'll be getting drawn in
on my moth wings, i'm exhausted
tryna fight against the way i feel now
maybe time for me to put my hands up
maybe i don't need to keep my heels down
i been running running from my heart
but you been up to something from the start, yeah
i know you're Eros with a bow and arrow 
from the way you tearing me apart, uh
pow pow pow
three words that i never thought you would've shot at me 
so i drink em in like some bubble tea 
yeah i think i'm in.. i'm in l-o-v-e

[verse: marc indigo]
ay, you so bubbly you so lovely wow 
got me tripping stumbling 
just come over i need your company now
found you oh so luckily 
warm heart but you ice cold 
gorgeous with my eyes closed 
hope i'm on the right road
don't know, dice roll but we on the move 
can't lose if i'm lost with you 
let's go got a lot to do 
let's go maybe i'm your dude 
said so to myself back when i met you 
and it's probably true 
stay around we can paint the town
'til we're falling down and exhausted fumes

[bridge: zamir]
it's like i'm filled up with coffee
you keep me up late yuh
you just a little bit cocky
that's in the best way yuh
there ain't no mimic or copy
you like a upgrade girl
why you be killing me softly   
giving me chest pain huh

[bridge: marc indigo]
i don't know just 
how i'm supposed to be showing 
you the way you make me feel inside
you're so close and 
yet distant and out of focus
thinking maybe i should close my eyes

[verse: marc indigo]
baby girl you're my bubble tea 
so i keep you safe this a bubble rap 
i know that i'm trouble but 
i clean my act up like a bubble bath
'nough of that, give me all your love 
i promise you that i can double that 
come with me and you ain't coming back 
never said i was a humble man 
but i can treat you right 
just turn my sour sweet tonight 
don't burst my bubble let me float 
up in the clouds and see the sky 
you shine so bright don't need the light 
i like to write about the way 
you wake me up and make me feel 
so happy happy every day like

[bridge: marc indigo]
i don't know just 
how i'm supposed to be showing 
you the way you make me feel inside
you're so close and 
yet distant and out of focus
thinking maybe i should close my eyes

bubble tea w/ marc indigo (prod. by Noden)

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Thank you so much for the support on Lonely Girl. I've been going through some tough life transitions but I am finally back and better than ever! Here's "Funny"!

We're just like two bridges
Whoever falls apart gets to break the other's heart
Moving on is just too vicious
Why do people fake this kind of pain and call it art
No I can't afford the stitches
I knew you'd be the one right from the start
So please forget them bitches
If you were in a movie, you would be my favorite part

Don't get me wrong, you got me sprung
Might come on strong, I know I'm young
Look like the type to get me hung up on you baby
You drive me crazy, yeah

You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you

Now can I get a minute
How could somebody ever love somebody like me
Baby that's a funny gimmick
If you're really about me, you won't keep it lowkey

Don't get me wrong, you got me sprung
Might come on strong, I know I'm young
Look like the type to get me hung up on you baby
You drive me crazy, yeah

You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
You drive me crazy
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you
With just the thought of you
With just the thought of you, you, you, you, you

Funny (prod. Gould)

All In My Head

track list;
> Notme
>dripDipp
>now?tillwhen?
>for subrocc
>remember what u missed
>madFlavor
>riktor vaughn

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View From The Coldwater (Rediscovered 2021)


Spotify: spoti.fi/38msddF
Amazon Music: amzn.to/34rtXkt
Apple Music: apple.co/34ptfEE

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View From The Coldwater

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