Plain Dirty

plain dirty

Preacher's Daughter (Instrumentals)

Western Nights (Instrumental)

אשמדאי 

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lyrics:

couldn’t catch him when he’d fallen
so he left me weighted
if i wouldn’t have stalled would i be hated still?
but i can’t seem to stop it 
like there’s something fated
it’s never what i wanted for but

you’ll take a shot to the head
leaving me to clean up something i could never dream to forget
pulled you down to throngs
and you know that it’s wrong
the days are getting long

and i can’t stop the heaving
and now you’re leaving
im sick of breathing 
if i can’t see you, see to the
hallowed ground
i’ll follow you down
i’ll follow you down
until im bleeding
and time is fleeting
and now i’m pleading 
i’m only seeking treatment
hallow it out
i’ll follow you down 
i’ll follow you down

couldn’t save the country even if you wanted to
and i’d rather face bombs than have to write to you
while i long for you
and i wait to lose

you’ll take a shot to the head
leaving me to grieve for something i can never dream to forget 
i know im impatient but i’m getting sick of the 

heaving
and now you’re leaving
im sick of breathing 
if i can’t see you, see to the
hallowed ground
i’ll follow you down
i’ll follow you down
until im bleeding
and time is fleeting
and now i’m pleading 
i’m only seeking treatment
hallow it out
i’ll follow you down 
i’ll follow you down

hallowed ground (demo)

doing my export notes back before the addition of thatorchia

perverts tracklist (asmr)

Darlin' do you see the fright?
I'm holdin' on so tight
I close my eyes in spite
Of the fact I can't sleep at night

I can hear all the noise
Laughin' with the pretty boys
Actin' so fuckin' coy
Kill the lights, Kill the joy

Well I don't need a teacher or preacher
In silver and gold
I'm not a believer, I'm good on my own
And I don't need no bitch walkin' me home
I got this on my own, I got this on my own

Hunny's gotta go get high
If he doesn't then he thinks he'll die
Well maybe baby, my oh my
That's the key to gettin' by

I can handle one through three
Hunny that's clear to see
But what isn't clear to me
Is what it fuckin' feels like to feel free
What it fuckin' feels like to feel free


Well I don't need a teacher or preacher
In silver and gold
I'm not a believer, I'm good on my own
And I don't need no bitch walkin' me home
I got this on my own, I got this on my own

Hunny's gotta go get high
If he doesn't then he thinks he'll die
Well maybe baby, my oh my
That's the key to gettin' by

Hunny (Maddy Ellwanger cover) | Ethel Cain

two demos, one from 2024 (recorded on laptop mic in hotel bathroom), one from 2021 (test instrumental) 
Lord, will you be my shepard???
if they still want me 
oh, the valley so wide 
some place i could sleep 
God, are you my protector???
feel them close behind 
oh, the stars are so high 
and my legs grown tired

Interlude

final girl