Track 3

Prod. Kado


I’ve been missing medication 
But it’s okay I hate the way I felt sedated 
Rather feel myself breaking
And trust me that’s a feeling with which I have been acquainted 
Fucking up my life again a loser in the making 
Feeling out of place like a train without a station 
Like a pig without a blanket 
Like a song without a playlist 
Al your favorite rappers in their feelings when they play this 
Listen up you better pay attention when I say this 
Life is not a joke, or a game that you can play 
If someone tells you how to “win” you better run the other way
Cause no one in this life knows what happens when we die
If there’s heaven or there’s hell when you cross the great divide
Maybe nothings real and humans are pretend and we’ll live forever when the simulation ends 
Maybe there’s a god and if there is I guess Im screwed 
Or maybe there’s nothing and Armageddon’s overdue



It’s goes 3 2 1 then you die and it’s done
It might come at 60 it might come at 21but
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more
I ain’t gonna worry bout that
It’s goes 1 2 3 then you’re gone and you’re free 
They’ll forget about you, they’ll forget about me but 
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more 
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more



Yeah I’ve been missing my appointments 
When it comes to me it seems that everyone’s annoyed or disappointed 
Steady staying mad that I refuse to be exploited 
I guess I understand it’s best for you if I’m avoided 
The life that I have is not the one I want to live 
I’ve got daily dreams of dying I got too much left to give 
In the end I hope this shit is worth it 
You know I’ll stay down I hope you never feel deserted 
I’ll never be perfect but I’m sick of feeling worthless 
I’m learning how to love again to find a little purpose 
And I mean it you got something special in you I can see it 
Tell me something matters and just maybe I’ll believe it 
Say there’s more to life than the grave that I belong in 
That maybe one day I’ll meet someone to get along with 
I think I’m burning out I don’t know what else to call it 
But I’ll never quit trying that’s the only thing I’ll promise

Worry

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 
Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this In and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
You don’t belong here 

When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Is everything okay 
I know the telltales
I know the bad signs 
I was there in the bad times 
Are you alright
Why won’t you tell me 
I want to help please 
You can still fight 
I know it hurts i 
Just want to help without letting you down first 

Sorry about all the outbursts 
It’s just that I’m spiraling downwards 
It feels like I’m falling and i don’t know if  I’ll wake up or if I’ll hit the ground first 
I’m as alone as the first time 
Always alone at the worst times 
Gone when you need me should have believed me
When I said I was the worst kind 

I know nothing’s alright 
Staying up all night
Sleeping all day just to pass time 
These are bad the times yeah 
These Are the  bad times 
When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Nothing is okay 
No nothing is okay 
I’m hoping for some change 
In my headspace 
Maybe one day 

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 

Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this in and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
I don’t belong here

these r the bad times

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