Oh Mann, bin ich long

Break The Distance - Ashton Edminster

LYRICS:

And no one really ever 
Takes the time to fully tell ya
How you should prepare 
For rainy days in California
When the clouds roll in 
And the skies turn gray
And all you feel you can do
Is pray they’ll go away

And I’ve been lying here alone
In my apartment double bedroom 
Listening to music
Hoping songs will help me get through
These dark times 
I’ve been up all night 
I don’t want Mom to know
I’m not doing alright

Cause I’m so afraid to say
That I’ve been breaking from the pressure
And that it’s getting hard
For me to keep my shit together
Cause the world seems 
Out to get me
So I’m gonna lie here 
And stare at the ceiling 

Cause I

Can’t get myself out of bed
There’s an ache in my head
I wanna sleep instead
Cause my eyes are still red
From all the tears I’ve shed
Can’t get myself out of bed

And I can hear right through my window
How the rain’s begun to shower  
It shows no signs of stopping
It will probably pour for hours
What will I do if it never ends 
I’ve been avoiding calls
From all of my friends 

Cause whenever they all ask me
“Hey man what’s been going on"
I never give an answer 
I’ve become so withdrawn  
In these dark times 
I’ve been up all night 
I don’t want them to know
I’m not doing alright

Cause I’m so afraid to say
That I’ve been breaking from the pressure
And that it’s getting hard
For me to keep my shit together
Cause the world seems 
Out to get me
So I’m gonna lie here 
And stare at the ceiling 

Cause I

Can’t get myself out of bed
There’s an ache in my head
I wanna sleep instead
Cause my eyes are still red
From all the tears I’ve shed
Can’t get myself out of bed

And as I wait for the sun
To chase the clouds away
Here I will stay

And as I wait for the sun
To chase the clouds away
Here I will lay 

Cause I 

Can’t get myself out of bed
There’s an ache in my head
I wanna sleep instead
Cause my eyes are still red
From all the tears I’ve shed
Can’t get myself out of bed

Written and arranged by Chase Klyn
Produced by Madison "Wolfy" Scheckel
Mixed by Andi Inadomi
Mastered by Alex Flagstad

Can't Get Myself Out of Bed

ALEC

Medicine Man (Boy in a Box)

Last of Her Kind (Demo)

Alec Benjamin - O.I.N.V. (Demo)

“Game for 2” tells the story of a boy who is awe-struck by a girl but he’s bewildered by how her boyfriend spends more time playing “Fortnite” than with her. The idea stems from our empowerment and how we’re given many exciting opportunities with technology that we often forget the world and people around us. With a playful melody, Kyle reminds listeners not to take their relationships for granted and to include them in their hobbies, such as playing a “Game for 2”.

Game for 2

i can't believe how much this blew up on tiktok :') i'm so happy you are all resonating with my story and this song can bring you comfort in some way. <3 

lyrics:
All I Ever

When I was nine years old I knew
I had a secret that I never wanted to tell
And by twelve years old it grew
I prayed to God and asked him please don’t send me to hell 

So I tried to fit in the mold that I was given 
I put on a dress sat in the front pew and listened 

All I ever wanted
Was to fall in love 
Like everyone else
And not hate myself
All I ever wanted
Was to fall in love 
Like everyone else
And not hate myself

All I ever
All I ever
All I ever wanted

When I was sixteen I was lost
Swore I liked this boy but I just wanted his girlfriend 
And at eighteen I begged God 
To make me straight but all I ever heard back was silence 

All I ever wanted
Was to fall in love 
Like everyone else
And not hate myself
All I ever wanted
Was to fall in love 
Like everyone else
And not hate myself

All I ever
All I ever
All I ever wanted

A year ago I was still crying every night
Asking God to take away these feelings I can’t fight
And then I felt all my shame wash away
As I heard God say, “I made you to love this way.”

All I ever wanted
Was to fall in love 
Like everyone else
And not hate myself
All I ever wanted
Was to fall in love 
Like everyone else
And not hate myself

All I ever
All I ever
All I ever wanted
All I ever
All I ever
All I ever wanted

All I Ever

Hayd - Safe And Sound (nightcore)

lock me up for life//alec benjamin

All Too Well

Game for 2

Kyle Meagher