feeling so alone

MENTALLY ILL

For as long as I can remember I have been lost and depressed. I've given tastes of what my music will sound like after my training and it's all lead to this point. The past month has been high stress and extremely brutal on my mental. I give you an actual album. This is dedicated to everyone who is just like me. Scared. Alone. Lost. Suicidal. And depressed. This is the last time you'll hear from me until late autumn / early winter. The best way to experience this is through the stream. I hope you can understand what I'm saying and what I've gone through. This is also dedicated to Paul Alexander. A skateboarder who's story inspired me to make this. You are not alone in this cruel world.

My life is torn2piece$.

By it don't mean I gotta quit.

Neither do you.

Thank you for vibing with me. And keeping me alive.

It truly has meant the world.

- Burney

FATHERFATHER

Slumpb - c a n ' t s l e e p (ft. Iona)

we shouldn't be doing that.

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K3DiAlUF5-4

instagram: @ lameboysharp

Inquires: lameboysharp@gmail.com

kindle away - lameboysharp (prod. secret stash)

tell me that i f e e l
FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM: @MOUSE.NY

Am I Free? [Now on Spotify and Itunes]

i didn't make this
https://youtu.be/-TfKujyN5kg
Check out the original artist too @xaviermusicph

Poor Me

Poor Me - Xavier Tubianosa

prod. @bobotheoutlaw
love all of you <3 im back baby

lyrics:
ive been thinking, remincing bout the past
just sittin here, just wondering on why it didnt last
(ion know)

missing the days we done had, 
and its sad
cuz theres no way to bring em back
(ik das true)

cuz nuthin ever really lasts
but still i, really wanna see u bad

and im left alone
0 calls on my telephone
sadness, what i dwell upon 
and when im happy, 
it lasts for like a second long

best to kept at home
aint no where left to go
im a devilish ghost
pessimism all i know
they dont accept me no more

i been stressing, nothing less than a awkward depressed kid
i keep a vest upon my chest, incase the opps wanna pop shit
and i play games with the devil, hoping god isnt watching
and i dont have many choices, i dont have alot of options

ive been sinking in emotion, drinking sinful sickened potions
thinking about going, time is ticking showing no end
its my life but cant control it 
so im drowning in an ocean, so many regrets
im stressing from the night untill the mornin'

ive been thinking, remincing bout the past
just sittin here, just wondering on why it didnt last
(ion know)

missing the days we done had, 
and its sad
cuz theres no way to bring em back
(ik das true)

cuz nuthin ever really lasts
but still i, really wanna see u bad

past dwelling (prod. Bobo.The.Outlaw)

Lyrics

(Forgotten Youth)

Ima dance with you
I get your life is screwed
I get it my time with you
I got it you love me too
I cant get my eyes off you
I cant lose my mind off you

Listen to my voice 
Lets get high in this void
I don't want to die
But baby you got me toyed
I don't want to be played
I don't want to lose faith
Baby don't play with me
Baby don't play with me

Lets dance 
Lets get it right 
Lets dance
Lets find my type
I don't want to lose pain baby
I don't want to get away baby
Just dancing gets me so high (so high)
But you like it when i'm so fried

Can you feel it in your bones
Let me tell you why you got some
You need hearts in those
Let me get you high 
Let me get you drunk as shit
Let me get you high 
Let me get you drunk as shit

(@brisoviral)

Let's do it 
I don't really do this 
With the music
But everybody wanna go outta they
Way to do it
Listen to the beat it make ya' move 
Ya' feet
Everybody wanna get golds in they 
teeth
Everybody went ahead go ahead get
A piece
Sitting back and chilling looking at 
The palm trees

Now let's dance 
Let's get away
So high like outer space
Running away
Like we on a chase 
Just dance until the pain go away
We can start at the beginning like the
Letter A
While we here you don't got to stay
But i'm just trying to say
Be the better way

Find my type ft. BRiSOViRAL

If anyone knows the producer of this beat, please tell me so i can credit them!!!

Lyrics:
Thinking on a moon of the sun my
Evil may be doomed to have won my
Feelings usually zoom through the lust my
Mind will dream of you when im done
Im

I contemplate the pit in barrels of guns
Or
Fantasize about a noose around my neck like its hung
I lived a decent life i cant complain my thoughts seeming strung
Say i got no reason to be this way changing my lane to fun 
Then swerving back into my woefulness
Yea deep in my lungs
All this confusion bottles up into the shxt that i sung
Outside im beaming like a becon 
Inside dark as the tounge
Of a serpent i feel like it worsened once i finally woke up
Soaked in a moment
Broken im ownin up what i dug
Focused and stronger now 
yet still a question mark on the love
Older im sulkin
Hopin i just blow over this stuff
Bold as a poster child
Yet still the sessions ark in the mud
Over it all
Everything
They want me to trust
Like these theories inside of my skull are not bound to erupt
They wanna call
Settle things 
that been in the dust
Like i give a fuck i been evolved im just now showin you punks
Viku

Thinking on a moon of the sun my
Evil may be doomed to have won my

Mind varries
Tasmanian devil
Im not the scary
Type
Prepare for hype 
Librarian shuffle
Fast very
Spazz and carry a shovel
Im not the blaring type
Prepare the light
So high ima shuttle
Ask and im sharing
Past to perry
No present
Cast the caring to pesents
Chill im gon be there in a second
Mask staring
Pain to pleasure
Its plesent
Cast out the reverend
O me o my cause im god
Hope you get it
I use my
Own name in vain then wonder why im damned
I use my
Own frame to redirect the pain from them
I use my
Own days and time to write whats in the air
Panic and flair my fucking arms into the sky all as they stare dont care im

Thinking on a moon of the sun my
Evil may be doomed to have won my
Feelings usually zoom through the lust my
Mind will dream of you when im done
Im

Find my type ft. BRiSOViRAL

Forgottenyouth

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