Summary:
Written at time of posting: "Inevitably Johnlocked posted an ask on Tumblr a couple of weeks ago from someone who wanted to know if there were any fics with one of the boys drunk dialing the other to declare their love. I adored this idea and I know some others did too, so here's my take on that. Other drunk dialing fics are available! 

Complete with OUTTAKES!
Written by Berty
Narrated by ohlooktheresabee

Read it here: archiveofourown.org/works/25589476

Dunk Drialing By Berty (Narrated by Ohlooktheresabee)

It transcends
A  means to an end
And  falls apart
A  heavy head
And an equally
Heavy heart

I'm swallowing my silver tongue
The verdigris is in my lungs, so


Take care
Because none of you are here
And if I cannot see you
Then you do exist

Called a bluff
Held Aloft
And under wing
Signing off
From up here
I don't know what I've seen

Choked down an asymmetric curse
I can't tell which side is the worst so

Take care
Because none of you are here
And if I cannot see you
Then you do exist

I cannot see you.

Verdigris

I think the one  you’re having problems with
Well he isn’t really here
I thought we had an understanding
Can’t you see between my ears?
It’s both a blessing and a curse
Cause i can catch you by surprise
But that is all assuming i want
To catch you by surprise
Caught many times for what i thought
Was just an innocent  mistake
Nobody’s hurt when I turn words
Into another passion play
Assuming nobody is someone
Because I set it up that way
But I can downplay all the shifting eyes
And just shift them away

Because it is tough
Here in the moment 
While I am roughin’ it
In the cold

I think the desperation’s found a place
To get its hooks inside
I’m not the one that’s shooting daggers
Because i t’s not my turn to hide
Too many times to count, I counted
And i checked when i was through
Knew  every inch of sagging skin
That I  could take calipers to
So tell me why in trying times
The  world  seems to get so clear
I cannot buy enough discretion 
To get me out of here
And if my hands can show a trade
Then these hands might suit me well
Bash my skull against the wall
Until I repeat myself

Because it is tough
Here in the moment 
While I am roughin’ it
In the cold

And I’ll take
Like it’s never been taken back
And you’ll  need more
Than good directions
To get to where I’m at

Because it is tough
Here in the moment 
While I am roughin’ it
In the cold


Good Directions

Control was the
Only goal
For awhile
I spent my time
Waist deep in
White knuckles

And for following
Every rule
For every mile
What i received
Was a nod
And a smile

And nothing could have ever been good enough
I think that that’s something that hope does to us

Made it a point
To remember
Every word
So easy to
Disappoint
“I don’t remember
What I meant”

And for following
Every rule
For every mile
What i received
Was a nod
And a smile

And nothing could have ever been good enough
I think that that’s something that hope does to us


something hope does for us (demo)

I’m older now
Than you will ever be
I keep expecting
What came for you to come for me
I never eyed
Longevity
But I keep expecting
Inevitability to 
Comfort me

To comfort me
To come for me

A gunny sack
Filled with gasoline
I don't think I should close my eyes
I don’t think I should close my eyes
I don’t think
I don’t
It’s the other side
A necessity
I keep expecting something new to rise and
Comfort me

To comfort me
To come for me

It’s a warning sign
For depravity
My chest is tight
And now the time has come
I need you to
Comfort me

To comfort me
To come for me


comfort me (demo)

Simple math
It’s a simple test
They’ll cut the leg from under you
You were using it to rest
Terrified
Bloodshot eyes
Shot in the back, beat in the head
One too many times

Until you realize
The machinations of life
Reality’s a joke
The truth can sound contrived
Sometimes

I hope
That you are comfortable
And i hope
I can learn to get comfortable
Way too many nights
Laying on my side while i hope
I can learn to get comfortable

Too abstract
To mark on a map
You’ll wander so incessantly
And not know if it means anything
Mollified
Internal cries
The phantom pain of losing everything
When you haven’t yet lost anything

Dig deep and throw
The excess from the pit
I promise you the rest of us
Are all expecting it
Dig deep and throw
The excess from the pit
Everyone displaces dirt
The first to dig was scared at first
And everyone believes it’s them and them alone
Digging out a hole to make it home


the truth can sound contrived (demo)

You've got the perfect disguise

I live a box in your spare room

You look away politely

I can tell I'm embarrassing you

You have let-me-down eyes

And I knew how to take a hint once in my life

I'm gone if you need me

I'm gone if you need me gone

I tell impossible lies

And you are glutton for punishment

and I'm a fool

and you're a fool

and we're locked in this forever

You've got the perfect disguise

I found it when I wandered down here

And I was hoping you could put it on

Or maybe not

Or maybe I could

Or maybe I could?

perfect disguise

You 1z

KMT KI Media 2025 (21.08.2025)
Album Trilogie Nr. 25 "Fictional KMT (1/3) - Algorithmic Melancholy" by KMT - Style: Electro, Industrial, Synthwave, Electronic, Rock, Pop, Cyberpunk, Cinematic | Tracks: 30 (ai generated)
Lyric: English

Theme: Dive into the bleak and desolate world of KMT, a struggling KI-Musician. Explore the themes of isolation, frustration, and the fading hope of finding recognition in a digital wasteland. A sonic journey through dark industrial soundscapes and melancholic synth melodies. Directed and produced by Kurt Michael Treichl.

Track 01: Digital Wasteland
industrial, synthwave, instrumental

Track 03: Echoes of Yesterday
synthwave, electronic, melancholic

Track 05: Code Decay
dark industrial, instrumental, glitch

Track 07: Heart of the Machine
synthwave, ballad, electronic

Track 09: Pixel Dust
lo-fi, synthwave, chiptune

Track 11: Lost Connection
industrial rock, alternative rock

Track 13: Empty Screen
ambient, synthwave, instrumental

Track 15: Ghost in the System
cyberpunk, industrial

Track 17: Fading Signal
synthwave, pop

Track 19: Binary Sunset
cinematic, synthwave, instrumental

Track 21: Silicon Tears
dark synthwave, synthpop, electronic

Track 23: Neon Graveyard
cyberpunk, industrial, electronic

Track 25: Digital Isolation
ambient, industrial, instrumental

Track 27: Algorithmic Dream
dreamwave, synthwave, instrumental

Track 29: The Last Transmission
industrial, ambient

If you would like to use my music commercially, please contact me. No financial income may be derived from my music without my permission. My music is free for private use. However, it would be appreciated if you would credit me (Kurt Michael Treichl).

Thank you very much for your time and ear. Enjoy the journey through my assisted artificially generated music paradise.

Album cover and music generated in coopertion with AI by © Kurt Michael Treichl

Best Regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media) - Austria / Salzburg

Visit me at
https://www.ai-music.at (for free music)
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22 Silicon Tears v2

Welcome to THE VOID, let's explore! This is my second full length album I have released, please comment your thoughts and share if you feel it's worthy! Thanks for listening <3

perfect disguise

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