Self Portraits (Feat. Starker)

~ sorry bae ~

lyrics

Holding myself to the imagery
I’ve been digesting
The things that are killing me
Gotta be willing to
Tear at the circuitry
Maybe I’ll rebuild it better with purpose
I take what I learn and I double it down on the burdens
My mental is shot like it’s splattered on curtains
I feel fucking worthless, I’m hunting me down for the sport
I am not sleeping at 4, fuck it I don’t wanna sleep anymore
I feel it down to my core
3 fucking strikes and no I am not talking a chord

Still according to you
I guess no sentiment’s proof
I take my metal and shoot
I’m aiming straight for the roots
Hell if I’m cutting it through
Then will you swallow it too
I’m feeling bitter and truthfully
I have nothing to lose

Okay
It’s never “okay”
I’m counting my days
I hold til I cave
I waste and decay for you

Thought that I had put enough on my plate but it’s
Only in confidence
I show the cracks in the armor it’s
Never enough for an audience
I have been working my ass off
Still tryna pass off
Like I’m an artist
And everyone’s telling me “it’s just a part of it”
I’m at the end of my wits and I’m nearly restarting it’s
So fucking much to be wanting when
I’m still at my square one
Times up. And my care’s done
I could fix this
With the right tongue
Write well, with the right touch
I don’t miss you
I don’t care none
Throw up with
My hair tucked
“I could fix you”
But you can’t, huh?
Both know
Where we messed up
I don’t hate you
But there’s no love
Feelings just got mixed up

When I get more
I don’t roll dutch
Swisher in my lip tucked
I smoke perfume
Yeah that good stuff
Heaven in my 10 puffs
I make new school
No I’m not stuck
Deadwood, we the next up

curtains (skellington)

“Back 2 Basics” is the story of a glass heart that lived in two worlds at once. One side carried every crack from addiction, heartbreak, and the kind of love that drains you until you barely recognize yourself. The other side came alive when I met the woman who saw me for who I was and who I could become. She held the parts of me I thought were impossible to fix and brought warmth back into a heart I believed was permanently shattered. 

This song is my reminder that even the weakest heartbeat can find its rhythm again when the right love enters your life. If you’ve ever felt torn between the darkness that tried to break you and the light that tried to save you, this one is for you. You can heal. You can rebuild. And you can find your way back to yourself.

Back_2_Basics

sunuhgod

r22 

1. Milkshake - Bootychaaain x Playboi Carti (Yacht Prince Mix)
2. Opportunist - Uno the Activist Spaceghostpurrp Kane Grocerys 
3. Squad Deep - Antwon feat. Lee Spielman and Wiki
4. The Omen - Playboi Carti
5. Beat the Pack Out - PeeWee Longway
6. Warrior - Young Thug
7. Senorita - Vince Staples feat. Future
8. Save Me - Chief Keef
9. Disfunction - Young Scooter Future Young Thug Juicy J
10. Kyrie Irving - Lil Cray
11. Stickk Up - Mista Splurge
12. Cathedral - Key & Retro Sushi 
13. Miss Me - Bomani & Lilturtleshawty 
14. PS42WW$ - silkmoney

the return

"Lonely Nights" prod. by J'Von. Single off of my upcoming EP "Intervals", set to be released 12.20. Keep watch.

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