Middle of Nowhere

Funny Looking Flowers

Final Outbreak (2024 Master)

Final Outbreak

Remixed and remastered 6 January 2025
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I wrote the following song about the  1969 draft lottery.  The number that were selected ranged form 1 to 366 and were associated with your birthday.  If you were male and the right age you had a number picked.  a low number meant your chances of being drafted were very high.  
I got the number 366.  The best you could get.

Here are the lyrics:

Verse1:
Why were they making us play that game
There were no winners you could only lose
They signed us up on the day we were born
It wasn't something you got to choose
Nobody I knew ever wanted to play
But we could only wait for that call
All of us were living out on the edge
Waiting for a hammer to fall

Verse 2:
Didn't seem to be a way out of the game
Though I kept trying year after year
No matter what I did everything kept looking
A whole lot worse than I even feared
The rules kept changing and you never knew
How they'd choose who'd they get to own
Those were the ones that they could put in the grinder
While the rest of us, they just might leave alone

Chorus 1:
They put numbers in a barrel gave it a mix
Everybody got a number. I got 366
The final number. The best it could be
I won my life, in a lottery
366
366
366
366

Verse 3:
I didn't want to watch 'em playing with numbers
Didn't like what they were doing it for
But after a while someone whispered to me
They'd given me the very highest score
I should have been happy about 366
But I kept wondering what I could say
To whoever it was who had to play in my place
What kind of price did they have to pay

Chorus 2:
They put numbers in a barrel gave it a mix
Everybody got a number. I got 366
The very final number. best I could get
I'm just not ready to get over it yet
366
366
366
366

#OUTRO
It really happened I swear it really happened
It's hard to believe that it happened back then
If we're not careful, if we don't pay attention
Then they're going to find a way to play it again
366
366
366
366

Three Sixty-Six

this song was origanally written and to some extend recorded in 2016. in may of 2024 I gave it a complete makeover and added Bc Rich guitar layers to those previously recorded with a Fender Strat.

   Recorded with a MarshallMG100HDFX head and an ur22 by Steinberg.

https://soundcloud.com/earth-patriot/dreams-from-elmstreet-11

all of those times , 
I swallowed my pride
it didn´t help at all

started like a dream
ended like a nightmare

you threw 
you threw
our love away

wanted to meet somebody else
you put salt in my wounds
and scratched my face

little by little 
once again:

started like a dream
ended like a nightmare

you threw 
you threw 
our love away

Dreams like I met you on Elmstreet 11

can I ever forgive you what you did?
no, I´ll never
you kind of messed up my life
and left me in deprive

you threw
you threw 
our love away

Dremas like I met you on Elmstreet 11

Dreams from Elmstreet 11

Dreams from Elm Street 11 ( mixed 2025 )

Be quiet boy
you’re ok

Sometimes I wake up at night
Covered in sweat 
Like I’ve been in a fight 
And I reach for you
Some unattainable you
That unattainable you 
that is me

Sometimes I reach at night
What feels like an unattainable fight
I climb Jacob’s ladder
I find it, I flatter
I wrestle myself into the deep

I’m quiet as a moose
And I sweat up the house
And I smell like something…
Like it shouldn’t
And I know you know 
And I know I know
But what else
Is incomplete 

And I bid you adieu
And I wish I could play this tune
much Better than it’s coming out 
But I’ll frown and I’ll sigh
And I’ll cry and I’ll die
And I’ll realize I was alright 

So don’t be a fool
Just play by the rules
Just listen to whatever they tell you 
But a radical is a radical
And a battle is a battle
So you better put up your saddle 

I swear 
I don’t wanna fight no more
I got nothing left for you
To even the score
I don’t care
I don’t care
I don’t care for you

For you for you
Just go away
Just come again
Another never day
And find your own life
Find your own wife
Find your own you
I don’t mean to be rude

But I can’t help my tongue
It’s  what I was born with
It’s what I came to this earth with
And what I’ll do when I quit
I’ll shut the chuck up
And I’ll write another song
And I’ll write to see the world doesn’t revolve

Doesn’t revolve around me
The world doesn’t revolve around me
The world doesn’t revolve
Around me
And that’s all I plead
That’s all I plea to know
That’s all I plea to know
Why don’t you let me know

You won’t let me go
Cause I can’t go home
Until you feel that I’ve atoned
For every crime
That crossed my mind
The human kind
Can we dine!

I’ll set the table for 2 or 3 or 4
I don’t care
I don’t care anymore
I’ll lose my mind
I’ll fight the sign
But I’ll be gone

Panacea

Ballad of a Kvetch

"Haunt You" is a single i recorded about a year ago, but felt it'd be a perfect track for halloween! let me know what you think! New Music Soon!

Haunt You

TAMATAMGEN

#kanyewest #kendricklamar #cardib #offset #trending

Heartache

And one more time, I lost my way.
I'm stuck in here.
I'll go out one day.

Repetition of the same mistakes
I fall in disgrace.
Annihilation of what I saved.
I lost your faith. 

And one more time, I see no hope.
I mourn, I brood.
I walk on a rope.

Repetition of the same mistakes
I fall in disgrace.
Annihilation of what I saved.
I lost your faith. 

Repetition of the same mistakes
Annihilation of what I saved.
I fall in disgrace.
I lost your faith. 
Give me a chance and let’s have a dance.

Repetition

Special thanks to @lisaaabeaux for her vocal delivery!

lisaaabeaux x Zwolfgang - Going Nowhere

Electric guitar with a beat plus feedback noise and reverse edits. Originally recorded in 2000.

Repetition

The Fall of Saigon