Re-pod of aggressivewhenstartled's story. Rating: Mature

MCU podfic

Closed Book (2021 Re-Pod) Part 1

It’s an accident
I’m  sure that’s what I said
And you’re believing it
Can’t you see the lines across my face?
Arrogance, necessity both have their place
I’m a self-styled expert in these things

I might wander the streets but
I’m not going anywhere

I can abide
The terror of the fire
If it keeps me dry
There’s movement.

It’s a consequence
Of falling at velocity
I hope you land in it
Braced for inevitability
Marred by bruises
Formed by natural conclusions
They’re not natural to me
And I’m an expert in these things

I may fall out of favor
But I won’t fall through the floor

I can abide
The terror of the fire
If it keeps me dry
There’s movement.

The path is unchanging
I Stand in the wake of  it
I cast with my burning hands
An ember into the wind


Abide

I never learned
The proper ways
And now the weight
Is pressing down
I thought i’d  be
In a more stable place
By  now
I’ll never stray
Though it may ache
Sometimes to put
The pen to page
No mistake
Is any end
Of any world

Gossamer thin
Such a small incision
Such an empty plenum
We’re working within
Gossamer thin
I promise I learned
Not to take for granted after 
So long
I wanted it 
So long
Gossamer thin
I count my blessings
And I count this occlusion
As one of them

I never earned
A proper stake
In any trade
And now that time
Is passing by
For slowing hands
It’s enough to slip away
I need to re-evaluate
With fresher eyes
Because no delight
Is any means
Unto itself
Except to find  

Gossamer thin
Such a small incision
Such an empty plenum
We’re working within
Gossamer thin
I promise I learned
Not to take for granted after 
So long
I wanted it 
So long
Gossamer thin
I count my blessings
And I count this occlusion
As one of them


Gossamer

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THIS TIME

Control was the
Only goal
For awhile
I spent my time
Waist deep in
White knuckles

And for following
Every rule
For every mile
What i received
Was a nod
And a smile

And nothing could have ever been good enough
I think that that’s something that hope does to us

Made it a point
To remember
Every word
So easy to
Disappoint
“I don’t remember
What I meant”

And for following
Every rule
For every mile
What i received
Was a nod
And a smile

And nothing could have ever been good enough
I think that that’s something that hope does to us


something hope does for us (demo)

What’s time but a thing to buy or keep or kill
While you’re notching the days from your sleeper cell
A tangled web is no good
If you only catch yourself
Outsiders might see it as arrogance
So quick to get back in the saddle again
But the sights can never lie
When I’m staring down them

Make your choice
In the void
To compare
To discard
Hateful noise
In your mouth
Who Let it out
I Let it out

Layperson viewing insignificance
From the view overlooking my pentagram
If you’re alone you're in the club
If you’re not then yes you are
Side-effect of the Mellifluence
It tastes sweet every time i open my mouth
So swallow hard and push ahead
Because the honey's running out

You stuck like napalm to my side
I tried to scrape you from my hide

I’m gonna think until my brain runs out
It was an honor just to shut it down
But come clean
In this world
There is plenty to think for all of us
Come clean
This world
Is so nearly full to bursting
I hope it’s worth it

What’s time but a thing to lose or live in
While you’re shoveling shit into the pig pen?
If there’s no point in slinging mud
The dirt has no business here
I got distracted by the paycheck
They put lien on my existence
They say if i can pay it off
Then I won’t have to think again

Double bluff
What i want
Second first
Then the start
Major chord
In your mouth
Who let it out?
I let it out

You’re shrinking like i told a lie
Who set the truthtellers on fire

What’s time but a direction we’re facing
What’s time but a direction we’re facing
What’s time but a direction we’re facing
Turn away
Turn away

Mellifluence

You've got the perfect disguise

I live a box in your spare room

You look away politely

I can tell I'm embarrassing you

You have let-me-down eyes

And I knew how to take a hint once in my life

I'm gone if you need me

I'm gone if you need me gone

I tell impossible lies

And you are glutton for punishment

and I'm a fool

and you're a fool

and we're locked in this forever

You've got the perfect disguise

I found it when I wandered down here

And I was hoping you could put it on

Or maybe not

Or maybe I could

Or maybe I could?

perfect disguise

This is my first ever submission for the KVR One-Synth Challenge.  This was created using 13 instances of Primer 2.  

Serenity at Sunset [OSC Primer 2]

Shinning Lies

Words In My head

11 Come Back To Me

KMT KI Media 2025 (21.08.2025)
Album Trilogie Nr. 25 "Fictional KMT (1/3) - Algorithmic Melancholy" by KMT - Style: Electro, Industrial, Synthwave, Electronic, Rock, Pop, Cyberpunk, Cinematic | Tracks: 30 (ai generated)
Lyric: English

Theme: Dive into the bleak and desolate world of KMT, a struggling KI-Musician. Explore the themes of isolation, frustration, and the fading hope of finding recognition in a digital wasteland. A sonic journey through dark industrial soundscapes and melancholic synth melodies. Directed and produced by Kurt Michael Treichl.

Track 01: Digital Wasteland
industrial, synthwave, instrumental

Track 03: Echoes of Yesterday
synthwave, electronic, melancholic

Track 05: Code Decay
dark industrial, instrumental, glitch

Track 07: Heart of the Machine
synthwave, ballad, electronic

Track 09: Pixel Dust
lo-fi, synthwave, chiptune

Track 11: Lost Connection
industrial rock, alternative rock

Track 13: Empty Screen
ambient, synthwave, instrumental

Track 15: Ghost in the System
cyberpunk, industrial

Track 17: Fading Signal
synthwave, pop

Track 19: Binary Sunset
cinematic, synthwave, instrumental

Track 21: Silicon Tears
dark synthwave, synthpop, electronic

Track 23: Neon Graveyard
cyberpunk, industrial, electronic

Track 25: Digital Isolation
ambient, industrial, instrumental

Track 27: Algorithmic Dream
dreamwave, synthwave, instrumental

Track 29: The Last Transmission
industrial, ambient

If you would like to use my music commercially, please contact me. No financial income may be derived from my music without my permission. My music is free for private use. However, it would be appreciated if you would credit me (Kurt Michael Treichl).

Thank you very much for your time and ear. Enjoy the journey through my assisted artificially generated music paradise.

Album cover and music generated in coopertion with AI by © Kurt Michael Treichl

Best Regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media) - Austria / Salzburg

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perfect disguise

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