21st century meltdown

@basssea
aka the clouds are baiting us!

lyrics: 

i hate the taste of sand

but when i need to kill some time

i might as well


you said you felt brand new

like no one ever left you

a tough bargain to sell


and all the fish people i’ve met 

they all seem to lose their heads

at exactly ten pm


you said i seem upset

but i won’t go to bed

while i’m losing my head


go get it all

let them talk 
make them follow you

be it all

they’ll all love you one day


who would’ve thought 

that it would me

 who wouldn’t be there 

be there when you need me when you need me 

you wanted me to go but 

you never told me so 

i just wish i would know 

what’s going on in your head 

cos i wanted to wanted to know

why i couldn’t find you 

and i couldn’t show my own feelings to you 

and all i ever wanted to do was try

but all you’d ever do is cry 

how can i, how can i help you?  
go get it all

let them talk 
make them follow you

be it all

they’ll all love you one day


don’t take this the wrong way

but i can’t look at you sideways

don’t take this the wrong way


don’t take this the wrong way

but i can’t look at you sideways

don’t take this the wrong way

fishhooks (feat. bassea)

prod notamachine, joe leytrick on guitar 🎸🎸
vocals & micro edits by button


lyrics:

fuck,
think i’m noticing something’s..
wrong..

does it even matter what i say anymore?
(it doesn’t even matter what i say anymore)

fuck!
think i’m noticing something’s up
(i’m done)
ya i know that i fucked up
yaAaAaAaAa

does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window in the heat of the argument
is it really okay, does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window because i just felt like it 

don’t complain to me when it’s plain to see you’re getting caught up, baby

i know it’s wrong

WRATH (produced by notamachine + joe leytrick)

LOST

@55depths
@softbite666

</3

i've been tryna get it goin'
get it moving
but i'm stuck in the past tense
like who the fuck i wanna be now?
cause i don't wanna go back to him
fucked it up from the start
thought i knew you
but when i look into the mirror
i see right through
i don't need help
i need to get out
i'll do it myself
even if i drown out

yeah, yeah
even if i drown out
yeah, yeah
even if i drown out

i'm looking for a reason just to quit, yeah
cause lately i don't really give a shit, no
same thing different day
live in make believe
i wonder if i'll ever get used to me
imma get mine
it just takes time
55 that's the gang
no rewinds
so we gon do it
and push through it
did it on our own
with no co-signs

yeah, yeah
even if i drown out
yeah, yeah
even if i drown out

</3

drown (softbite)

TryingNot2Cry (ft. ghostsocial)

w/ tigerstar - that's just what it is (p JUKUKO)

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

all plats

self prod

lyrics:
tu sais que tu es dans mes rêves
tu sais que tu es dans mes rêves
et quand je m’endore
j’attends le soleil
et quand je m’endore
j’attends le soleil

i been waiting so long to tell you
whats on my mind
started dying in the winter
and now its summertime

every time we kiss i feel ecstatic
every time it feels so automatic
hope no one lives my dreams
i’d be ripped at the seams

cuz every time i feel a way about it
my brain just gets so goddamn clouded
i just can’t draw those lines
i stop myself every ti-

i know it dont feel right but its got to
make a lil sense, i still forgot to
go and check my line
and now you think im lying

but how could i lie to you?

tu sais que tu es dans mes rêves
tu sais que tu es dans mes rêves
et quand je m’endore
j’attends le soleil
et quand je m’endore
j’attends le soleil

cuz i been tryna know you
dont set this all aside
and i know i’m not supposed to
or i’m disqualified
and i find out there’s no reason
yeah there’s no reason why

to just keep sitting, watching all day and night
and wait for times i think its right
i just wanna be fine with you, with you
just say my name, i wont play the game
its hard enough just to feel the same
i just wanna be fine with you, with you

tu sais que tu es dans mes rêves
tu sais que tu es dans mes rêves
et quand je m’endore
j’attends le soleil
et quand je m’endore
j’attends le soleil

you know you're in my dreams

Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

down bad! ft staggy (01kon)

let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

fishhooks (feat. bassea)

mxrtyn