fall of troy

Manipulator

Quarter Past

Semi-Fiction

Problem!?

The Dark Trail

Cut Down All the Trees And Name The Streets After Them

caught Up

The Bleeding Machine

The Bleeding Machine (feat. Elysia)

Degeneration

Love Thy Enmity

I wrote this for my late Father. Its for anyone who has lost a parent

What I Would Give

Verse 1]
Every word I try to say just hits the floor,
Like broken glass they don’t hear me anymore.
Their faces twist, like I’m some kind of freak,
Guess my voice ain’t the sound they seek.

[Pre-Chorus]
I open up but the static screams,
They roll their eyes, I fade between—
All the cracks in their perfect speech,
Where my truth can’t ever reach.

[Chorus]
I talk in a different tongue,
And no one wants to hear it sung.
They stare like I’m out of line,
Like my thoughts ain’t worth their time.
I choke on every word I spit,
They laugh and I swallow it.
I talk in a different tongue,
Guess I’m better left undone.

[Verse 2]
Every room feels colder when I’m near,
Like I’m the silence they all fear.
They don’t get what’s inside my head,
So I let my voice stay dead.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tired of trying to translate pain,
They’ll never feel it all the same.
Their mouths move fast, I bite my tongue,
Just another song unsung.

[Chorus]
I talk in a different tongue,
And no one wants to hear it sung.
They stare like I’m out of line,
Like my thoughts ain’t worth their time.
I choke on every word I spit,
They laugh and I swallow it.
I talk in a different tongue,
Guess I’m better left undone.

[Bridge]
I’m not broken, I’m just wired wrong,
Built for noise, not their polite song.
I scream in colors they can’t see,
So they paint their world without me.

[Outro]
Every word still burns my throat,
Every truth I never wrote.
If I could speak and not be stung,
Maybe they’d hear my different tongue.

Different tongue

Lady of is the second song from my debut EP Little Girl Lost. It  is a song that goes deeper on the themes that were raised in the first song give up on the girl. It's a song about the walls suppression and transactional nature of some friendships. Its asking if they are healthy if they are really going to make the person grow. That the friendships seem to dip in and out of her life, take what they want from the person and dissappear until the next time. Its about questioning if that person is truly free. Wether they long to drop the masks drop the avoidance drop the suppression. But again its one with a theme of care love and understanding running through it, and trying to help the person see a way of healing if they'd like to take it.


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