Style Bender prod. Beatsbysav

2 of hearts (prod. Alex Infinity)

A collection of songs that were either deleted from my first page or never put out but deserve to be let out the vault. H

SUBSTANCE ft Alex infinity (Prod. Bloom)

Terrified ft Devincii

Night Shift ft CA1NE X Devincii (Prod. Marow)

im a mf fart (mashup)

Motherhood

Snowd4y - Wah Gwan Delilah (feat. Drake)

The Warm Up

I Get Up

Grown Simba

Lyrics:

Take a seat and listen when Alex is in the building
If you'd like to know my story, I'd suggest you pay attention 
I could set you free, introduce you to your intuition 
Get your vision 20/20
Like a bitch that's really bitchin
Okay they weren't kidding when said this world is crazy
God, he speaks in signs and he been talking to me lately 
As a baby, I looked up to my pops who disappeared
He's still there 
But going back and forth from houses, shit was weird 
Then this new family appeared 
Who are these people and where 
Did they come from?
Cousins I ain't know convinced me that I'm dumb
All the while my foundation was loose
Like a tree with no roots 
How do you deal with wind and how you take abuse?
All these things I didn't choose
Memories I couldn't lose
Now I use these things as clues as I'm going bout my life
Cuz I met a nice girl that I might like to be my wife 
But my Dad probably felt the same when he met my Mom
And I bet he never thought one day his son would write a song 
About the trauma that he caused 
Like when a kid finds out there really ain't no a santa clause 
So when I have a kid, he’s gonna grow up with Pops around 
A father figure there to lift him up when he feeling down 
Don't have to drive across town just to get a little hug 
No need to call my phone just to know that he’s loved 
So much 
Man I'll tell him everyday before breakfast and at lunch 
I'll show him how to kick a ball
How to take a fall
When to stand up and when not to get involved
To my Dad, just know that I don't blame you at all 
But I wish that you were there as a kid when I had to crawl 
Through the mud, shed a lot of blood dealing with the pressure 
Could've really used a hug when I was dealing with depression 
I know you know about that, cuz it's not something you're taught 
Those pills that you would take, I never knew what they were for
I ain't have no where to run, cuz that shit just in my blood
Why can't I be like other kids, go outside and have fun
I hope you proud of your son, and the things that he's accomplished
Couldn't bring him down, even with boulders in my pockets 
And the older that I got it's occurred to me that I'm not 
That same little kid who's gonna run up and hug you
But no matter how much resentment I possess, just know your son will always love you.

Rise Above What Keeps You Down.
-Alex Infinity

Pops(Prod. Timeless Era)

Pops(Prod. Timeless Era)

♡Alex Infinity♡

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