chalice of healing

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222hard

I GOT DIRT IN MY SHOE
GOTTA EMPTY IT OUT ON THE HARD WOOD FLOOR
AND I TRY SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE
BUT INSIDE ITS A WAR
AND IM MAD AT NOTHING
WHY ALL THE MERE THINGS TURN INTO SOMETHING
I FUCKED UP
NOW IM JUST RUNNING
DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
BUT I FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING
AND IM MAD AT NOTHING
WHY ALL THE MERE THINGS TURN INTO SOMETHING
I FUCKED UP
NOW IM JUST RUNNING
DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
BUT I FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING 
FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING 


DONT BREATHE
DONT BREATHE IN
DONT INHALE
DONT BREATHE IN
ON THE HILL WITH FINN

FINISH
YOU HAVE TO FINISH
FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED
I CANT PLAY MY PART
OSX HONEST
PUT A TOWEL ON ME ANYMORE
ITS TRUE
I CANT CHOSE
NO I CANT CHOSE
YEA

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WAIT FOR YOU
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WAIT
IM IN THE MOOD TO KILL SOMEONE
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY?
OSX WE STAY ON TRACE
SHROOMS IN MY HAND STRAIGHT TO THE FACE
AND WE'RE NOT THE SAME
QUIT PLAYING WITH ME
NOT A GAME

2 PLANS 
GO WITH THE FIRST ONE
ANGER I GO BERZERK UH
GAUNTLET ON ME 
ITS GONNA HURT YA
GOT A GREATSWORD
FEELING THE INERTIA

PANIC ATTACK I CANNOT SEE
NEGATIVITY
I CANT SHAKE IT ITS SHEDIM
I STAY IN THE TREES YEAH
I FEEL LIKE A BEAST
NEGATIVITY CANT SHAKE IT ITS SHEDIM

shedim

PLACE PLACE PLACE
PLACE PLACE 

THAT LIL MAN HE LOOK
AND HE GO NO FACE (BITCH HE GOT NO FACE)
NO FACE
AND ALL SHE WANNA DO IS SNORT THAT COCAINE
COCAINE 
TAKE A PICTURE WILL I POST IT
(MAYBE NOT, MAYBE NOT)
AND THATS NOT REALLY YOU
AND YOU KNOW IT
DONT SHOW OFF A LOT

PLACE PLACE PLACE

place

IM WALKING STRAIGHT DOWN ON MY STREET
THEY THINK THEY COULD BE LIKE ME
BUT ITS NOT THAT EASY
AND THESE PROBLEMS STAY ON ME
SHAKING THE ANXIETY 
FINALLY GO TO SLEEP
EGO DEATH IS HARD TO REACH
FOCUS ON MYSELF AND THEN,
MAYBE I COULD LOOK AND SEE
OVERFLOW WITH ENERGY
RIGHT EYE USED AS TALKING PIECE
I CANT MAKE THE MEANING

AND IT FEELS LIKE ITS CLOSER EVERYTIME
HAD TO TRY TO STAY ALIVE 
WHEN I SEE IT I WANNA CRY
DEAD MAN IN MY POCKET
FEELINGS I CANT HIDE
PUT THAT PROBLEM TO THE SIDE
GOTTA TAKE MY TIME
IT SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST WANNA LIE
WATCHING ME JUST LIKE A SPY
FLICKING ON THE LIGHTS
LET THE ARROW FLY
NEGATIVITY INSIDE 
I CANT SEEM TO FIND

PUT HIM ON A FLIGHT NOW
LIGHTS IN THE SKY TOUCH MY EYES NOW
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME
META SWING THE SWORD AND STRIKE DOWN
SCRIPTURES ON THE WALL 
ANCIENT MEANING
I STAY ON THE CEILING
EVERYBODY IS BREATHING
COUNCIL OF MAGICIANS 
AND THEY ALL ARE STEALING
MAGIC TOUNGES WHAT IM SPEAKING
IM SLOWLY PEAKING
AWAKE BUT IM DREAMING
DRAGON IM NOT FEEDING

AND THE STAKES HAVE GONE TOO HIGH
RISKING ON MY LIFE
QUIT IT. ILL KILL YOU, DECIDE.
I MAKE NATURE CRY
...
I MAKE NATURE WANNA DIE
DONT EVEN TRY
META MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
TRY TO BREATHE TO STAY ALIVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH
CLOSE MY EYES, SEE THE SKY 
AH YEAH YEAH
META MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

make_it_beddr g0r3c0r3 tr0ubledt33n (prod evan jolley)

‎i let it shine in

2hollis;';";'michael jordAn;';'';';

Mage Eternal presents: "Mage 1" EP
all produced, mixed and mastered by 2hollis
vocal recordings by finn sigil and 2hollis

stream "mage 1" https://linktr.ee/2hollis

so bad

2HOLLIS I WENT INSÆNE

‎plaster

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2hollis - 9 LivES (snippet ver.)

2hollis . break me away

originally on the 19/CROSS/holland account
(i don't have og cover art)

2hollis - snaKe EYes

C4 Murda - Locked In

Cts Luh Wick - Save A Lot

drippysoup - RLY SAVED ME

trauma

AYOO x LITO - MERRILL BOYS

라벤더 [lavender]

lyrics:

my body locks up and my eyes twitch
i got some problems that i cant fix
its just the wrong time and it wont fit
i try to do good but it wont stick
i hope i wake up and im not there
LA the tearsdrops and sun stained air
i suck my life sucks and i dont care
im stuck my heart stops and its not fair
its nice to meet you
myself: a new person every day
but still i cant seem to ever change my body myself my stupid face
but its alright with me
ill gouge my eye out so i cant see
any of these things wrong with me
and its okay cus i feel weak
the smell of lavender
it brings me back to her
im just a scavenger
im searching for the past
the smell of daffodils
it makes laugh until i cry
i die inside like every time
and ive become what i once hated
what hangs above me i once chased it
because all the roles have been reversed
i died today theres no rebirth
and its okay i love this pain
if i run fast enough ill be okay
and theres no way its fine this way
so ill just die knowing its not the same

lavender

Mandela Chasm

if ur wondering where sun & hahaha went go here
https://soundcloud.com/user-855649822/2hollis-sun
https://soundcloud.com/user-855649822/2hollishahaha

2hollis - 9 LivES (snippet ver.)

james