Soul Ties

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For the Girls

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ARTchives

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Stargirl

Undefeated

Damaged

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Inside My Heart

Love Is

Lick Back

Unruly

Vibe: Numb / Dark / Honest

Description:
A quiet cry behind the mask. “Self Medicating” is about trying to outrun pain, not for attention—but just to function. Every bar is heavy with isolation, numbness, and the weight of unspoken trauma.

Lyrics:
Hook
I’m looking for something to ease my pain
Ease my pain, it ain't easy 
I got some things can’t get off my brain
get off my brain, get off my (get off my)

I keep doing drugs cause I need it (need it)
will I better if i feel it (feel it)
I keep numbin’ all my feelings
Damn I hate to feel em 

Verse 1
They don’t see my pain, every night I’m feel lonely 
I’m layin’ in bed, to these drugs I lost homies 
I can’t bring em back, fill my body up with codeine (codeine)
Ion want no one around unless they know me 
(Uh)
say that you love me, gotta show me 
Played to many times people phoney 
There’s a lotta fakes 
There’s a lotta snakes 
Stress got to me, I just need an escape 

Hook
I’m looking for something to ease my pain
Ease my pain, it ain't easy 
I got some things can’t get off my brain
get off my brain, get off my (get off my)

I keep doing drugs cause I need it (need it)
will I better if i feel it (feel it)
I keep numbin’ all my feelings
Damn I hate to feel em x2

Verse 2 
anxiety going crazy
my mind going crazy
I think theres nobody in this world that can save me
said that i'm ok (kay)
maxed out on this pain (pain)
maxed out all my cards, tryna charge it to the game (game)
I look at myself and I see the mess I made
I am by myself so there's only me to blame
I would ask for help but honestly i'm to afraid
so I jus talk to god an tell him I jus need a break

Hook
I’m looking for something to ease my pain
Ease my pain, it ain't easy 
I got some things can’t get off my brain
get off my brain, get off my (get off my)

I keep doing drugs cause I need it (need it)
will I better if i feel it (feel it)
I keep numbin’ all my feelings
Damn I hate to feel em x2

Self Medicating

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