this song is very important to me. I wrote this, when I felt like my last relationship was coming to a bitter end. 

Ever since I left your home
You've been acting so strange
You've been acting so cold

And I got the feeling that you don't care bout me no more
Just a few days ago, we've been so close
But now I guess that

You don't love me anymore
You don't feel a thing for me, no more
No you don't

And how fast you replace me
With someone that you barely know
I don't fucking get it
I did everything, Everything for you

You told me that I don't need to worry
That he's just a friend of yours
But now I wake up and see his Bio
Your initial with a heart and lock

And you don't text me like you used to
That situation's driving me insane
And I just don't know what I should do
So I break down in tears and pain

Maybe I'm just overthinking and it ain't how it seems
But I swear to god if you replace me with that guy
this will probably be the last time that I'll ever fucking write about you
gave you my all 

FUCK 

You don't love me anymore
You don't feel a thing for me, no more
No you don't

And how fast you replace me
With someone that you barely know
I don't fucking get it
I did everything, Everything for you

replace me (prod. taymxru)

a presence in the night 
a shadow in the dark 
a chill that runs down your spine 
a voice that leaves a scar

the whispers in your ear
the footsteps down the hall 
the feeling of terror 
the fear that takes control 

lost in the darkness
searching for the light
haunted by the shadows
haunted by the night 

the creaking of the floor
the banging on the door
the cold mist in the air
the things u can’t ignore 
apparitions that appear
the faces in the mist 
make me question 
all the things that exist 

lost in the darkness
searching for the light
haunted by the shadows
haunted by the night 

the shadows speak to me
the shadows speak to me in my sleep
the things that cannot be explained
the things that are not right 
the fear that grips your heart
the terror in your soul
the things that you can’t see
are things that take a toll

lost in the darkness
searching for the light
haunted by the shadows
haunted by the night

paranormal

staring in the mirror
all i see is u
couldn’t be any clearer
what i need to do
the night is young
the moon is out
can u feel the sparks in the air? 

when we kiss under the moon 
u cauterize all my wounds
i cannot die it’s too soon 
baby i’m falling into a gravity well
that pulls me closer to u

dreamy eyes, yes
in ur sundress
as u stare at me 
i start to say 
“i can’t deny, 
ur dreamy eyes
make me feel like 
i’m lost in time” 

when we kiss under the moon 
u cauterize all my wounds
i cannot die it’s too soon 
baby i’m falling into a gravity well
that pulls me closer to u

there’s nowhere left to go
except right here next to u
nothing can stand in our way
everything will be okay 

u cauterize all my wounds
i cannot die it’s too soon 
baby i’m falling into a gravity well
that pulls me closer to u

cAuTeRiZe (under the moon)

broken

Countdown To The End*  (0530)  ft. Donna AI

Scum of the Earth

Call me, call me! - #076

Five Minutes of Fire

Album Title: After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died 

An Ozzy Requiem

Description:

This is more than an album. This is a requiem. A two-part rock opera epic exploring the complete life, legacy, and psychological journey of a rock and roll icon. Performed by the virtual progressive metal band Adelheide's Wisdom.

LP 1: "After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died"
A nine-act narrative that chronicles the rise and reflection of a legend. The journey begins in the industrial haze of 1960s Birmingham, capturing the spark of a Beatles-inspired dream ("The Day The Bat Was Freed"). It crashes through the chaotic birth of a new sound ("Sounds Like a Bunch of Cats Fightin'"), explores the creation of the demonic "Madman" persona ("They Call Me The Madman"), and descends into the self-destructive excesses of the 80s ("Wings of Sin"). The album finds its emotional core in the heartbreaking ballad "I Was Just A Dreamer," before culminating in a final, monumental tribute to the man behind the myth ("Prince of Eternal Fire").

10. Funeral of the Metal King (Bonus Track)
The final honor: An alternative, more majestic and almost sacred version of the finale. While "Prince of Darkness" is the passionate roar of the fans, this is the solemn, epic, and almost mythological coronation of a king at his final resting place.

Funeral of the Metal King (Bonustrack)

FIRE IN MY VEINS

iceberg Blue eyes

https://the-lost-connection.com  is the place to learn about me and my history.  Although I am just a Warehouse Picker, I am also a songwriter/keyboard player (IPI.  1069682323).  I have written over 1000 song lyrics since 1989 and have released 12 albums.  My productions have never been good enough to promote and I'm happy being an unknown artist, writing and recording music for pleasure rather than as a professional.  In April of 2017 I created my own website.  If you are interested in my songs then please save and stream on internet streaming sites, such as YT Music and Spotify.   If you like my words then check out my book ‘The Words Behind The Music Volume One: Lost In Reality’.  There will be a 2nd book within the next year, The Other Ones Before (Then After).
 
I released my first album, 'Lost Property' in December 2019. In the following months I released 5 Best Of albums.  They contained 87 tracks which I'd recorded between 2011 -2019.  In March I decided to release another album of songs which I'd recorded on tape (1994 - 1998) although 'Love Music' was updated in 2018 and the poem , Arrival... In Due Time', was recorded to complete the 'Reality In Dreamland' story not long before the album release.  

'2020 Vision' was the last album release of 2020.  This contains the single 'Voluntary Redundancy' which is very significant in regard to the album and the year in general. 

The next album release was  'New Lost World 19-20-21' (released on 1-9-2021 and features songs recorded in that 3 year period) which does feature one song that was re-written in a collaborative format.  Many of the songs were recorded (or re-recorded) during my year break after redundancy.

Soon after my 9th album, I released 'The Lost & Found History', which was a duo that never had enough time to get ideas up and running, but the brief recording moments occurred and this album shows the results.  The recordings were done between 1999 - 2013, but a couple of the tracks were initially just music.  Lyrics were added and, in 2021, the vocals were added to complete the songs.  Other songs were meant to recorded but we never found the time.  

Progress was made during the COVID years and 'Whatever Happened' is an album that reveals the the results of attending a sync-writing course for 6 months; writing to briefs and collaborating.  It is mixed with personal, poignant and humorous songs.  it features lyrics from as far back as 1990. Before the release of the album 2 singles were promoted on Spotify: Won't Stop' and 'I Am Just Me'.  I am glad to reveal that the album will contain another version of 'Won't Stop' but called 'We Won't Stop' featuring Tim (the other half of The Lost & Found') on guitar and vocals (and co-writer of the music).

I may promote 'Voluntary Redundancy' from 2020 as I never gave it much exposure when first released.

Prior to focusing on my website and my  own releases I was in a heavy rock band...

At the beginning of 2013 I became the keyboard player with Innovator.    At the beginning of 2015, 'Time Is Running Out' but the first album was recorded before I joined the band.  'Spare Time' I introduced to the band and it was modified into an Innovator collaboration.  The song has been pre-recorded in it's original musical format , but lyrics amended since 2009 and is on '2020 Vision'.  A single was released on DistroKid in January 2016 for which I had a very big influence, called 'Southern Lady'.  It was a variation of a piece of music called 'The Lost And Found' recorded as a song many years before, but never released (as vocals not added until more recent years).  On this SoundCloud site I have deleted all the Innovator songs as I left the band in June 2017.  ‘Trapped Behind The Looking Glass’ was the 3rd album whi ch was released in August 2018,  on which I played on 6 of the songs and did backing vocals on ‘Dogs Of War’ (the deep chorus vocals).

Countdown To The End* (0530) ft. Donna AI

The Lost Connection