I chose this
Every single time
Said no when you asked
Now I can't rewind
Music playing soft
Room getting smaller
Used to feel safe here
Now it's just colder

I did this to myself
Pushed away the help
Comfortable in nothing
Watch me disappear

Three years went by
Stopped answering calls
Frozen in my bed
Staring at the walls
Wanted to be alone
Got what I wanted
Dreams in my head
But they're all haunted

I did this to myself
Pushed away the help
Comfortable in nothing
Watch me disappear

I hold the switch to the outside
But shame is the firewall inside
I love the silence too much
And I wish I didn't
But it's okay

This is what I chose
This is what I chose
Peace was never worth it
Nobody knows

I Did This to Myself

The Icedance